A letter from Oct 21, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, It is the fivth day of your new life. How is it going? Do you feel much better？ I totalluy understand how you feel and it's normal. Because the changes are big and powerful. You felt frustrated about the landlord's attitude, you felt sorry and regret for not providing yourself a better house to live in. You felt helpless and lack of family's care. But acctually, the only thing changed is the environment. Your parents havn't change, but my thought of them have a big change. The point is that I still sad and can not accept the truth (them ignored me,and have been unsupportive)

Epilogue

3 days later

I feel smoothly fit in this new place. Though it was old/dirty/small in my families'...

Wvie. .
Taobu lhaf ta tath ese slitl i rworso mcuh gald this iwht wne poro asee tub swa lfha to isht om,or tvnnnieorem. Own hueos i liaqteyu ma sa make nucoylioucn -e--isnc eht feil nad my. .
Dulow me ni lvie a odo g to so teetbr it be ot eusoh vahe ucmh orf. Efli liek a gearwen/t fegneil tterbe osehu eakm nloy ma i ot ni rveedes me viel nca. . . . .
Ees. Eeys in em tihs my is.
Eenb swa at 52 tpas nto i nese esray eht. As lal prta i fo fmyesl ftsfu os eth lmaaeitr a see. Sseol/cehsot rolrloome/fas/oloc/wl.
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G,neo emoc eno eartnh htgi,r.
Hatt i lfie to i eievgetn am oubat nowk my be edtn. So heva esicn srtuppo rtupopss e,limsifa to geera ym wsa i fo mcoiten/eaa/lopsnmeny eth. . . Haev ubt mhte nca tno. .