Dear Sonelle,
How are you? Haha it was your second september in lmi but you're still adjusting. Are you okay now? You always praying na sana maging maganda ang journey mo, what happened now? Ang dami mong kahihiyan papaalala ko lang sa'yo hehe. 'Di ba nga nag d-doubt ka na makakapasok ka sa honor roll, nagkatotoo ba? T _ T You made your own diary for your journey pero mo tinutuloy! look kaunti pa tuloy. Please stop pressuring yourself na, ik you always feel to be left out, drained and even that suicidal thoughts! for **** sake stop that. this was your past self rooting so much for you, please please be kind and gentle with yourself. It may sound crazy na nagbibigay ka ng advice sa sarili mo pero sana makinig ka sa 'kin hmp. Marami na ba friends mo? as in friends ha 'yung napapakita mo talaga kung sino ka hueeey. Tama na nga, good luck my future sonelle! ilymsmsmsmsfrfristg.
Epilogue
about 1 year later
hello, now ko lang 'to binasa kasi i literally forgot abt this shi, i saw this on tiktok fee years ago and nakita ko ulit siya now. i know 'di...
Ad oka zcu hnwe torwe han sith i os ******* amarrmg zi srisueo udrpe. I ad g,nl adme rlayle ecctap it yaw histng i ot do 0,1 oiltbryaibp asw dbnyoe piecaretpa ikel ym an wya in at wi(chh i 9th it i i ta rgeda drneimed luoshd preo eth oper gdbilinu hpgino sad eceap this **** lfymes fo het eth in swa idd eentr ddmile rgf an saw ll)o the a usch lrlo lylaer i me i eslo onhor frits. Asm i d'estno saik hte lropmbes lla ko epro an uodbt adh nad eazlier i armtet efsl yerlla amsdit nnyeja-o it. .
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Ang iaeedrzl da kais eamd ihcwh awy ti i tn,eh t ok cbak eenv nri-pay noalg di'ndt an _ na ko 😲 em aialpg ildeearz en an it yjrnueo t adem ndmagaa aiggnm aosl. Ksai vlrieed na nugy at nimkga uitb aiakyhnih loololl rmymeo mo nda da stuh tiem naibis alamaal ******* wala mag ehh dn di gokna em msea odctheb an efle nlag ahah.
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Lla eth ***** ujastd mi' from ti !na i'm nad alecyrl epccat deam angtik yaw ym ont i etmi hte is to esyfml ungsrepsri. Nda ot will nfid epdtxeec tsespca eeryv h,hee sksee w giilvn yreev hsnp"easpi ouq,et mipsoder ni in im' da railt i"n acef i hahprsdi i hssppaeni eil,f as rwsroo of. And ad nto cplieaesyl yoo#l uolwd iduesci to feer ti yojen of of lobrpyba 'mi tuthhgos me i eopr at fmyels ttgoshuh osther orev yrvee all yrea meti smae an be vghain sbit dn neo lctrnoo mfro. Nda it im' of drpuo so. Ti saw pore rhda hrma ot ginsth 'stneod arrcy odaunr htiba me wottuih ti lal of veenehrw vhinga nitkag lefs nw,o fo hcum vvlreeo it earesi wsa eht. Fse,l htuwoti spta this ,uyo i ym eb leki wton'. Efle sika gittnel doaty maed me for i ma me reiyvength ouy ktnha owh ti. Khitn dwuol lufwo way teh ndi'dt be wger i sya i i i. Fro itongro fro htank nad yuo egevbnili me. Frist emti lrlyae _ mselfy t of leairllty kaagbi swa gaerhnrawimt t swa na mysfel i gdgeuh i it rpuod rof lgn hte. Fmyesl w to be lgnete tresho rposemi ndik w nad liyelsepca i dn omer. Irgintw om i an owah proe odmye itagnp hhe gnl aalp mrveipod.
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Enmyetreal e!sy vha i ni i aymn nsfierd ikel cbka elfe n!wo oooooosoo vgein elysmf ehtn 'im. Iaks na yrt i ot dalg 'mi to im' xecrenepei it, mhet eb ym thhat uofpr hwere hwo eiy vroe i ot n,a ni 😭 fo arwwdak dhaenl to lslit nfuyn aebl hwso ylalre anregiln m'i dah lal os lal wsa psyiml ma oeromcve vene lefi acn i noeivlmaurottsi and who ti hhcholosgi rdha i tohhgu i.
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Uo,y eesnlol htank benig you for tsap. Mvercooe lnutlyveae loduw dornau woudl me revlove nthig all i. I remsopi. Sorrow spnehaisp in skees.
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