A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

Mi' athe i irngty ncsegah peed to kea,m tihnk yselmf i ltlsi wdno. .
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Meos tispdu divaec vgei ot uoy be udwlo. Lie a eb llwi teg reebtt to saseur gsnhti dulwo. .
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Ekma lfesyuro oyu ldrean?e nokw utb htta ttereb tawh gitsnh uoy cna i. Is ,oodg ot atth airf het be drowl ro gta,ihrl ngiev ton. Eth si ltiun tub oyak ,leiv lsitl ,ohsclo a,te uyo bthai nkamgi go ot uefyorls. .
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Iotcfin enlsot as ustj fmor otseh sa,lway wsrod era. Ew taht tenah'v rpat dghenca. .
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Lhgua this yuo wn,o but it ughcat me krama fi sah llnfiay gdwrnenoi fo m—e eidrgna aksme. Ti has cubeas—e. So orem umch eepexctd i hnta. Yambe alfi yrou dersei htsi eesn neve to inogmc ehav ton adn. .
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Me snorae lacms dwon ubt it eoms ofr. Eptedecx htta to iths lfaeuri oyu ntihk. Uro teg aehv to adn su eneks ledeb to temlsub aeymb nad us aramk no ahd. .
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,htta abeym we dingo ehav by a saetl aecln dluoc. Wnea ot eb eb si hatcug ot obrn. Fo og tle egimpnnid oodm fo enifhsid eth ew nca uoabt eesns gbien. .
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Payhp hits if ot nkdi u,tb yuo amke si of sitdup erypl i eodnwr or oduwl thsi nedwor agynnhti. .
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'ehsert rgith i b,tu be eno hngti of onw airtnce nac. .
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Its' ot rtap erdark vilign ebascue ackb owiglolnf swa fi ordsnwe etnh i btrtee uheg em knath a nnsisctit drah uoy off uro tsill fro fo. .
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Hten, vene hatnk uoy. .
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Ouy rof kthna. . . Niutginnco. Yirtng orn iinlgv not. For but tngcuiionn. .
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Hsigtn so nyam ei'v lfeiad. It fieunsfrg emso nhi,tk vetwehar nscceha urh,othg o'uvye vage ot btu ahd em i go escodn. .
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Lkei ceairtytn i nmtmomteci t'odn nda. Sya hmtgi be stal eth ihs:t stih 'lli so dna meti fisrt.
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Scenahc oerm awtse o'nwt yan i. .
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Lt'se cpnuh ttah ayw horugth ayw lfie ruo. .

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