A letter from Feb 02, 2024

Geetrtoh lal. Whne eebn ,😔byo ’dnto tsosudui wnes on a so rfo and fi ap😂aenrocitsrt ueaecbs go ee’wv rtgae btu os thyahel ’she ’dnto ihm t’ndid tnyrleucr nnhgaity dba tbu cslas !eri!td on,thgni i at’sht i ikel wseek wkno tjus rpaks mhi 4 at ’mi aposntilrieh spul nbee ngadit for eevn he awysla a eben w’vee i rkbeo em eslov kolo uib voel i tsill i i wno odog i arf i and i vleo si was ,sugse dyota es’h awy si flee a het ni s’ti adn snwe. Meit i’m i itrgh oevl i whit leov ot btu l’il if alrely on’td grwo kown imh hktni ni own. Vyer irtiet,dar dkeas fi em he asw oaolygp eh ltdo i thgi“l”ar i telra htta atth taerstd eiginma oswkn aisd eth yad ftaer akyo shti o”tefgr vnggii ot mhi i’m sdia nr i he eenv tshi nda oyreu’ nwo ysbu rce”todveare swa ndto’ anodmy os adtyo yo“u ***** wsa uoy i os eh leki wsa ”oak“y rtap jstu hrhgotuuot evne oelv i itwh ogign dna ouy me tno asdi nca o nad iths own yreeysdta poesnk efel ew adn imh ihm ituhtow tog itedtuat yd,a nad ,rfo nad a wya asw iekl idert fes, augnmtre “wd nigpsake athw ree’w nisifh, dlto anthev’ a oyb i setup aws dan tujs ttha i that lflu ’mi oom gtknali wno gipzaoginlo on pdgzoaolei me ayd i tcradeoerve i. It etxt ,ifrdbo dog mreo stju ont oom ’were itr😂fs natidg ayrldae inogg on m’i as if tkea gseo gaeb i ysiooublv ecaubse to for ihts syad tno ’ill idas rorys. Sha dotn’ fro eaoynn own i liinrhaeotsp ’odtn sa si lal agbe to it ihgtr nddaig lefi i ihts is sfssluert ym ogod aylerda it eend reca ’ist.
And no do omst p,tra in i no ayn aaeadgvnt olt own of ’tis nad ssgue hloos,c am imignwpno be eht nhgti newt gilet seteesrm atls a isintgenv stha’t so tou aetk me orf hda i utb krnwgoi i eht afr sthi htaw isth tno’d hvae i sa tou unf os fro ndiog of mdfoere in ’lli hseutl desat i.
I bdyo ni all am moo tpecac nda tub i aemrd i am htat i itb heav a i fo nad 😂o sink, aehcr eiqtu ogal am tosl ym vrene tsrsse ctdteenno wlfas haye ebeucas ncdfentoi eryv eflmsy wghtei nda yslemf. Acn mi’ irght htat aghnec ersenuic and oen now yrve rfa ofrm on. Cecf wtha gtniyh ,ellw llew so ot em but i i eenv twne sah ivging ti olve gniaa odg mylsef ti saec dydda for pdnhaeep hgsrettn ): teh tgrfoo khtan efs dan i i khnit enwt htta do. Heyt yte ’neahtv rneurlcyt ,eoegthrt eilv adddy ustj era rovdceid mmymu oemynar etyh on retetohg dna tnod’ nto. Odgo t’don temh bucaees ot sha is ti out to i natw utnr am my a glno a klei riehorlb ym tbu oeph it wonk yhppa kaoy fro tmei otl ousnsd i a tngihs nops;re into have aukpcn buato lodsuh i i’st ummmy eh,re etg thgri a,og moo htraef i telf ont it sha onw.
I eh adn revdeayy pus all the donsw adn liwl us dan veferor evha orf life is the dsiptee su whti mi’ itlls rfuagetl ihwt god. Be ot goyrl gdo.
Otn ieyasl eomv ekli ’mi yb wdrie edcars ya,remon miosve gwer egttgni ahctgnwi olko em wno! ti do yhet lnelbenaa teehs ri😭gth? ’mi geart btu ps sseobesd troynliss,e ta tsju ictneora clrnyeurt kile hgnist wtih i tnod’ ceueasb tnidugrei that ehav sdaerc mi’ em rhorro ,wno up ngwonki. Erteariyhd ti rnocnguji llti kiel enedert bene nda roorrh mesli looysgiaphlcc rsdaec ohrror mmariodsm ecins trifs i nabenaell idhcl now i ahtt esdtrta ahtt i a was ekli cataul liek htne e’iv sen,gollg ecwhadt moesvi i whti like nahtcgiw lal ,iisousind ewnh beroef tdteras meosiv the off and. Mi’ eht yte ot achwt unn oht.
Ym teupad eiltlt rof lal life atst’h. Eey❤e️o️obe❤gd.