A letter from June 13th, 2023

Onw meit at denifsr noylel i temi ahtt hre sha so tusj loesc dd’nti ielf aw’snt iaulj in tish asw ogupr arelyl nda at efindr frndei hes to ayrlle ebscaeu i soadr hvea my. Het kngiat it esrca ielf aphepn i dn’itd adn and nad ym reca antw i i ot ym me wenh ’ditnd hte sjtu love nanog aobtu of hda ecesuba tefar ysta i utb to nwo eh ebla sneiaqcatau,nc hntik seneilfg easm mi’ 14 i i elik so did elif orf ’nddti now thta neacasnuqatci i dan ym ’sti vaeh adn buato obtau i aevh me mi’ utb hktni tisll yad me sta’hw ylaelr eilf hutr nto outab hoste i revye it tkea aveh ta ihm od but but i eavh. Sewor keil hte ’im i esgo naip dan leef wyaa renev even thru. Rmof nfdretefi eb ot you nda a waalys hwhci me ro evne bkca ni oemr trhus ti aepsh wthi tjsu ehotsn emcso. Ot ’mi bakc atht leba otn rweti to ’im hsit yphap. Asw em ni iosusre hisw eb ekam to nda btu reylla ceuas i ,ilef ti i it id’dnt wwo idd on my sakme nkgtai i i td’ndi i gthisn ilek htosne utb. Aregt so htrig aelylr fiel iggno ’tnera won. Iwht phapy ywa tno olok the or bdyo ym i im’. I ton to tfniocdne as ni sutj eb m’i ymlsfe sedu. Adn lmsyef i a mi’ i’m of eray and btdou lot yfmsle tgo a ni isht lot oot -udnegcosigenss hgvnai ni ultbreo. Eoasrn uto seefl elik hgna swa fydbireon it’s ro gntinyha eb ne’tsod eht ti nda em htiw i lwel inshmtgoe utsj adn fesel ot thtogere ti me anmyroe and os awnt did i ew eh elik lfatu od own it nrayome nad why cant’ my messtemio my. We hocols cak,b it lliw anht lkie my het haingnty ew utb i sit’ utsj pedenhap ofr ofr i’st wlli earf me autosinti ,be tawi erteh nhitg htta iencs egtother we eosinutq ’tacn be eh onw eb dene my sha ’tsehre orlde onwk a onuheg ursth wehn and ryve ujst get v’ie woh tub my tuo tgrhi be even gte dna i gntnhayi ym gthivreeny ihm itgsegb me rome to osupsedp wno arescd tdsiant of acn nto euasc sure i amrtte eh eh dot’n tujs secmo nda asd haev mih ’im are inbnggnie awht inam dna illw sya nad ill’ flees ottehgre bakc tanw hwat ofr ilek vige aitw **** sya is ot cseau ot thta i onwk i bnee i imh cna atsp blea nwok r’wee keli hwen ahtw tol, nad cabk stih mih i grli i taht nda i uaebcse a tbu od lla erfof no eht rfo woh is otg adn ti dmeneag si. Tno thta i’ts im’ eyvr and waera fo eghonu. Ot a in dias oelv i onfud dan tuoba i i to i annwa s’he ihm ’tis i till a dan otl mlsfey one ecebsua adn dan htta se,fa os i teh adn i debfonyri and lla i sa’htt os ot sya emksa os dna it i iesmtghno ym he nqsuiteo aws reows vhea i’m rcasd lsot aameirgr, utb do ti so ym tisrf yirdobefn ediectx arzcy ubt lefe nad hmi ubt swa od up ghenca i tnyhvegier em tgignte od htwi eolv ,imh v eikl ahev my nwo d’ont my ym nepo i frsti ikel anwna ohw to orhwt asol wk,no get and istrf its’ gmaizan i me ihwch nda tiaw. O’ntd keil ton’d olok ynigtahn ni het i woh i ro i ym ayw feca leik. Feoervr atys yrleal i ghoeertt atwn ot su. I awtn rvofeer hist. Ntaw i ihm efrvore.