Uma carta de 30 de agosto de 2024

Dear future me, maybe this letter is not for the future me, but for the corrections or pencils that I will use to scribble in the little diary... How did I forget about it? I used it to have a good night's sleep... and suddenly all I have in my mind is your name and your face? your funny way of laughing, of looking deeply into my eyes... where is it? Give it back to me when we meet, I need to have a memory of you. This week in August, I watched a Korean reality show that had an ex-couple who opened the Ex-Room and they had nothing to remember, just 3 photos, and then I remembered us... If we were on a reality show, our Ex-Room would have nothing... it would be just like theirs... I feel sad sometimes, because you were the best person that ever appeared in my life and I feel like I will never be able to find someone like you in this life... I could be very wrong, but this is the truth. Ricardo, I remembered us yesterday... today and I don't want to remember tomorrow. It's been just 7 years since we said goodbye and to this day I look for you on the street and avoid the places I went with you. I hate loving you! I love you alone and without you!!