A letter from June 13th, 2023

In tmie ot nwo ueecsba tidd’n fniedsr frnedi time at iefl rindfe her dna hvae was ujts lleayr aiulj she soadr elosc nyelol group i my alelry so at tsih ats’nw thta i ahs. Leif fo won btoua thta tbu os aehppn abuot eyrev btuoa ady kitnag leif ubt jtsu i i ym ti em i and ym hda now kitnh i me seeuacb evah same to he sti’ ganno od stay lrayle 14 eth ont i’tddn csrae arce ddi hiknt ti gnlefsie ot eftar ethos eahv nda ,cqnsniuaeaatc flie heva haev m’i adn but hrut eilk lstli ti’ddn i elab i and i ubt aicasuectannq wneh i want dna i btoua my hmi wahs’t atke i ofr me ta ddint’ mi’ love het. Waay ianp thur mi’ efel hte rosew adn evnre gose i vene lkei. Ideffenrt enev mfor cbka ti a alwsya utsj em esmoc be ot wchhi or oesnht nad in you rthus mroe ehasp thwi. Albe ot kbca ttah im’ ont ’im to payph iwert this. It maesk ucaes i shotne ’tdidn idd sgthin keam and it ot but tub me sioeurs i wow taknig be on saw ikle ’ditdn ym i i areyll i in siwh lf,ei. Nwo os igrht ilef etrga n’trea iggon layelr. I appyh otn eht htwi ywa ro loko bdyo ’mi ym. Octnnfeid i sa eb in deus ’im slemyf ot juts not. Nda vgainh egisgsen-ndousc arey i a i’m eflsym and in tgo oot fo ’mi mlyesf tuobd olurbte a otl ni hsti lot. It em did or awnt lesfe slfee srnoae yhw het uto and llwe adn inagythn me dna ihmestong to ilke fnrdeibyo it my ti i mynoear now ’sit with be egtohrte dna eh do det’son tan’c my os ualtf sujt i raeoymn mestoimes nahg we lkie aws. ’evi nwo teamtr lal ym hwo rvye hwat dan si is dna ppnaeehd we lwil htgin eh re’ew tnha cisne bcka yas hmi kwno rlig be akbc imh ’tis tirgh i ahtw me i orf ti lli’ aengdme csuea i eterh ot we adn he aspt ti eilk i ngeignnib ot i ahtt on bene he’ters oknw stuj i and him ’sti rfo nda nhiygatn uontatiis got henw eb esbtigg dan iths ’ndto acn edne cesua tawi ilek dna to llwi suthr hwat frae ielk tge for tiwa lo,t nhtgveirye thyginan hwo nweh ym e,b hmi the em ’cnat od tou lcoohs mnai eh rmeo hvae onwk ahtt btu i i ’im utjs das taht heogetrt b,cak my fo ym gevi ffore for jtus leab onw flese be sreu a i a sah lwil even etoehrgt tub asecbeu ton we uogenh epopsdsu eht **** gte utb rea cdasre and cmsoe sya nittdas tnaw quiostne reold anc is. Fo aewra uegohn mi’ ahtt ton nad s’ti yrev. Adn nda i him nwo i ebuseac i olt rifts ym i em usenoiqt a neheityrgv racsd ielk ot i i aws i irtsf tsi’ dna nawan ym he my os litl ysfmle igmethson i asw adn yrdneofib nda twia seh’ rweso it on,kw os tts’ha bynodiref ,mreigaar twhi icexted oen do leov wchhi os ot but ot i losa acrzy ananw mi’ gnegtti imh ym ubt tge ot sf,ea zgminaa wohrt ekli adn its’ v i hvae disa ti dn’ot kames i eelf ouatb and so isrft loev taht hngeac but pu eth ays ni how dan od mih, a aehv nofud lal ym i oepn dan em and tols do. I ro ayw i i keli eacf teh like ond’t ohw ym dnt’o ni iantyhgn look. Ttgreoeh syat tawn reefovr i us lrylea to. I tnwa vforeer shti. I foerevr watn mhi.