A letter from Feb 02, 2024

Oehtrtge lla. H’es no rfo !eid!rt ubt and fra elki loev i cssal og treag i so okwn vene asw e’ewv ithsiorleapn sewn si obrek i rsparoit😂ecnat e’sh tgiadn he sweek i 😔b,yo okol jsut bui utb udtsousi so kpsar dan t’nod won nebe yaw a i him siltl eneb i a leef ni at lawysa neeb hmi fi i’ts dna hte rfo upsl odog ginoh,tn 4 si bad hwen i ’ttsha dt’on i i nesw dtyao tehahyl e’wve sgs,eu a cteuylrnr suabeec dni’dt sleov ovle em mi’ tnayighn. Tiem i’m now nhitk rwgo ihrgt i ot fi nowk vloe in mhi i utb tond’ eovl ’lil elyarl wtih. I dasi asw eh auttdeit so wee’r imh wno siht fes, yoka imaineg terid olaypog oswnk nca dna d,ya boy he hn’veta ot i lipgaigozno kile we i’m iongg moo i and ogopazidel o’yrue eh neve ltaer i ihm saw hmi jtus ryev aedks ogt i odn’t tfr”oge on vigign jstu otyad itutowh o dais dna igtlakn ***** a ftear i teh dnyaom odlt wno nda taht oyu“ im’ htwi onw rrdeeavce”ot anpsekgi dyryeesat taht psuet “dw of,r you sbuy iif,hns and arpt and nad me wsa that sith sdai rttuoughho saw flul i eh vnee atrtidire, not oepkns eolv oyu wath leik i em htat tish rn way ”oyak“ coatveerred i fi so saw al”iht“gr odtl me attrsde ayd lefe day ntrueagm a saw. I stih nto sa ’im mero days dnatig if iodbf,r aekt idsa goign for to oyubviols e’ewr aarydle rtsf😂i ettx sroyr ogse no lli’ ebag god moo ont eaubces sujt it. Dnee n’tdo it dnot’ sa crea onw ilfe for i alayder it ebga to ym i ynnoea lrfussest is oodg all tihpsreioaln gthir has si dgidan thsi it’s.
Ni rof iopgminwn os oshloc, nwo i a otl p,tra and ofr rwginok het of i fra n’tod kate tou i naatvgdea and be sdtae yna fo utb am as het feemdro fnu shit sntineigv tish me on tilge eeresmts i ewnt shtule gnhit ndgoi tlas lli’ thaw out on att’sh essgu sti’ ni most hda so do i veah.
Oom hyae i aeucseb nad raehc otsl am o😂 veha thta wlfas am i earmd ni ma bti syflem and a ym ,ksin tequi i vyre bdoy i btu i aptcce dan fsmley lal gwhtie ntndtoeec lgao eenrv nefdoictn fo stress. Hatt on nac yrve hitgr cnheag nwo fra noe form adn cnsieure ’mi. I tntrghes em lwle, gvniig loev pdhenape knhit efsylm od i nvee i hwat dydad it fro natkh os ): tath to eth esca dgo igaan i lwle it cfec dna has tfogor sef ewtn gyniht wnet btu. Mmuym sjtu adn trelyucrn rea yet live rievddoc dydad ntahev’ tno roenyma ethy ndto’ on ghe,ertot hyte gtthereo. Nlgo tawn eahv oogd ton my a it osdsnu niot a mthe btu aubscee kpnauc i to nrtu moo lot rhtfea mmumy ma ahs ypaph egt otbua ym sha i ldoshu tihgr ti i rof ee,hr etmi si a lkie shitng hoep nt’od koay ,oag rlhebior nprse;o tou ti etfl i’st won i to nkwo.
Rvferoe illw teedsip ifel eth us swond odg i orf and us dan vyereyda fleaurgt lla the itwh im’ he avhe iwth ups ltisl is dan. Ogd be gloyr to.
It kool ps eisaly ’mi rhroro csreda yb do ubt tihw i crseda ggttnie me aegtr ?r😭higt sosnleyit,r neuditrig at voem now! tngshi me hyet sutj atghcniw uylernrtc im’ wider mi’ lkie vsomei neyr,mao bseesdso shete ton ncrtoiea ontd’ nblelaaen keli bseaceu up hatt eavh wgre wn,o wngokin. Eben id,siounis hte ilke horror klie htat ecrsad aetdrst hnwe latacu saw tnereed bereof glcplaiooyhcs like i ’vei rognniujc own ikel i mlsie taht fof wthi clhdi iyrehterda llebnaane nda seoimv oesimv rrhoor i log,ngsel censi ti isfrt nthe ntihgawc nad raiodmsmm aesrtdt a i lal awedhct illt. Ety hot nun acthw hte m’i ot.
Lal tt’has tlelti iefl daupte orf ym. Be❤oe️deo️e❤yg.