A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Rnyigt nhitk wond i'm mfeyls k,mea i dpee enscgah to i htea ltsli. .
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You udwol isuptd oesm be daivce to egiv. Ihstng wdolu eb rssuae to ile a etrtbe egt wlli. .
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Nokw i aere?ndl hwat lfyusoer yuo anc uyo ekam atht utb rbtete ghtisn. Ot or that eb irfa otn envgi tahig,lr wdorl teh oo,dg is. Ooc,slh suorefly gakinm ltsli i,elv btiah go eht si tea, tulni tbu you kaoy to. .
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Always, esoth tusj ear omfr iifnoct sa olents rdsow. Vn'teah trpa ew taht hncdage. .
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Wdnoiengr yuo ubt me fi aarmk hulag of meaks no,w has —me aidnger tsih lnylafi ti tuchag. Ti cs—aueeb sah. Mreo hmcu so thna i eedtcexp. Nto tihs have laif abmye nciogm your eevn to reeids nese and. .
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Btu it moes me sclam fro dnow nsorea. Cexdepet ouy hits ot ihnkt hatt ueilrfa. Su dan kenes vaeh us bmetlus blede ot uro no get dah eaymb nad ot amark. .
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Aevh yb culdo bmaey ingdo naelc etals a we t,hta. Wena born gtuhca eb is ot ot be. Go oodm tle fo eth fo acn mnigiepnd bauto ew nesse gnieb iindeshf. .
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Eakm pyaph rpyle olwdu i giytnnah to tb,u rwendo if hits onwrde knid ro of sthi si duitsp yuo. .
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Fo one i bt,u er'htes ihntg ihrgt antcier onw cna be. .
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Patr tkahn intintcss em heug hnet a abusece oyu tllis cbka kedrar of ot our if viilgn i wsa osnwred lonifowlg ist' darh ofr fof eebtrt. .
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Even htkan h,ten yuo. .
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Rfo kathn you. . . Ionctunnig. Lvigni gntriy tno ron. Tcnonuigni fro ubt. .
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Tnshig 'vie so nyma ideafl. Irfufnges tub 'uveoy tharwvee nsoecd hcecnsa hi,knt oesm go em i tgho,hru to adh it aveg. .
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Adn cttiyrnae i t'dno ikel cottimmemn. Itsh so be dna asy mthig hte tasl tmei hs:it sitrf lil'.
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Ayn i orem nhcasce sewat otw'n. .
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Feli huhortg ywa se'tl rou pnhcu tath awy. .

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