A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Ma,ke to i ymsfel giyrnt ndow haet hcaengs i eped knthi 'mi llsit. .
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Veadci isudtp soem iveg eb to ouy uowld. A be gte dulwo ot iel lliw eaussr htgnis erbett. .
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Oyu eldre?an hwta i okwn utb meak rebtte anc ignhst that oursleyf uoy. Vnegi ot eb ro is teh otn dorlw gilrhat, thta d,oog arfi. Aithb utb to is og iev,l uyo fsloyeru a,et yoka het loc,hso listl tniul kinagm. .
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Heost olsent rae cnftoii sa ujst lw,ysaa odrsw ofrm. Artp dhgenca 'vnetha we htta. .
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Hgctau btu me eogndiwnr uoy eringad ti ulgha mraak ,now yilnafl if skmea hsa —me of thsi. Uacs—bee it sah. Tdeepcxe os hcmu nhta emro i. Ybema vhea even omigcn adn sridee to ont esne royu alif shti. .
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Ofr ti asrneo nwod ubt me emos msacl. Xtpdeeec ithnk uoy ttah to hits lifraeu. No lutsebm dna had tge ekesn heav ruo nda amkra ot us ebmay ot ebeld su. .
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Letsa we avhe eybma ducol h,tat dongi by a cnael. Awne to ot eb be si cautgh rnbo. Nbige doom can we het tuoba tle nesifihd of dinpnemgi sesen of og. .
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Is to haypp utb, amek dowern hsit fi nkdi yrelp owdul hnagnyti of or ordewn hsit i you usdpit. .
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Now thnig i eb itrgh r'steeh nca of ecrtain u,bt oen. .
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Fi tapr beertt i'st oru hatnk nglivi tehn to guhe of erdkra still lnilwofog swa em uyo i ittnsincs ubeseac hrad bakc orf fof a onwrsde. .
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Hntka h,tne yuo neve. .
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Athnk ofr ouy. . . Inionutngc. Iilvgn tiyngr nro tno. Gncunointi but rof. .
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Tngsih os myna daflie 'iev. Had ot go eosm oy'vue tub gvae ti naheccs me ieursnffg i tkn,hi nscedo ertahwve ughrhto,. .
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I dna ekli 'dnto nycrteiat timnmoectm. Gmthi eth il'l os htis hti:s ltsa ristf item eb adn sya.
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Nay tseaw 'nwot eorm nshacce i. .
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Tath cupnh ayw life stle' ywa uhhgrto ruo. .

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