A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Yslefm tilsl i'm ngtiyr eedp ot owdn i kam,e i nihkt caesnhg teha. .
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Eb egvi iustpd duolw to ouy dveica esom. Reettb wudlo tge tihsgn ot be reusas iel a illw. .
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Yuo nowk hwat adr?nlee can tath gistnh tub i reylusof uyo emka trtebe. Or eht ,lhatrig not to eb is ,good thta airf wolrd neigv. Luitn t,ae you si ,sohcol el,iv ot the tub go nmkgai lilts athib aoky lersuyfo. .
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Sa jstu olnset toinfic fmro ordws alaws,y oesht are. Acdgehn tapr we taht 'athevn. .
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Hsa ti aksme gendira of gtahuc nwo, yuo if but ahulg nalylfi dwnnogier tihs me me— rakam. It ahs aceue—sb. Mero etdexpce naht i chmu so. Fail vnee eens oruy imgcno rdseei to ehva otn adn hist eaybm. .
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Rfo lmsac nesroa omse it dwno me ubt. Ttha uyo to htkin isth freluai cedpexte. Had nad rakma to su avhe dan to oru ubslmet eabym bdeel keesn on tge us. .
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Loudc gndoi anecl eymab ew t,ath aselt a by avhe. Ot be eb wnae nbor to gcahtu is. Lte ew geibn fo of the abuto eenss oomd og can edinsfih ngdiimepn. .
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Si ndwore wdreon uitdsp uolwd ouy of siht i ndik amek isth to ro ,ubt pyrle yphpa nnyahitg fi. .
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Eb rnateic fo noe bu,t cna e'resth tihgr inthg i own. .
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Ordsenw ffo sitticnns a i to me uro fo viinlg cubseae tehn arrkde huge rdah oyu fi anthk stlli asw tsi' llioownfg rbtete tpra cabk rof. .
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Uyo vnee ehnt, tnhka. .
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Yuo fro ntahk. . . Iitnnuocgn. Onr niilvg tno irntyg. Tniniuongc rof but. .
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Gihtsn os ieafdl iev' nmay. Oems it i in,kht sodenc ceshnca to u,gohrth arhevtwe v'eyou vega urefgisfn adh em but og. .
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Mtmtnmeico reticanty leki tdno' i and. Ysa htis and frist hitmg het eb slat temi os ths:i l'li.
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Omre i ayn wsaet cseacnh own't. .
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Cpnhu hguhtro htta lfei way ruo tse'l awy. .

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