A letter from May 16, 2024

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hello 👋!! This is you from one year ago :D .. Today is 16th May, 2024 and it's current around 8 30 pm.. after this, I'll most likely continue with Solutions. The results of the last test will be declared soon. I think I'll get 202. I really do hope that I cross the 200 line, and not just this time. I wonder, is this the only time I'm gonna get such a score, or is it going to improve from here? Just JEE Advance and maybe BITSAT left now, huh? I wonder if I disappointed you or satisfied you. I wonder how you did.. and what you'll do in the future. Did I work hard enough? Did I manage to keep my promise and improve? It might be really stressful for you right now. No matter what, please don't lose hope. Life doesn't revolve around a single exam. It might sound cliche and naive coming from your younger self, but do take a moment to think what the younger you wanted, what the inner you wanted. Ask yourself, what would that little kid want you to do right now, and then do just that. I don't really have much to say, cuz truth be told, I find myself a little afraid about the possibility of things going horribly wrong. In any case, I don't wanna jinx it. I wish you happiness and strength, and I hope that you've been good enough to deserve them. Keep going on. Keep living life.

Epilogue

about 1 hour later

You ended up getting a 200+ in the actual thing (only in first attempt tho) :)

JEE Adv is day after tmrw and i honestly have no clue how it'll...

Eb. . Ctacep 'lli it rhewvtae c,sae si in nay it,.
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H8t2 no tibsta is.
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Thta erfta nad yea got emor 020+ etsst oyu in. . Ruoy htat 'tanws tlas meit llo.
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Orftn i fo do rivanbt 'sit vene ucz yngreuo ni for htta kwne nwo etirenhygv 'lli cna a ghirt me of s'twha rpat trghi lddaouhot me.
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Setn'do a anudro eifl rolveve yas yuo lniesg mxea. . Nim eht nadik tis' sry rof at my texn ti esod isnec btu ieeremnstd 4 caiolton. . Anc ew i'ts but tsveetnaiarl uzc rtwchdee hsti okya thaw neev lrwdo in eavh eettrb.
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Iemst uyo at rdokew ahdr. Fof sadleck miste ta you. ,sey ouy ipvoemrd nad. So entntoc uyo hiwt my 'im amin jee nr,ka nthak. Dndit' gsihnt yoirhrbl go 🫂 orgwn rgli.
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Oogd bene aehv who la?l hngeuo knsow reesved to it i.
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Epke ,csea in no ayn yep, inggo i'll. Iivgnl 'ill ilef peke. Ouy atkhn os cuhm.