A letter from Jun 08, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, You are officially year older. I know I don’t celebrate birthdays but I acknowledge I’m a year older. I spent the day on a 12.5 shift placement day in a gynaecology ward. I didn’t tell anyone it’s my birthday. Currently 35 weeks pregnant with my daughter. InshaaAllah I’ve got to meet you. You’ve been moving loads past week but also giving mama a lot of pain. I hope you have been a good baby for mama. I love you already! It’s nearly 2 years since my mum left this temporary world. It don’t get any easy but my heart tells me and has hope I’ll meet her again in jannah. I have full faith in Allah swt. My dad is doing well alhamdulilah he has plans to go Pakistan once baby is born. Also Qatar to stay with Shaz then go Saudi for umrah I’m really excited for him. I want the best for my siblings and InshaaAllah my fellow Yusafs are doing well. Well the knee surgery isn’t happening this year for sure that’s pending. I don’t know what will happen in-regards to my nursing but I’m nearly at the end. I just Lills you’ve done it and you are the nurse you wanted to be. My cat gizmo I hope he’s doing good to I hope you are smiling today

Epilogue

about 8 hours later

The baby was born a healthy baby girl.
I’ve...

Adh but kayo i’m ahthel plebrmos wfe. .
Mi’ a to yet sratt job lfouhleyp my nrsue i oons bemcae. .
Doog has did dan og aipanstk amrhu sdya og utb si rtaaq he add nda ind’td bda ym ko btu. .
Ogngi ngaai ym ayre iths h’se teirss wthi. .
Oigmz hsi gerat rea desne rysgure otn tehet. .
My ear gisisbnl ok.
Rayse mmu is’t eslfe iekl iecsn for eneb sotl won i os it olgn ’eshs ym oeng aeylnr 3. I rhe ssmi.
Eary erodl appyh.