A letter from March 27th, 2025

Peaceful right?

Hey bestie,
Guess who I'm writing to ask about? You got it! How did you know it was him?? Anyway, I'm assuming he's left for college which means one of a few things:

He said something to you over the summer and y'all have finallllyyyyy had an honest conversation about how you guys feel and how to move forward

He didn't say anything all summer but you guys hung out a lot and before he left you initiated the conversation about dating and stuff

You're heartbroken and alone 🥲

I talk about him with you all the time, but that's because I have all the questions and I hope you have all the answers. You're the only one who actually understands my thought processes and why I think and feel the way I do, and what I actually mean when I talk about him (cuz you are me). I just need you to tell me it's all gonna be okay. Is it gonna be okay? God's got this, right? I keep laying my worries at His feet all the time, but I keep picking them back up to worry about again and again, I really just need to give it to Him and leave it with Him.
hey, I love you. so hard things, do what scared you, and don't let your walls come back up. it's scary but in order to love you have to be willing to be vulnerable even if that includes the risk of being hurt again. God's got you, He's got me, and we're both gonna be just fine. it's just a boy! not the end of the world!
-scared, sad, and overdramatic as all heck
(also you're gonna be 20 in 20 days, how exciting!!)
oooo you should visit him for your bday, how cute would that be?

Epilogue

about 14 hours later

Oh girl you’re gonna be okay I promise you!
He’s left for college yes, but how it went doesn’t really fit any of your three ideas. No...

Whit lylear is vahn’et em i dna ahev ogd etmi dnadeusntr ni god ewrhe oharetn ytepnl utb hda isth i teocnnt and ew tao,rnvscenoi of ta hda oupsper a that for ew aer riargpnep ti igtwnai nda thiw lefe si. Olt ew ghnu a otu. Ahha onw!k he i ’royeu btu we ormf it,wa yte edta idd !!!igr!l eigmnlai so ktla it gaitdn ndto’ ot eh reew’ oubat yse ogm assy nto pria,l wstan gtroof a,rmhc em uyo in. .
Oyu ewrn,ass i ,eovl but het nhta lal do od ehva reom i smeo don’t heva. Enatk in tnhgi lfee dog ma lohwe tihs i srnietg ahtt uyo i ot tlyru hree teg t’is no tbu oshntm. Itaw eon litl tog we wto ahtt uhs…g yuo but not erha. Nigewar obth dna fo onw hsi haiwttessr ’mi rthig na(d hat) whchi. 😏.
Kcpi k!oa!y uyo pu oehst heva tusj kbca vyree oeds lal abkc htem ogd tmei ytr ognan kepe s’it dnow be riwsoer s!th!i iyngal to. Atth egiv eoebmc you illw emor ti to eht seaier teh !!!!mhi ot od hetm.
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Too h,ye i uoy ovel. Hnts,gi iynsag bveuneallr swa cdesar be i thaw ofr y,as mi’ ghmti …him) na siotecn aernsw iwth bengi adrh tihs i tnihk to noilokg o(idgn dan.
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Oh my is orf uoy tod’n latylielr hmi rithdayb einesg all tanw ot i bcetrelae rorwy,. .
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Lltis trdamcviroea sa usrece sg’od and ni ,plna sfea- heck lal thuogh 😂.

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