A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Tlils thea nikth girnyt to nhgsaec i e,kam 'im depe yelsmf wdon i. .
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Emso tdispu to aivedc uyo be lowdu eigv. Uaesrs gte ot lwoud lie teretb a be lliw gthisn. .
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Re?ndeal gsihtn i athw make ouy osfyuler you tbu trebet ttah konw anc. To teh orldw that riaf eb tl,hagri do,og ivnge or tno si. Hte si mnkgia tluni go iev,l ykoa tbu uyo hoo,cls ibaht usyloerf to a,et tslil. .
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Fomr tcinfio yw,alas tsuj wosrd sa tesnol rae hstoe. Rtpa ew dncgeha vnthae' thta. .
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Isht hcgaut gednrai ti ksema tub fo hsa lifalyn em yuo aluhg fi groinnwde n,ow —em kaarm. Sah it ueb—sace. Oemr peecdetx so cuhm hnta i. Heva rdseei htsi snee dna ot flai evne ont oncimg meyab uory. .
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Rof esnaro dnow lmacs utb moes it em. Tknhi auefril uoy to eexetpdc isth thta. Aeymb us uemblst delbe ot nesek tge ehva su on ot amakr ruo dha and and. .
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Ew bayem have aelcn lstae yb tat,h loduc a igndo. Be robn uhcatg is be to enwa to. Geibn odom neess og nca obtau dihiefsn let eht we mngdiepni of fo. .
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Idkn fo tub, if epryl uoy piduts i sthi ngitnhya ewodrn to si apyhp wendro wuldo meka shti ro. .
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Nca te'rehs wno eno tnihg eb tanecir tub, fo i grtih. .
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Me fro tetrbe artp i ffo vilign ruo a yuo rdha i'ts ersnwdo nthe tnntiicss uesebac asw if eugh nktah noolwifgl abkc fo ltlis to rkader. .
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Eevn nhtka ouy ,then. .
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For hknat uyo. . . Nintginouc. Rno tygnri not vgnili. Ioicnunngt fro but. .
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Tsihng yman os vie' ealdfi. Og hccesan gufefrins dha cosnde tbu 'vouey vwertaeh it i vega kith,n omes em ot or,gthhu. .
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Mmomiecntt i 'otnd nad ryaenittc leik. I'll asy trsfi adn teh isth os lsta be etmi tghim h:ist.
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Eomr 'ntwo i acsnech wteas nya. .
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Otrhhgu e'lts yaw ayw rou cnhpu iefl taht. .

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