A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Tslli hnikt ot kma,e trnyig etha i esfmyl i wodn i'm peed cghsane. .
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Pduist eb ievg ot uoy idvcea eoms dowul. Olduw to a illw suares lie igtnsh eb gte tetbre. .
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Aekm sithgn btrete efuosyrl uoy i nca ttha tub n?ladree hatw ouy kwon. Si thta vengi teh or wrdol aifr odgo, ton eb to i,talgrh. Ltils lniut is lyeoufsr ,eat teh ,colosh go tahbi gkmina ,lvie to oyu btu okay. .
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Era ohest sa lteson stju rfmo rodws wylsaa, fincoti. Vhat'en rpat cnedhga ttah we. .
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Ouy msaek on,w it arkma if fo ihst nyfalil ndargie ash em cgahut lugha —em ubt gerdnoinw. Ahs esbuace— it. Than etecexpd i umch orem so. Nmgcoi vnee bamey dan ouyr ot sredie nto lifa hsit eavh eesn. .
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Oesm nesoar it mcals utb em for onwd. Alferui tshi ctdeeexp ahtt oyu to hktin. Aarkm get dlebe su ehva msueblt dah myaeb and and to no us eekns rou ot. .
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Odnig eancl a mbyea aelts heav ew yb t,hat culod. Naew be is to eb actguh rbno ot. Baotu of ingbe dfhsniei essen go cna tle ew pigimendn odmo eth fo. .
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Ot itsh shti yapph noewdr if uoy is wuodl ,ubt nowder or nhtigayn maek i erlpy of kind ptudsi. .
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Neo fo nca nihgt won ihgtr tub, i trs'hee rectnai be. .
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Fo dwnerso tarp vingil aws oru em i tnhe if khant lfwgnlioo hrda ot reebtt ctissntni you lilst cakb ffo kadrre a 'sit gueh fro eaescbu. .
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Ht,en yuo ntkha enev. .
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Tknah rfo you. . . Cunitnogin. Nto ygnitr nro iilgnv. Btu iinnutgonc for. .
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So leadif evi' itgsnh ynam. It hcaencs gvae i ,toguhhr ahd eheatvrw to kit,nh cdenos go btu em oey'uv fsfinregu oesm. .
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Metnimtomc and o'dnt lkie i nttayicre. Iths stfir ihmgt atls os be yas sti:h ill' eth and eitm.
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Mreo ot'wn schnaec wates i ayn. .
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Oru s'elt ayw wya htat cnuhp iefl rtohugh. .

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