A letter from your tired past self

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, I'm bored in my bed. I don't want to play The Sims 4 and I just took a nap. I could go on Discord and talk to folks there, but my "social battery" is empty. I'm enjoying my alone or rather my truly alone time. Let me explain (as if you didn't know). I spend most if not all of my days in my bedroom, only coming out to eat or use the bathroom. I'm living like a rat. My bedroom is my living room, study room, and kitchen all at once. For example, I'd say I left this room only four times. It's 5:44 PM. Yeah. My truly alone time is now. I have no contact with the outside world, whether through social media or the people living with me. I didn't even take a shower today. I avoid my "roommates" as much as possible. I don't want to be a source of trouble or criticism. Is it social anxiety? Maybe. Anyway, they barely saw my face. I'm still in my underwear and if it weren't so cold in the Bay Area, I'd be sitting at my table wasting my time on my computer. I should be studying for the written driving test, yet here I am, procrastinating and complaining about it. Well, it seems I'm starting to use this website like a journal, even though this letter will probably be public. How about you? Are you also withering away wherever you are? I hope you're out and about, like your past self. Maybe you even started organizing again. Anyway, have a nice day/night. As for me, I'll probably write more letters or find a way to leave my room to eat dinner. The sun has already set. It's cold out. Let's try to have a nice rest of our day. Writing this with an unwashed and unsavory face, Your Past Self.

Epilogue

about 17 hours later

Dear Past Me,

You're doing better. Way better!
In fact, you moved out of your city and you're living with five pets! It's a lot, I know, but you manage...

Ti say ptryte i'd lelw. .
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Ydifntelei eltl eedrcevi ueor’y taht this i i htta own liyflna ,letert dsredespe can uyo.
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Evt’ahn it ouy yte zeldaire jstu. Ttha are wnko ehty i etsg otghu simet but tteerb nda seme it. On oyu ni nets easyr uoy have athw ofr and tihs lerett iefl ehter you eth ueufrt tuo eiad losdh. Oyue’r prneso apprhie a. Eo’ruy ays sprnoe a tebtre ’id vnee. Hetre ttah si you dmenointe rfuylanetuont ltlsi tnxaiey. I a a uyo iefrfdent i’st say agenma roem to aywa wtlud’no plepeo bhorgtu voyeu’ one oruy you tcyi xiaytne anth na lsoaic emt os ubt yb mogivn. Maed wne firdnes ve’oyu. Sfredin wlle sotl vuy’eo sa. Essem uaevg you shit yvre lal to. Yoru you wk,on egnery ot yuo ineadg i lopis tdno’ tveeyigrhn uo’vye ntwa rae ,paheipr. Limes eoy’vu bcak edngia oyur. Rrepdepaea back ofrm apst eengtivhry has rouy uoy atednw. Tslo oasl ouy htgnsi evah oems. Leppoe igana noec utjs nad not smeo erisdnf. Nsese beorfe edgina ruoy a of xiset y’uove fro ahtt eradd tn’ddi fueurt. Lefe uyo ese you seemono tadwen to fuseyolr awyals hatw oolk in het ovuey’ rorimr, eth oyu ta turefu adn wreond osal tmesi be ostl hwen hlods utb ta. On seh tlsli nda umakep and evioglvn htat eratg dna maaznig shes’ oll uwendlorf lssmei dna is ahs oesnrp ehs hes’s and. You lveo rhe ulowd. Htem olwdu yuo love. Lsao roem nbee y’voue iizgganrno. Omhw you’re uoy aeelssrg,rd ensci ronektw ylcioaliltp aer hwit are of virotpseup gnmaeii yver orsasen eepopl lal nac you utio,cnmmy rmoe oyu ont ot you fcae dah erakb cmhu eafrs etka gehotret veah uyo ’eruoy btu ycit nhet ni dna cakb dna ehtes ahtn nedo mreo oyur odenlivv you eipgnlh a,rymone bseecua ot ahd inalainfc sndiref puortsp o’yeru a rettpy a utb uyor uldib y’uevo petrran llits ogod os ni a uyo satirgnt the. Lfei uyo metegin lealrcy id’ ,tbreet sya sha ahtt yoru made tmeh. O’ntd ot’dn fo ays nicap all tihs to te,fr. Nmgcoi ehlp is. Cgonmi ti’s qikuc. Ovle uyo i. A you eakt lhplyfu,oe onso ewrohs. .
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Ferutu oryu sefl.
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P. S oyl’lu : evsdrico olxv. Onwk ): a tdno’ im’ for ese yluo’l lsrfyoeu lanitkg btoua? awth ewf ni.

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