A letter from Sep 29, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear Future me, Im going to stay late for you, im going to care for you, i am going to work hard for you, those sweat and tears, i am going to study so hard u are going to be so proud. I would do anything for you. That’s why i am going to start this Winter Arc 2024. Because i want to focus on myself and improve my mental and physique health. I want to achieve a better mental health, physique health, being kinder, having a better skin, feeling good in my skin, studying with a good mindset, thanking Allah for everything, fasting for health and imaan, being close to Allah, doing my daily adhkar, not bullying someone, when seeing doha almubasher say sorry to her and ask forgiveness, be kind to everybody, respect everybody especially my parents, talking as a muslim women, soft and calm, having the skill to cook moroccan food, having respect to everybody and not shouting. I want to get the following things done: - graduating at VWO - studying 6 years for VWO, not more. - having a healthy muscular body My struggles are: - my almost dead grandma, the love that i have for her is endless, never-ending - myself, i think everything is hard, and give up too fast I want to be a strict, smart, muscular, respectful, kind, succesful woman who is proud of herself. Hey Safae! Im at a hard period in my life, where i dont pray, dont do my adhkar, dont do my homework, have a almost dead grandma, cry 3 times atleast everyday, have a very bad mental health, hate myself and just survive every day, thats why i saw the Winter Arc and wanted to start it. Exactly on day one of the Winter Arc, i have a geography test, im curious if im going to score hard. I sleep very late and wake up late, where is the real Safae? Where is it? Thats why im writing a letter to my future self. Bye Bye, see u later. 21.33 (ur 14 y old past Safae) 29-9-2024

Epilogue

9 months later

The following is a letter from December 30, 2025, delivered from the past by FutureMe

Dear FutureMe,
Hoe gaat het?
Mentaal ben net niet zo stabiel namelijk.
Ik ga naar...

Hlst,oprcsoo tem de iesjrvle,k sssebeod en amrksad ne ki on,elfteo osby mte serlaptaim mn ijkk ne 4/72 imfsl jimn si nbe.
Tiunellets ne m ybboh is. Je je jij ene aan nog ki sat en ijj lieuselttn emotmn ,58 jseent po ? en ode fo kaam emooi je 10 ddldegmie esjidkalg dti ejisf?cr rnktotee irkhuswe rjikg beh en. Ewl the eetbr cthe estb rama mn aagt toem deog ki done jgilkneei. Erev hbe ndsear mte rvene ne etetnractoc mhe tnccota neit jij ptoestg endmia oko yhyaa hpoo tad ki ne. ,aj taga gtlgsuer otemnm naa onkdaweto, eedglfinnia tem je ohe agta eod aj ej po enb met eth eth is heb ne tuswnoer en hoe oz anxmee neharpold ej ?eandga ?icteondi oz mina je tid agrsett mjni ene ngo en. Ik bn,e kna om egnego ik hcnawet dreeegl 2620 en tein hbe zelf ynalse tad ki te. Eptrefc ik geebnnin idt ne feuslinat ga aarj 3< fereptc.
Aefsa xoxo tcsaehj ej.
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Edgo het jshce,eat eyh me etm atag. Lhelmaea egi si het oke ietn mr uon. Lnamtea teielsabr taw ik nbe. Ed ik phsoctosrol naar oko ga. Rpe x2 dnama. Ileataprsm is tcrfpee. Nreieid uno geod lgeva. Ruu ebn 32200/2 ekwark pslaa 6 ondr ik en mo. 00. Bsyo sossedbe ki tem bne. Hte dat is ftie taeeprcce ene. Om inokezeut ed neamgad heb koraenzo ne ngaa eme re et delrege. In ik deottnk tokoeararvz riknegfa ehb mrada ene wta heel lale cltsky/enecu nm evnle. Seesbdso erew ene jikk nu ki enit oz mara ardmak. I coth zinj nmenan aklar haolaorjsc la eoentst de is rijoobvo. Nka brete maar sedest ki wle gaat seltuientl. Ki nee aells ode ejbete nva. Aahahah jnzi jcesrif nmji gitsarch. Er rettneko en deemgiddle sndto sat 11 i(k ik jmin 9 r)!jaa tid. Esabelit 5 is ene. 5. Ayahy sgreit met raotccentne aaorefrl eker idt enb ik thec vfoeerr tsgeotp. Wel ki ebh uhm m taedttgceoucregner sud. Rrfovee ptosgte aarm heist. Eo:rdonw ?? ???? zn nearw msaaalaam ???????? sttalae itd ????? ?????. Adt ja mhu ne. Jmin ik jeiknebk tem okwndoate ik urvow rmt aadr czu nranmn ene etin ahram tlecosh ordo tme ag ki sketingdkklaer readwa nbe gsetotp em bne anelt ekil eduore. Rifugu nmji in oimo ratks. Doeg plarohned agta ehel haah. I bekor het sllpe. Teh pslle saw uimsc. Oohrpatdl ne rlselen ej las nbe je evle zneord zuemik btere. Fzjele sfcuo arogndo ne niangadeemo po. Ni enegt o,gaonrda di,t iez enedrna zals:o aedm kna fezmle tme ashtc lfjib ndijset jmin ik ne itu ej toparerobalsev degnin naa eeilngkervj isutrg tnie ni foohd nijm. Etber wle si imjn coidient sdu. Uunu neb hte ybohb eegndfainil nteegine twna het nimj si ik aan nva. Rkaal ik locosh, ni aahhah ieed emt testneo nbe mte glvae. Rhojaclaso blnijve tid aogeneslft hhahaa wo4v tcfpeer bhe ag ik op ki kdejgeil m ezttni. Fesaa 30 ieilrg je ueftru xxoo. 6. 2026. 4:228. 11- 3-2 vgdaana aerennddl om met 3 ne cstsanh mookrk(a eownnnge heeft nteeg aj!ajjj!aaaa)j aipesnetl ruu.

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