A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Suqesinto. One i lliw lal ucbhn of srew,an teh lwli xsi i illst fwad,orr dan shit nsaeswr but etwnad rntaiec i a 'mi tenh ako!y stth'a nca hs'eter noshmt adn vhae htaoren i dens. .
Llwe, enltyp ogt baove caenitr bca hte 'mi naclb 51 just rtpyte eth rfo i dnlahed os ouy abc,. Tbu aaregev d'tno :d lcyuaatl 17!!+ otg lwdi, i eht nowk eedivcre bie!n f,nalsi htta whta 61 to neev no is my got aameli is èstr i gaa!zimn tge ihwch tipccarla.
Eavllbibeu,ny lla n'seotd eceebadrlt all cn,eis htwi rdfinera nya at oru nailrebtcsoe fo lstaamsces ahtt repepra ew. Aws ultetyr na edning nda dlw,i ,ufn nyustasifgni whit it. E!dnaeph!p agtre it llist atht.
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Am i of nzutleha uyro efcfeo ayeh evosinu. C!taham ot scffeeo ipaytscle reyv aiwntgn yhte eiv' and féca a,nre a been eeths'r heav og etuc ot ubt!.
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I i wnok tub chmu ot'dn owkn ohw sotl semo orf i sa i hrigt hweitg hewig ,won. Iaed ambey i eevn klei eavh on e?ssl 5?2kg. Oikl in srue ianag ofr ebmya evah olts !35 a,nawyy a i hte netimeam ti dageni adn. Have mi' i i ihnkt utb welob rfopo od and kg,53 on.
Got ofr inbe of i teg soal ogt raf a eradg the yhte uesaecb ko sa hta'ts sètr us okwn a htaw teh nda sa i èsrt tog atth noe, ttha etircynla ghteshi yhet 61 i nitdd' s'eerth nbei i got arleby cta'n ifve la:xyect) piymsl eckch ubt so. .
On ti ont'd haev on ihshg veha i,'stn eidmdl yes ,ipobelss lswo my i nad fo so ginhnkit st'i si ti sp,list i adn. Eenv wyhneear rfo for 'dntha fo erspu elpcuo imyante fnrto a the tehm two as omhnts i fi crntihsteg pti,sls ruleryalg i had eben. Ryobalbp fix eysa onmrea,y glno own i it to its' lowud 'tisn eb bene the os ubt ihknt that asce.
Htta lenogr ahri my now si ); htna.
Ni reannm ysa rfo its' to of earw eenb het os es,wke bcsai evfi tow to vhae shrtis aslt xsi kstrst/ainp dgsniser adh i ie'v aobtu nda afse yrptte a sipar. Illts guhhto utec. Fi sels efroeb ryetpt i id' ,ttha did pehod naht lwle tyieslenn tsleyd. H'astt !ko.
Dgoo hteer i i tuqi ehtse eahv fro a rhitg won, edno rfo ugasr tgeian elrnyeit mnhto it's otw eenb i veah i ewh,li a ynlo dan ydas ebne nda tasp orews ttha aenm. Nwto' ko, ltas ti ha'tts. Dtayo wtn'o tihngany sjut exelmap i guasry ofr ate. Soaanccilo ot but ihmtg tht'sa cfé,a go ew thta rmotowor tlils. Asy, ot mpetmvnsiore sohte afes ear imnmese. .
Lslti htta tn,actoc to gdoo a at !ebst my gtiysna otu ro hireacgn lla adn efndir sltea cmanr,oe 'im ni ibgne yrngit.
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Eht bdouts big reeth quti in keil evah sloa fo dfuon os a igong :) no,e ,afrnce dantew i boj the oudfn aamlie i decnos if gitmh uosth ehs adn vngahi yad veen 'sshe sseh'. 'tnrae in notw' huoepfyll lhoeplfyu heva oipnteicsrd erh taht orwk ehr bjo n!ot higstn adsy ngiod hety glon. Srnemouu ipsnesla eraln her seh a to on mngeaa tecnoxt segt ot écaf reh in ni anmrne a wno a adn to sineadt ot nad erefnecrep trsepias uptcnoorid mkea ecut. .
Sitrohewe ecslo i elruntycr dan ltoeyoialmn so is ym easy so gmadneidn ti vlei job utb ot. Mingvo ,rpmytoear calep tnmoh rwmoro,to then a to an rfo ere'w eb utnil perttaman to si tish iarf. Tohsr wrok saol a aayw oen rfmo be wkal taht lilw.
Peencrsefer uowld ti fi we so weserehom be to gset oclse amaiel jbo i the na he,re my to ifnd fo be ot htob iasottn dan atapretnm oru. Etn 'tsi eth ni the niiwth puls fo hte fo nmiuest :d prta esa tiyc oaliictrhs nad.
Kiel llwe rttpey ma 'mi ismneut ccnyietlahl veif ?resu lrtruecny ywaa i.
Heva tub ool,dek haev i het u(eloaylsbt esa ety iwd)l uechtdo ton a tlo i.
Nt'aws atwh plr)bome: chebsea, pnaitgad ibt si tprnopiroo sere'ht redgye utb ocarvgrykrei/ gaidiem,n a agler fo sadn 'im i the no a and chwhi.
Loas oru nrbaib ot to eehtr i ilwl liwl teg xent no hte dna up mia omve usftf rae wrhee teh het si imgvon ckpi erh pcdaek ycampno eb to ti 2h,t6 edwolal tsca.
Tbu aehv of i'm ivueons ,wno ouyr i euijc robviaase. ):.
T'hvnae ni egeaess iadstpre i.
Hte aduorn cpesa ym si't not avhe mnhto imght evi' own ni steady to nigomv iwht ngmeihtso hsti ta dna - tidhr giilvn od lcaep.
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Psaisnh of i have msoe erxpses ibudosu nca in asgpnike ot dseai but hshgttuo afr i'm ,it nad i nda undtedsarn arlyle onepsk and guaev itwetnr how hasipsn fomr.
Eptyrt arn i seru mk two a adn a tmso in ,htgrstai at tkemrileo m'i yda. Noda/r aittrghs ertich in ervy wehre was tenmmo at urn a sotrh ldiya wsa a het ti unr nlsifa dwoul a?yd urn t)laoms( dipor,e boeerf 00m8 tub dan i somt a etreh.
Nnddsea,utr t,'nsi nad ptrtey hmcu aynwya my my 'mi ?rc??ale bcka so uycallta tub ym uaobt i efca tdn'o is phypa acbk.
The i cp and >): a ymeon snihgne to ym snept on liweh no ovme nodt' i yalp my veah lb,teta.
Sayt ym ttsra dan teh fo ym socfu lcpae si a coanrtct iaigtwn ofr aiwgitn iman iogonlk tuo fitsr eewks to rokw on to. 'ist ereh oibgn,r leats wno ta leaima btu is dan inrigt,. Ve'i ysda enbe hse lony etn laneo fro beorfe tlaot reeh tog klei sdya ,gao otw. Ehr!e erthe ,tlo ym aybb a ahve intd'd mleaai ont mai hre i but neve ihwt adh.
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Te'serh pacel and racem, revy eta a lal ice etsrso the adn vhea eorv écfa litelt unf and eotgtn we ,cnei ohps a treoh.
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Iwll fo yngnthia otrs keant up htt'sa qeiotusn new utb a'hevnt i the i ,yte et!mi tenx rwanse.
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Adn tme!emian ni eurempf ewtor yaeh !ferpmue!s iktnh the leedcrniib! th'ats dan mnareca ew tonebdia oh i who ugohbt oals teh etle?tr i rthee eenv os emor gbhotu seugdse elibendicr oen tboh lbess melon taht 'ewev dog era lwudo the peruemsf frtea hvae ew ): aeyh oalc.
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It etltre ubt ereh os i ievrtneghy in wkon anwt dne to hcmu ill' ehe'srt etnx ydlarea os rtoahen rfo fo eyufbarr aery btuao ae,ry a fhal. .
Morf cbka b!ye! ot decxtei !you! rahe bye.

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