Dear FutureMe,
If I read this I’m still alive and my 14 year old self writing this is proud of you💞
Epilogue
over 2 years later
Hey i’m still alive but to be honest i wish i took my life when i wrote this when i was writing this it was really only me my best...
I atth redfni raods hvae her esh cuaesbe dan to ahs yllear ifle i cesol ta laerly ndifer ugorp ujts uialj nwo n’ddti iths elnyol was irnfeds etmi my in etmi at so aswtn’. My tsuj i ecra gintka me i htta so ton enpahp i’ndtd btu nngoa i ta i acseebu ot own eilf nwat iktnh i blea atek utb aveh areyll nda ilgnsfee but for mi’ eifl aubto my hte ewhn msea yerve nitdd’ ithkn botau i 41 to ahev csare tasy cqnauisne,aatc i file fo me i i oevl eht nad rtuh ti tsheo i he but tboau dah utbao ’im now rafte me keli do and tuaicnseanqca imh hvea yad heva ti ddi ’tis and listl dan didtn’ satw’h my. Goes eernv away teh ruht dna i ekli ianp ’im elef enve erwso. A em sahpe eorm cmseo ni evne usrth to from slaayw twhi entohs idtefrfen ti utsj kbac hhcwi or be adn uyo. Ot tihs paphy mi’ m’i nto thta bkac eiwtr abel to. Mskae i gtknia i ddi wshi f,lei ti ntoshe urissoe adn kema ym ecaus but be i keli ni ubt to llreya me i ghitsn did’nt dit’nd i wwo ti aws on. Targe yleral et’arn rgtih os own oigng feli. Pypah i eht awy or my ’im oklo oybd twhi otn. Be mfylse utsj in otn mi’ as duse condtifen i ot. Im’ dan i ogt ymsfle vgihna yrea ubtod a oto tlo ginudegnsessco- a shit in m’i efmlys nad luotebr fo ni tol. Od me hte ym dan eomtiemss want ti hyw it ddi my dan odyefnbri s’it aws tsju lsefe keli hygatnin it rgehteot cnt’a itwh elsfe ot now ro well osdet’n aonrse uaflt i eyaonmr hnga ew eb em dna uto yemonra i he hniomsetg so dna ekli. Of gthninay lrig i tjsu i etortheg mih be esubeca ,abck klie tsju my yvre agmened ubt hte eevn i btu ew afer eh uto dsppeosu who tahw lwil nad ownk lal tiatnds vi’e hte ehenrgyivt more eedn **** he i yas nto dna bakc oochsl eb to ym nac albe is hsa btu hstur a bcka sujt nhat effor mih wtha ’sethre hwta iqnsotue eself avhe llwi nad tsi’ ihst ingenbnig tgo i i nad l’li wnhe nami dna ti ecsom ofr nct’a ownk no me etmatr my tasp ngtih ehrte is lt,o iawt oneghu iecsn to htat esuca herttoge lilw ym ielk and escdra nwat taht si ads i wno him dtno’ i own taht i yas saeuc egtgisb dan kwon eb initosatu ityagnnh hrigt how kile nwhe a appenehd atiw we ts’i em ot ear ’im od ofr nda nca resu nebe b,e ofr gte it erdol teg fro give ew he eew’r ihm. Vrye wraea adn enhgou sti’ fo m’i ton taht. Os my ttnigge em dna my isad now os i pneo ym pu trsif eusbaec utb vhae ni i sdarc no’dt lal dan to i tub t’si shigonemt eovl i eth a do wotrh get i ’ehs do vaeh trifs ays tinqsoeu nad annaw im,h sfea, anawn swa him a os ostl verityhgen lefe ihm saw so i wiht lfsmey i eovl osrwe do dna he irsft i msaek owh tsa’ht nda i dan eon nad ym my i ydinrefob atht nehcga lto fdonu iedetxc it v illt atuob to ekli nfidorbye hhiwc aslo ’mi i dna amzniga sti’ ot to i nk,ow adn nad ,miaarreg ti ilek btu me twai razyc. I n’dot ro ’ntdo who lkie i ni acef ym olok i gnatyihn teh ayw keli. Ergothet i relaly us tysa atnw to eforerv. Shti i reevofr ntwa. I tnaw vforeer mih.
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