A letter from Jun 06, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Happy birthday! By now you should be (almost) finished with your masters degree in the Netherlands!!!! That's a huge accomplishment!!!! I am so proud of you. We worked extremely hard to get the 3 scholarships, and I hope you were able to maintain them, to pass all of your courses, to excell in your internship, to have an amazing master thesis. More than everything, I hope you managed to be happy and proud of yourself. How was this experience compared to your bachelors? Easier? Harder? More fun? More stress? I hope you were able to secure a job in the Netherlands!!!! You should be able to get a visa to stay another year to figure that out. Wish you all the best, you absolutely ******* deserve it.

Epilogue

13 days later

Thank you for your excitement, I am unable to feel like that now.
I am indeed almost done...

Itngegt liwl ned gotdaaniru be vei' ym drsatet and eorlavl hte of is thwi tiwignr cleos ,lihtg ym 6,2 stsaerm, ogtnet etissh ei'v ym hte rgnee uuatsg nigvhreyte eadt. . . Ddi eth atht htiw i all nroohsu nad tpra gdoo ddi i i nda my lylrae tninaam etmras hte neod lssiah,spohrc lamtso ou,esrcs rpgramo of in i veen am alos eacmeb. .
Shiets sah dier eneb my itueq a. It ni ever swa i edtnwa one ngvrtyehie hdan. . . Is ti tub os losa muhc ssetrs. Hbt rseu ekil ma i ivle :( hits ton meak can i it nda. So it jtus cmhu do ot is. . . .
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Oecn wlil i it btu ndoe i 'mi mssi okwn. .
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Utb em drareh het esmit vage swa adn hcloreasb laso ihst 200 ot elik ehya oemr iatssicaontf maoprecd. .
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3 htaw i od, a ipaldep eighomtns elscap nkow htat to nodfu klei nlyo od ot not i wnat bo,j i nad ecesrud haev hvea i'ev not to no'td learyl i. . . 'sti. . . Riedw. I etpmy efel. Efel i teessrsd ied,rt leef i. .