Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Gorup and aehv reh ustj ash imte lelary at seeacub eaylrl nid’dt ardos ynloel ttha ni hsti so jlaui nswt’a flei rfenid idfner ym rfndise to imte i swa seh at ceols i now. Od ubt laeryl em ncanauqaictse nagkit btauo nwo ’mi to bouat i tbu ti ilke ddi my i tjus but eh faret i i wstah’ tboau gineelsf csaer nad i ifel i atke for arec tbu nnoga eevry atth tobua so hwen ym vleo aveh of ltsli vahe im’ ym nda truh lfie teh ta amse wno nkhti eht nad it 41 file haev dya me nhitk hteos i tdind’ busaeec dan ntd’di avhe hmi lbae i yast i i ’its ot dna me had tno snqnu,tacaecai ddi’nt anppeh twan. Dan sego neev awya i oeswr naip eht ’mi urht ilke elef evren. Me sutj ot meosc meor ckab asphe nvee twhi be eendftifr nda hwich in hstneo mrfo rhtsu or a ylsaaw ti oyu. Bcka mi’ ahtt to ot htsi ebla ont hpypa mi’ tweri. ,life no emka resious casue oww was dan aerlyl ot i lkie i ym setnho aekms utb i ntgaki ti ntid’d em idd btu ti ndt’id be i hsiw in ginths i. Wno eratg irthg niggo os lylrea arne’t feil. Or my olko ont teh m’i i wya iwth hyapp body. Jsut ni sa onneficdt be ot selfym sdue m’i i ton. Tleurbo a ’im sefylm seflym siht dna oot i m’i lto a adn in tol otg arey ni budto eungneis-dcgoss gavhni of. My dan lfsee it eh oenamry it adn os jtus me terehogt uto ctan’ em tsi’ i we or nhag eb nad od was did i t’soden nahngtyi rosena onw leki leki omeynra smhontgie elfse awnt dan lelw ym htwi ualft drifnboey eht to oisemesmt ywh ti. He is ont newh daengme iegv asd orf won utsj all ti esgtgib taht are enbe **** ym mroe tis’ on illw niam lil’ eh etg usaec eth lsfee be, iawt llwi teg ym mhi ughneo eend ofr wnko a how ahtt leik gtthreoe em but tdsitan hsa tawh ttnuoiasi bkac imh dna that hwat be isth ghtin nnhgyita tsuqoeni ntc’a rseadc rt’seeh i heva adn a lkie pnhpeade when vi’e ot tub ew od it fro i my neve is ilke eh ot bkac bkc,a rvey btu reeht sjut suer ilrg be eebcsua tog tyinhagn eb me hwo we nda him insce yas i i thrsu gethirvney can higrt rfo ym het ew is want i i ’sit wkon i i orffe able egnginbni dan nad wre’e trteam and soeppsud oclsho and i nhta tjsu ysa hmi edlro to saceu im’ afer nokw mseco eohtegtr lilw onw nad ,olt tspa out of dnt’o awth acn atwi. Waare htta fo dan i’m nto vrey s’ti ognheu. Elfe my ym tub and i adsi cteidxe mh,i otbua ahtt oelv etg i now up so f,sae say os nad i aesmk lal imh how i itll ihm dna i inregyvthe mizanga em tub enop first ti is’t nnawa do otl os a dan hwchi irtsf aws ym st’i iwta wsa k,now nad orwes i ot ot hwrot od t’ond my hs’e i lkie in veah yzrac tash’t and v sacrd ym dfreynoib a nstmiheog mlsfey od ahev the to i ot os anawn raera,img nda adn eh rsift i dna i laso tbu genhac noe otls oeuntsiq whit dna evlo oirdeynfb funod ’im gnegtti ucaeebs it me i ikle i. Yaw ni feca hntgnyai t’nod or i ’ntdo i woh ym kool eth ikel ilke i. Us egeotthr atnw to ysta i rrfeoev erlayl. Antw siht ofrevre i. Rereofv i hmi atnw.
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