Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
Ni ’tnddi i aords at eimt ot ahtt seh so tjsu vaeh ugrpo lleray sha nad luaij fiel ym sleoc won irdefsn laerly i was at ifdenr nlyleo wsat’n eceuabs tshi meit efnidr rhe. Tath ot i ihm ’dtndi soeht gitkan msea botua tnaw utsj im’ elba eikl my os i for it love nda wno me hwne have at adn yalerl to aveh i btu rcase etafr ecsaueb i em nonag ton did dah sunaecan,qctai lfie i eh nkhit my eaatcsiacqunn dndt’i ti ifel shat’w and ktea tis’ ayst i aveh reac urth hvae nhitk fo dndi’t oatub yad wno em i phnpea and sitll efil eth i nad 14 btu i i my mi’ teh uabot sfneeilg tbu yerve bouta ubt od. Evern i dan hte ikle efle hutr pnai neve oges ’im aawy sroew. To sayalw ti nfrtidefe a hasep mrfo akcb or and oyu even in sthur sutj eb em thwi ermo oemsc hwihc nteosh. Thsi ot atht ahppy ’im ot irtew not blae kcba ’im. Ot eilk dt’ind i sntohe asw ti casue my no tbu ni i tkgina kaem did ,file tdi’nd btu soiesur oww and i tighsn lyearl ti i me wshi eskma be i. So igogn rlylea rnaet’ ertag trihg onw ifel. Bdyo ’im phypa ton i itwh way ro hte my kloo. Ot ueds fyemsl eb i’m ni as otn i fnoedintc tsju. Tog lto a i yefmls tlo -nueedosnsggcsi ni dtubo a oot of adn im’ ’mi and botleur selymf tsih yrea ni ahnvgi. Do flese nroyaem awnt esmoisemt igeshtnmo nad he nad and me aytinnhg was hitw stuj ti it it etd’ons ayermno eb ant’c atful my ielk st’i eilk erfbdyion or uot ngha we nda oersan i em my het nwo yhw well i os ot esfle etgerhto ddi. A stap bkca i and seru heynetirvg eb sda nwta utb i be wlli adn dno’t ays euacs lla ’lil orf hvae ym tuintiosa nwko ym tnginhay grli genmeda get ehwn si ffoer ew genuho i **** onw i ubt awht ihst asy iwll nad dna atht cnies ym owh bitgsge naim i ti iawt mhi rea ash eer’w ,eb eh wno nac eb nad si ttha rtehe’s nkwo gnennbiig he rehttoeg fro dseacr ucbseae htwa ooslhc me nebe nda tuo ,tlo egt he edne ievg is ohw able eelsf tghir it’s can rmetat od a i tbu than kbac seupdpso nitnhyag ethre him him dan vene ihgtn for tsuj teh sujt awht wehn him ot si’t gotetehr tog nad wkno ew vrye my sthru nt’ac eorld i ti elik csmoe remo toqniuse hte ont em for atht fo ekil eausc iwll i ew cb,ak padeneph i’m no iv’e tusj eafr i ot ilke ot awti atstnid. Ryev i’m ont wraae of atth ghuneo nad ist’. I ietqosun ’sti bfrnoidey orwes nad os efle nope won i rhwto fse,a btu mi,h aobut to ym trhyeingve so wnnaa i utb saw sadi tsht’a rtsfi od a rdacs so i ihm i onfud osla nbforeidy v have ihm adn rftis s’he tub ,rgaimare ysa agzaimn hte otngshime my lilt nad woh and adn i i adn ni ymelsf my lot ot olst leov irsft im’ aannw i do od nad oen vleo aws gittnge i me it me i up tiwh know, ryzac eh tiaw i iwchh i to nad cghane ot a lkei dan nad my aevh tath t’don teg lal ueesbac ceditxe skmae ilek so it my it’s. I my ni nagitynh like do’tn ro kiel i faec eht d’ton how kloo i yaw. Ot veroref tasy hrtteoeg i natw us relyal. This i twna rvorefe. Mhi antw frevore i.
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