A letter from August 1st, 2023

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( ym vcai)ed mroe ouy kaem ,lrig won ruuetf esur to twire its ot kate to uoy rea i eswi trtebe a wasaly ohlsdu.
Natkh em rof orf ngido uyo adcenva ni siht lla.
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Snradstda tpoic em get a to to i i buyaet rty et'erwn mroe yeydaver ma iteosesic sti oyu oerm awya peaacrepna dan igrynt dalg ugeh dna of teaismfn litsl orfm sf,cduoe ningthay ot.
If 'lil be erfe eevr erondw i.
Skpee a vlei tey aehv raelly hoitgmens we me eth si tdno trehe i thta cush e,ormspi ingog ,omnetm ueplacef at wasyla.
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Pcase tjus oemr llwi a i ma fretof i nad ofr hamtc nda itno lislt htta as dfiners my crae i yeerng elfe asbe lyleno sdfnrie a ltso easf i tabuo you tath teh a agiertnc eb upt d,id of hto, sa ehetr my tlo istll of.
Efw het olt ierdmnae i of re,ya neos elpope oht iths wne a ldo a etm.
Lilts tiwh spllu ecyedtnn ahve do enyano is the stlil ni krdfeeir i to no,w eesira l,ees me btu otms nsieirpdhf got hatn eht nnncoetoci hwat onritacm ermo.
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Tho hntmso fo ptu otl i a i dan did d'tdin ym od a lsto ldgina,r daet fro otni frteof edipfnihsr rietneffd.
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Dna neeunv cnat dieaslt emhso yitn dan ovle eems het itecsi ihsntg eymss in, tyr ot sitll yatbue threo gery i ees ot ppleoe kn,is.
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Yad ostm aobtu to ma ttha blucip slevrueo,s to eerdviepc nihkt otabu ew era llucyata wa,y i athw labe ni detians nad oigng in ym ntwa i tuo of tolstacynn fegelni lfiydeent for od oserrgnpisg.
A olt fo of het efli siuietceirns my nrisbg enve akcb sols iemt het on eefn,frdit eecpanrpa at lmaerc oge nad amny teh lseef tonscnat eathowsm seam ottiuwh odl uofsc.
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Own to heiwl and dntid' tdalu i rlaeyl edtn ibt l,la feel a imtoesesm at am i edibh,n ayn ceon in a ngebi rluty fele oerm na i erfnfeitd 81 ealiezr.
Ihdcl be 'lil i ngurint leki 02 eefl lltsi ,snoo a.
At my no tulry byab fntfedrei tsi lal,.
Tlo now gnitynha eahv illt umch, lbayer onssrsiitebpeil see tbu i ewf a i rieaelz that meor own do a dan nechagd eomr.
Ta arhd ,ohem tis.
Wylaas tub it saw.
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Adnglnhi i eth ma hwo eitloepiisbsri?sn.
Lsilt si galernin to ruisvve dualt i tath cdhil to am naagme how but i ,emh a.
Nrtygi ot rfo ekma ouy ti ofr me eisrea nahkt.
Earln ot flsyem i keta dhuosl eacr taht llist vbeieel i of.
And aldiy ocok onw my amke ponttepaimns cdotro. . . Mite moec tbu lilw ithw it.
Esrvuiv 'lli.
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Ym drahtbi,y od 1ht9 h81t nahgyitn i or alrlye ntdi'd on.
Ym emit my asw wte'risn tenh at ginetgt ym i eth pcael, dwratos dna on earc 8t1h endsp peuserla ttuhiwo erarngda utgs scki.
Tho) eolv my dsenp got me i ceut ew loge a yahdbitr sfigt inddt' iblud ewf adn tey homrte my tog e,tmh ( htem erf,kdrei em erya i orwfsel ithw krefride sith. Nda ondt me redci mrbeeerm ym td)yiabrh ( rbyaolpb i eh dehl i rlayel.
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To epploe l'notuwd eahv eyulsr to a stlli yrtpa siht at i hueso slao nad swa iraadf twan.
Tqiue ttha bda niat life alelrtfa a btu ilnigv.
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I idd ,olt a oh adengch oto i you am ldag sye yreslu. .
Eth i nikred i oto ayw tol ,fylesm ptneers a oaeln ma.
Utjs ofr hmcu ma ohpe e,uurtf dlefil i eht nad reaf as ihtw.
Vyer oyu i yuo dan eht ma prnoes whsi lcdou etbs i altk ddi rae a,lhkfnut to i royu aeylrl.
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,em eruga is ulseyr it you was yeas tis ton dahrer fro htan odlwu ofr rof i lfei me.
Lwle ianag am i sa survivgni etvirh utb i nda wlil oosn.
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D'tnid sopt reve ntdo listl the nip,ao enve yapl i elvo eth i evieleb ot yleurs ,inpao aylp e,swek ofr lilw tpieccar do oht i i 2 i.
Errau,lylg tierh anct pyeald in noarmye tbu lapy aldsy oyu noapi luicbp ,rahsemey the tuieq syalaw in i.
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A,ngai do hgnuoe nveer i woh ,no gte srtgno to to ryelab rehwe i quruoert so nad newt uoy.
Cikdep cnie uoyr foaeirt,vu a as gson yuo.
Sti " a form atvuorfie ehsetr"e yaam a is at *,********* iclneig ekahw, kgnlooi rtehe teh i gto niigtpna iamenrdg btuao utjs my gttsiin hwo lrgi beleeiv of rgwhnito.
Well ,iglr i ni aaym lalyre do hfrlese thta as nda esse.
A lrgi, tawh jtsu tis aemrtt ot no ******,*** ghiotnn esreht,e jstu.
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Nr i " i si vahe ot i hte taht i teh an abeylr tnexnaaoipl nicttraish lvoe juts olev sogn orf ot,h veib yuo" eothanr am areyll.
Iaed ,otl wloeh isht, tlitel on dha aerlyl cmsui a oyu ruo it to tub uatob syrro ays emoirpvd state.
Now nugblidi ma dogo a ettas i.
World rn adn i i ananw otnd otnd keli tmso crea atm yedeftnli tno moedl i or kdoeol be that dton ym rthe,ei at iderevpce to ist mldoe.
By awnan cftotpeeiiirsnc uyetab i erdeg nda so otdn dna rvdine be.
Ntwa to lvaie i eb. .
Yebral l-al oht eevn ueiptcsr eakt nya nigaa rstat i dnogi so wlli at neve i ruysle.
Essen tath aluc sitseentr het of otl ouy ocitp esmka a.
Htsi ouyr fo eayr llauytac i lfal ieussprr esspir,ur ntod irahc tbu ihm tme.
Me evner he aent'r way edilk e,orynam em he kidle eh tohrtege tlod eevn hety hte reh.
Dndit' i hlae as idd eh arf as.
I eh s,tap ntwead our i but rermeebm lal to i aidnr it iovtcnaar, idd rbyetutlfs when no ot em lefe ,em rtoew dna nntg,ahiy di'dnt i larbye efel ldcuo derit ro asw.
Eh uprfee,m n'dtdi sdikse rthcuia me letys his or wya nheerit ilke ish i het shi.
Ahdet i nto he em and wya ekaltd eh wya het hte aodtwrs detca.
Ngdoi in hatw hmi i i dna isesetmmo reev eh msis epomrvi shi lefi at shtgin wlil ndwreo rn fi all, si eisnlt tdno eh.
Asye be **** up to tis ****** woh elalowd apni imh esgainrmsba eth nurd,oa sotalm adn i het lal all kabc.
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Utbao at nodt roaudn i ontd erwit want ubt i ihm ranyemo nvee ,all mhi.
Ot iveleeb yruo you i fo tills htta emeebrrm lulinois od btu ti sifrt i ve,ol an kepe iwll efv,orre a tol lvaei derfco aws. .
Lilw noe yda meayb lruyt i earuntdsdn.
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A no,w i i adn tond roa,neym i dolg oretw wrea ware pem,o ihs euslry ceratlbe.
Atingd i tdteras upt kmi off ti i when.
Asev ubt htast pkee lla llwi ehmorewe,s it i.
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Em dan eerv user ti if sorecsp etl eb irnba to i i to tno elab my lla retsi i that mkae llwi deppan,eh am rgofet.
Rou yresul but o,lwsly way,a eimrsoem fade.
I you yet hist ddin't eemt nwteri ro h,ierte you rtowe mik nkwo nehw.
Htta a drtaainoo lla ridcare one in smtetar i otisllaencnot het owh weihl at rfo im,k tols a of si orf hmi loyn eylalr.
Oth i twhi ekwa sa sa i ma i deayst seens utb neev nkew edma no ew imh.
Ni our mhtosn auifetbul ppstdeo uwlfaly we reew occtnta 3 eratf 3 ,rfaesnis all we t,nsohm oscel.
Cnisooac liek iovme a uldow make at veeyr ecloup nad uto atc.
A edi gyu ta he sweet tbu saw he thwi me ofr ot tanw's fro eonugh a miles lal.
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Cusof hael ferat adn twih ddnt'i orf dedeen ,htat i htninayg mh,i 8 ot on sfnrdie ntwa ohmnst do ddt'in to eatd.
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Riekrdef esrt dan llti i yohtsri eth si mte.
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Tyepro as i oyu at sa mat lal xtte lyarbe a di,d i tol hcum dotn wetri.
Wlli i cbka ym ot 'otnd tub ayw owrry infd i,t.
Orgw ti uot i si ndedei oht my nwo airh ma to lstil coegcdininr gn,egir.
Dlb/on go wrbon i heyno inkad awnna.
The faetr lal rasey ngegir rbeo em sttarign is thseo to.
Tub vtommneiper won ( sa lneandp kwro a is sfta fi as nogig vrnintosoae adn asl)yaw teh remo omse eatnr reeht tib i as.
A chagen lwli olt etnx reay.
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Oodg we cnise, dodeprp 'navteh ochols uot leeveib, it was i raey yuo in soolhc of odenrdmme,ce wb,t onw eneb a.
Ryipvouledct ew fo emor iemt but rou era updor we oducl aehv irwhnotg ,okay enpsd tsi ma i yyaswan eewrh.
I ot ckab lwil oolchs go noos.
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Fwllyua yuo telilt i glri, gsotrn velo you ym fco are.
Uyo me o?to od leov.
Tis oth veen all eetfrdinf ?ctexpede nhat.
Eefl hdeugg.
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Osmoeen i aesily ofr cfo i i toh lla ftgih tdne ryt ouy etforg ometmiess ipna to oeds nda nad hetn g,ownr lmeyfs acpetc nhew uoy.
Eocusr lstil i unlaji fo dtiio ot ouy alkt.
Oby thta vealse tebert eenrv.
Eh nokws ucmh ootoooo.
Naeoymr dechnag ew a tol hto, odnt ilytacev klat.
Uoy as is ety dd'tni tslil ihts pedci,redt xam douanr eyar eemt dlays anlu ew oth.
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Msis i rhe.
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Boaut oyu sgonnerpdi i to cmhu oldev anhkt so nragic for y💋uo 🏻e🫶m.