A letter from Dec 27, 2023

Dear FutureMe, MERRY CHRISTMAS!!! its beginning of winter break 2023, specifically early morning of the 27th, im lying in bed at 1am trying to fix my sleep schedule. christmas passed, it was ***, no snow on the ground. it snowed 4 times this year, each time it melted after a few weeks. (first time was before halloween. this is NOT normal. I hope there is snow outside for you rn.) this kinda weather is making me depressed. I think im actually depressed. Intake assessment is in a few weeks. just make it till the 12th. just make it till February. just make it till April. just make it till whenever the pills arrive. just make it till the pills take effect. Today I just said goodbye to rocky. He's been back from Toronto and he won't be back for at least a year. Where is he now? did he come back yet? he just left after the movies. he was like, alr well, see you guys in a year or two. Said he won't be back soon when we went skiing a few days ago cause drive is too long and his parents didn't like it. We proposed taking the train to mtl or us going over to his house during spring break, but that prob won't happen. Jack was at the movies and skiing too. Haven't seen him in quite a while. I think last time I saw him was summer 2022 or some ****. he's being a hoe and starting fights every 2 seconds in the middle of the movie theatre my parents are being even more procrastinative than me recently. they waited until Christmas Day to plan a vacation and mom ******* planned it for jan-feb. By the time we got it refunded, there were no more trips to anywhere other than cuba, and they dont like cuba cause the foods garbage, so were either staying home or going to 10-15 degree Las Vegas. awesome. I HATE it when it's not hot but not cold either. I had to set up the Christmas tree myself this year. and needless to say I didn't get ****. I hope this letter isn't the only gift you received. I miss it when Christmas used to be fun and magical. Merry Christmas. past me out. btw how'd it go with Carson?