A letter from Mar 18, 2025

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello! I just saw that my previous letter had 83 words. That's not a lot! I had already been thinking about writing a letter for a while, but now I gotta. It's been two years and a half I've been in Paris for this formation. Well. For a formation, originally. Not this one. Anyway! It's less than half a year until the end of this whole project. I have the BAC blanc this week. After tomorrow. It's so so scary. Technically I've prepared, but I don't really feel like I'm getting any closer to acing this? I've failed my PAC, my bavaroise cream, the fondant and the piping and the writing and the tempering... Not all at once, but I HAVE. Recently. I'm scared. So! Did I do fine? Did I get above 12? 15? 17? What's my average on all subjects? I hope it's above 15. I believe it's a mention from 16 up, but 15 is fine. I've been told the final grade will be on average 2 lower than my usual grade, so if I have a 17 now it should be a 15. Amelia is getting us a hazelnut coffee from the dispenser. I'm not going to have that anymore, huh? It's tasty. Believe me it really is. Be jealous. I have foam. I'm after SA class, don't be jealous. Ugh. No wonder I didn't get chosen by this teacher, I think we can't stand eachother equally. Though maybe I'm just living proof she's stupid, so there's that. I have finished this letter then decided I want to do a little recap of my life right now so you know better what the reference for your answers is. I weigh 53kg, I am top of the class but I'm not doing very well in school tbh, except for public speaking which I did well for projet pro and uhhh whatever that was for the minister of tourism's visit. I'm not eating right, I'm sleeping regularly enough, I'm not really studying but I'm very seriously preparing the practical exams. I have both splits if I try, and I have! Figured! Out! MIDDLE SPLITS!!! I know how to stretch for them without hurting my bones! Don't do it enough, but I can and that's a miracle. My hair is hips long, almost to the butt but not quite when I stand straight. I would like to dress up and do my makeup more. Since it's my resolution for the year I've been dressing up more often, but with uniforms and all it doesn't feel like it. I've been texting and even calling Cameron often enough! Let's see, I want to have found a cute and neat apartment in the south of France and for at least one of us to have a job, and for the sea to be close enough and the beach to be pretty and comfortable. Did you? What size is the apartment? How far is the beach? How many times have you gone there? If it's too early for that, have you gone there yet? Is it nice? Have you moved in? Are our things on their way? Are they packed? Are they unpacked? Have you bought furniture? Have you decorated? Have you maybe chosen to live with mom for a while? Travelled somewhere? Found a job opportunity elsewhere? Oh I hope not that last one, I want rest... Mme Évrard is late :) By 20 minutes!! Hell yeah! I'm hungry. I ate practice bavaroise for breakfast, apparently it's not very filling. Oh! What have you baked or pastried recently? How much do you weigh? Middle splits?? Spanish?? How much did you run at most? Right before the exams orrr maybe even after? How's your skin?? Face and back? What did you use your money on? Fangs, funs, trips? Items? What is your main focus right now? Is there somewhere you go regularly? Where have you gone last or will you go soon? I'm waiting for the maintenance to leave the dispenser. Not the coffee one, but I'm still gonna miss this one. Unless you've got better? On that note, Prêt doesn't offer the subscription anymore. :( it's been a while and I try not to overthink it or I will get so so sad. So for now, it registers as an extended break. I wonder what we'll find wherever we move in... I hope it'll be a nice place to live, even if that means going to parcs and basic cafés cause there's nothing better. And the sea, of course. And the ice cream vendors and castle visiting... Hopefully the transport system is good enough? Oh!! What have you taken up, now that you're not studying for bac? Have you yet? Well I think that's all I am curious about right now! But tell me anything else that's interesting:)

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

Dear Past and Future me,
I am answering this letter I received from half a year ago. To be honest, I think it's too early to answer many of those...

Itnseusqo. We,asrn tub ncbuh i htis sasnewr rnetaic i i i nda 'im noe ltsli atdwen nhstom can r,fwaord atnrohe oyka! tstah' of tenh ends teh ixs all dan avhe lwli a will t'esreh. .
Vaboe ogt os e,llw ddelhan i npytel albcn crteian 'mi bca 15 hte bac, utsj teh rfo ttpyre oyu. Oknw is otg evgaera but srtè 16 b!ein flaisn, no ttah atwh leamai :d od'tn i ilrctacap hwhci neev lid,w nga!zami llcauaty ym +!17! hte is ot tog teg i eevcdire.
Htta rou tdnse'o we smscaatels fo rirafend ayn csie,n eetdaecbrl ilelvbabyn,eu htiw lsrcienateob prpreae lla all ta. Fngynusasiit nnigde l,wid htwi aws nad ti an fun, tterylu. Siltl gtare ti !depanp!eh taht.
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Yeha am isoeunv feofce ahnelztu uyor of i. Vhae ot i've nbee aham!tc ner,a ervy yapltscie er'etsh a go t!ub yhet tuec gnwiant nda fesocef écaf ot.
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Orf ghtri wkno ehgiwt i i i woh as nt'do o,nw otsl i meso btu geiwh uchm nowk. I byaem no adie sls?e ikel neve vahe k5g?2. A nad in ilko lsot it rfo i veha angdei eht sreu agian bmaye emnmitae !53 ,aywayn. Do i no vahe nad nhkti ewbol 'im i foorp g,5k3 btu.
)exytc:la us hgihets btu otg 'hstta mlsipy one, reagd ètsr atht het tyeh 16 tgo irntleayc i ok of het rof blarey i nad gto i tcn'a hatt 'ddnit èstr as hwta a wokn gto as aeesucb losa enib os a hkecc heyt etg ee'hrts inbe fvie i arf. .
Tkgiinnh on hgish my nad i it dilemd esy s'it t,splsi ols,pibse si ,n'ist hvea so nad it o'dnt on oswl aveh i fo. Of hosmtn notrf a'thdn clouep elugrlary i eearnhyw sa a tstigncerh fi i bnee tenaiym neve ofr het wot adh hemt fro s,lpits pusre. Hatt ngol lduwo aesy wno hknit os t'is csea sti'n fix be eneb i it ot byoalbrp moernay, the ubt.
;) hant grelon ttah now irha si my.
I t'si owt swk,ee to rtpety eneb iefv irhtss sdegsrni rof slta dha 'eiv a eht so ni aotub ewar safe dna vhae mneanr fo ot ays bisca sxi irspa isttp/karsn. Ucet hougth tsill. Ddi if i'd lelw tylesd snileyten i sles htan hepdo etyrpt tt,ha reobef. K!o ahtts'.
Orwse eavh i past i eman i lony neiterly sthee ereth otw a for htta ,onw dna igenat fro a eavh dan htmno agsru eenb ightr eenb dgoo quti 'tsi h,wile i ydas doen. ,ok onwt' ti t'hsat slat. I emlxpae toady now't stuj uasyrg tae rof ahnygint. Iltsl btu we acnoicosal f,aéc to og htta mthgi sh'tat ootromrw. Hoste afse mnsemie moptrsmeiven ot ,sya rea. .
Cnctao,t uot doog a nfredi ta atht emro,nca igntsya litsl stbe! esatl geibn all gnciaerh nda ro my ni ot mi' rntgiy.
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): i so eikl etreh obj gib ehav hes etnwda fo ady onsced eth evne udofn quti s'she ggoni eth eon, agnihv uoths shse' dboust ,arcfne dan tmihg in lsao oundf if i eialma a. Htey jbo htat fepllouhy aehv inthgs ehr reh hfyulpleo asdy at'ren idong nwt'o ni !tno rkow rocsentpdii nogl. Won dtnasei kaem hre erpceeernf tsge smoruuen ehr to to sirtpsea nda tcnoetx a ni to caéf oipdtcnruo she a to ranel napilses ni amnrne nda a on agmane cetu. .
Ot ecols lvie ojb but ltoaymilone dimgndnae i dna my os ti so hwstereoi rentrluyc aesy is. Nhte eantamtpr rfo ot a na igmnov ,trrpeyaom eb nhmot isht is otwrom,ro ifar lnitu eewr' elpac ot. Morf ttha noe ayaw losa kwor wlka shtro a eb lwli.
I wdulo hte elocs boj and intsato os be to atmerntpa h,ere ew fo if eb ilemaa gest nifd ym ti efesecnerpr ot to hotb oru na rwesmheoe. Of iwitnh psul in eas eht fo citohsrail etn the teh ratp istmnue :d ist' nad tyic.
Rctyunerl user? away ewll ytcenlachli nesmtui fvie ptryte m'i lkei ma i.
Eas i the lot ton but wi)ld tye aeytlolsu(b i a ldo,eok veah udocthe aevh.
Sw'atn is teh gerdye of tonrroppoi dna on nged,iaim i'm c,hebeas a i ihwhc ndsa aeglr hwta a itb )ro:mblep iatandpg utb /govkreicarry rhee'st.
Dlowlea epdakc 6h,t2 her ilwl si to ti tsfuf xten cpki get ot adn on uro ot eth hteer rae lliw abnibr the oevm i laos mia oanypcm be up ogvimn erewh asct eht.
I fo euosivn aesivarob oryu ubt aehv iujce i'm no,w. :).
Pdiarest 'ahnetv aseeges in i.
Hvea onw hidtr pscae eht ei'v ghtim - dan mvogin ngemhosti thmon lgivin otn ot hits at od si't in naodur tiwh etdsay ym lepca.
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Fomr t,i otsugthh ipkagsne adn enwtrit ni i but i'm i far nrtadunsed arylel eavh eisda hwo augve hisansp ipnhssa nksope fo nca eersspx smeo and adn dsiuubo to.
Arn ni i tloerkmie suer at a,hsttigr a a mi' otms mk prytet dna yda wto. Ervy rthso risgahtt a )mlt(aos i ta it yldia stom emmnot ni weerh run eth urn tub wsa nad/or run ayd? a hetre edipo,r ihctre nda lodwu a wsa nsfial 8m00 eroebf.
Cumh os ,itn's ?acle??r is ctluaaly pytter ym cbak dan ym afec my i awayny tbu otn'd nuddeastn,r kcab mi' taobu yaphp.
Heva pc eb,latt nsghnie no no ehliw ym etnsp to to'nd payl a hte i veom i dan my >): emoyn.
Rfo apcle dna iingawt a gitiawn anmi wkor is cfsou ym sweke inlokog tuo strat of ot otcatcnr ym trfsi teh no ot syat. Tub iintr,g dna mlieaa atsel ta 'tis is ehre onw ri,gbno. Ehre been tow etn ikle yasd ylon rfo oebref eoanl atolt ie'v seh tog og,a dsay. Aimeal bbay my a iwht ton ima rhe!e reh rtehe ,tol heva ubt ahd i neev 'ddtni.
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Eht a tea acfé streos yver heav lal oshp a ew herto nfu ettlil celpa ,neci ,ceamr dna ottgne vreo cie nad es'hert dan.
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Tnsuqeio hte takne illw i new tosr tnex yte, aneth'v of btu gnhntiay sttah' warsne eti!m i pu.
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Omer noe aols ueefrpm ): ubotgh ayhe and etlte?r in lebss ho taref dog ereht htat het het diec!eibrnl eguseds ohw sht'ta rae i vhea notaebid tbho adn luwdo reowt lcoa naearmc ee'vw ielbceirnd ew ahye os ew i otugbh eenv nolme mnieema!t eht ihktn puefrsem e!eps!rumf.
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Uaobt half of geythrinev heer rfo h'reset a ni enxt nde wkno 'lil ubt i os ti ayer yfbraeur eyrdlaa yare, ot so lrttee mchu awtn rneotha. .
Aher xiected ybe rofm to akbc by!e! !y!ou.

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