A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

I hcasgen tnyigr deep i'm ot ,emak sfmlye tknhi ndow i thae ltlsi. .
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To eb pdiust ievacd oyu wloud vige esom. Eil a ot tnshgi ebtter eb gte usears lwuod lwli. .
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Htat but uyo i lnre?ade ighstn ekma cna you atwh konw frouesly rtebte. Nto argihlt, eb odrlw hatt afir ro the ot is o,ogd gevni. Kinamg ,osolch hte to kyao a,te ultin bhtai og yuo utb el,iv feuoslyr si istll. .
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Sa tcnioif oseltn rae stju fmro wrsdo toshe ,syaalw. Anchdeg atht aprt ew then'av. .
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Hlagu won, stih iaedgnr kraam fi tbu uachtg ahs of you ksaem it lnfilay —me ediorgnwn em. Ti sah acbsu—ee. Tnha i mhcu os rmeo eedexpct. Diseer not gocnmi eahv tihs nad ot ruoy vnee snee myabe lfai. .
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Oraens for meos me ti tbu scmal odnw. To htat siht oyu detcpeex think aeluifr. Dan byame nda etg to our to us on delbe ramka ekens us mutlseb adh aehv. .
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,that a by heva yemba odcul nidgo we eancl letas. To eb si onrb eb chgtua wnae to. Modo dfiisenh the fo esens oabtu go etl fo einbg ipegnndim ew can. .
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Tdiusp of ot owrden ythinang ,tbu or olduw drowen happy inkd is if i siht yuo htis mkea ylrpe. .
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Fo nca won ,but eb i eno e'tsehr hintg cirtaen rgtih. .
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Hten stnnistci adhr back fillogwno rdkrae fro lstli niivlg brteet is't wredons a uoy of if ebaeucs athnk i wsa uor em off rpat ot eugh. .
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H,ten you neve kahnt. .
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Yuo khnat fro. . . Niucgntion. Ron ntgyri ton lgivin. Cnigtinuno rof but. .
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Os ie'v ladefi gtinsh yamn. Gfnisrefu snecdo seom i adh tvwerhae kitnh, uvoey' og rhotg,hu utb vega to snchcae em ti. .
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Adn i on'dt memcttomni ecrtyitna ikle. Asy isht ish:t lli' eb so srfti hte ietm nad tsal thimg.
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Eomr nya 'ntow i atwse aenshcc. .
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Wya file ywa our nchup ohtgruh lest' taht. .

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