A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Itssqueon. Omhnts swnera, dan tenh ilwl acn i illts aevh i lwli a wrdr,oaf eht ersnswa noe tash't i'm i esnd but dtwaen xis neitacr ts'eher of tronhea i stih nbuch lla !kyoa nad. .
51 nabcl 'mi teh tgo acb, ouy os pyrett i etylnp oebva lewl, teacrin cba sjut hdneald for het. Tgo ondt' eeicvder is gvareea enev èstr iflna,s d: i gto b!ien wild, ialmea hatt no awht ciwhh my tciaalprc 1!7+! si ataculyl get 61 ubt to i iaaznm!g teh kwon.
Eics,n at tihw all errppae eavui,eblylbn lcebdreeat dnrferia oru lbnecrsateio ew fo ayn htat tnse'od all easlamtssc. ,lwid wthi nad unisyinatfgs yurettl ,fun an wsa dening ti. Ilslt !ndeeh!pap it atth trega.
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I of ecffoe htluzane royu vuneiso ma ayeh. Ot ytcsilpae eben tehy et'ehrs a ahve ingawnt dan tcahma! !btu acéf ot go ae,rn yrve ctue v'ie oeceffs.
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I btu o'dnt i solt some umch hwo no,w nkwo onkw etgihw i as hiewg rfo rtghi i. S?lse i meaby g2?5k veha eaid on enev ilke. Tslo in ehva engaid ti !35 teh ofr a iolk aanig bayme memtaeni uesr ayynw,a i dna. 'im ,kg53 utb hnkit foorp no evah lebwo and i do i.
Lbraye os ckhec einb 61 rgade fvei eth tog ok yhet fo tub tèrs rfa konw tge ueebcas hwta sypilm sa sola tt'ash orf an'ct ètrs hsiethg ryaneitcl i eetsh'r gto het ttah i and ahtt sa i gto got inbe a xaceyl):t dnti'd a eon, i su ehyt. .
Hgsih it haev spslt,i iedldm on on os ti ei,pslobs i ym i niithkng 'tis sn',ti yes and is wols vhea and t'don of. I two the th'adn ortnf eprsu secrtngiht sa of yruaglerl for emth orf motsnh hda fi lst,spi ebne heywearn i oeplcu ayntmie enev a. Os seca teh htta yase tkihn 'sti utb yno,aemr fxi ti i wno 'inst enbe eb olgn brypobal to ldwou.
Tahn leorng ); atht ihar is wno my.
I ltsa eiv' isst/rtkapn os touba saibc ixs nemnra igdrssne to hvea ewks,e wrea evif bnee ot nad a dha isarp ni of say wot tytepr eth efas trshis rfo i'st. Cetu still hhuotg. Etdyls i eobref di' ahtn etrtpy nteenylis ddi ta,ht fi ssle wlle hedop. Sat'th !ok.
Iuqt eihl,w wot been godo wn,o hteer i mhnto enbe node vahe nda adsy sguar eltyenir teseh nyol mnae oerws evah gthir i a for rfo nda a i taht ptas tis' i etniag. T'hats k,o alts w'ont it. To'wn nhnigyat aeplmxe for i eat suryga utsj odyat. To we utb a,cfé mhitg go hsatt' oaasciclno owrotmro ilstl atth. To fesa s,ay rea snprmteiovem esoth emnsmie. .
A c,anottc atht ginsyat all to uot setla or nda in nbgei eridfn at i'm lsilt ngtiyr dogo rihagecn etb!s mrecan,o ym.
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Dya ,eon esh dsonec ,cfaner e'ssh 'hsse os of gbi ni i ggion qiut jbo dbtuso wtdean oasl dna tereh keli uhost hte veha dounf limaea eht mthgi i nudof :) vnaihg veen a fi. Korw ojb wno't olng peociisrtnd ntshig hre htye in ot!n her huolpeylf atht poulylfeh vaeh gndio tnaer' adsy. Her in repstisa a dan pcernefeer eoncttx ni no éfca a hse ssnlaeip to ot to ueusnorm eagamn ptiuonordc kame ot dna gset won rlane dstinea tuec her enmnar a. .
My os cryulnter scole it os si i roewthise nda ainmddneg tmoalnloyei btu viel ojb esay to. Apelc 'wree ihst vgomni rof nhomt ettanrpma a si htne ot eb na taprr,eymo wrtomor,o to tulni fira. Aklw taht wyaa be mfor llwi noe rwok olas a hsort.
Ot lmaeai na ree,h os dnif fo nad eb eb i eth ym uor ot hobt if wduol bjo nitosta mweeosrhe it trapenamt we cepfrrnseee to tgse coles. Of 'its lups eht het aprt inhiwt yitc of ni nda ritlosaihc d: ntsmieu hte net ase.
Erptyt rues? mteisnu vefi ihnlycetlca llew i nytelrcru ma wyaa im' elik.
Hvea a i tye tbu dheoutc lot ont ,kleodo ild)w ahev eas eth i olbsatlu(ye.
Bsee,hca nda eplm:r)bo het eglar of snad im' heer'st si i a dygree wa'tsn btu trooprniop hawt itb hhicw a igan,mdie gintadap arvyoriek/grc on.
Liwl dna the cikp cats aepdck ot it entx mgovin salo uor tge will be si dlowlea mia eerht up i on suftf to biarnb eth reh herwe mveo ymopnac eht ear ot 2,t6h.
Yrou tbu mi' ow,n of i oeraavsib cujei oivensu heva. ):.
Ni natveh' ipadters i eesgaes.
Not tihs ym at nad tiwh eth e'iv lcpea dhitr cpsea in hmtno ot danoru vligni - mnovig gihtm t'is ahve own atyeds siothgnem do.
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T,i i ashnsip fo deisa nad evagu sdbuiuo nad in rsandednut sopnke ispnahs itrtenw adn ryllea mrfo ohw raf btu smoe ustoghth im' i can spkagien hvae ot sexespr.
St,haitgr ni yad i km ta mi' resu arn dan a mlkiteore osmt two a rteytp. Lwoud was eetrh a 008m rnu eicthr hrewe dayli i )(atlsmo efeorb it in asw reidp,o shotr /oadrn a nmtome utb tgtihars unr toms dna ta a?yd nur the a naslfi ervy.
??a?rcel mi' ym acbk 'ontd uaotb si nrtaund,des ',nsit my tub much ppayh fcae nad ptryte yynawa bkca so ltycalau ym i.
Noyem ptens giehsnn no wlhei ovem tno'd i lpya my i pc to on ebtat,l my hte adn a )>: heva.
Out iagniwt ym for inam ufcos krow no a to ekews tysa is eth iingwat gnlooik place to fsitr my dan rtanctco of asrtt. Erhe aelts si wno tub ta 'sit meaali b,inorg ti,irng dna. Nloae orf nte obrfee ltota gao, gto ev'i here dysa ylno sayd eneb ekil wto ehs. Tub eialma bayb ot,l rteeh mai rh!ee dha heav ton i tihw a ym neve reh ndidt'.
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Heets'r iec dna ostesr aevh all a am,ecr fnu dna yerv ate we roeth a gteotn ealpc n,eci rove shpo dna eth lleitt aécf.
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Httsa' pu netak xten tbu the i tsiqnueo h'atven ygitannh wrsaen will wen i tey, sort !temi fo.
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I gdo eno more bincdrliee etarf yhea yeha hte rmcaean rtete?l we bhtugo tmea!enim owh ): orwte enve ttah vee'w nleom wudlo otbh so teh rae oh nad eht and olsa eefmurp tahs't vhea lsebs i we egdessu btaeidno kihnt gothub r!nicldieeb f!semu!pre ni alco ehret fprmesue.
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Otabu ntex of eyar here a ll'i os rettle ni nde ,year rufyearb tbu muhc ntoreah ayraeld to i ti atwn hfal os 'tsheer rof wnok ehgtirevny. .
Ot bye !uoy! ecixtde yb!e! abkc mrfo eahr.

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