A letter from May 24, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi me, I`m writing this on my 18th birthday. things are insane now. Exams in 15 days, and I am terrified of not getting good grades, I was crying yesterday, it is quiet as always just my parents and my three best friends wishing me a happy birthday. but how are you? how is it this year? I hope it is fine, I hope you are safe and happy. whatever it is just cheer up girl. ik you are strong and you can handle this. did you cut your hair this year or not? do you have a job now? do you still see our stem friends? did you make new friends? did you read the books on your list? enjoy your 19th birthday, and never be afraid of losing days.

Epilogue

about 18 hours later

HI, I teared up reading this.
yeah IK it was crazy back then, this birthday it was my electronics exam.
So...

Ecembo nda tysdnugi are htngisoem ayeh we lilw we vleo we eolyhpulf sesucfscul. Ot si eb thaw, egsus i tish reierdfit isth dlranee nosrae htwa herte on on mattre i arye dan.
If we eevn ttah lla nowk feni the it hte ,edn npehepad iwll ta ginth be otrsw.
Eelpop we ew ctpeex aeyr from vedeiecr dan wesish riyhbadt htis tidd'n.
Yphap nda i yes, dna pohe efsa waysla be l'li onw m'i.
Leg,rno my toseh sentp airh vleo my i a,erc sucrl 'im ngnapiln tuc amek emnyo glri rgwo no ew to 'tddin hair it i yera all hist.
Utb oen i tish a aalnlshhi mrumse eavh notd' 'lil bjo etg own.
I adn epoh takl awlsay liwl i fmor smet matsol to nda ees i llits enfrids eaeryvdy etmh my.
Ro rmfo adme i omse lcihohodd tllis iferdsn eilk ton tbu iu,n hs uro ewn sebt and nnlieo dnersif rmof.
Itsh aogl airnged yaer ew ni sey msrume rfo ew ,mya omtasl fo nlog ew iltls aveh eindisfh dan aols dna irgl half oru.
P,yhpa sawlay adn yrdmea esf,a tasy.
Uoy lveo i.