A letter from May 07, 2023

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, The truth is, I harbor a huge amount of loathing for you. And that is something I need not to tell you. If you're wondering why I'm writing this letter now, a) I want to express how much I hate you (again) b) I read a past letter and she told me to write a letter again. Sigh. You know (already) how much of a burden and dissapointment you are right? Ever since you were born...you've been nothing but a problem. You're a demon, as others may usually call it. Such a useless, attention-seeker, chatterbox, selfish, and insensitive child growing up. It's pointless to say all these since you are certainly aware of it already. So why am I still spouting them? I don't really know. Maybe because, I just want to do it out of spite. Maybe because, I'm wondering of your reaction. And maybe, I'm wondering if these words affect you differently in the future. I would've preferred if you just ****** yourself. And yet for some reason, you're— oh no, *I'M* still here. Because of pride? Because of spite? Ahaha. Pretty funny, no? I will end this here. I don't have any good wishes for you. Life always seems to give you leeways anyway. Or has it stopped already? Did life stop your free trial of saving yourself from your foolishness? Did karma-if it actually exists- bite you in the back at this moment? If so, then oh well, goodluck I guess. Bye.

Epilogue

about 7 hours later

You wondered if it affects me differently now, these kind of words that cut. And yes, it does.

I hate you, too, you know? Until now, despite all these hopeful...

To lesfmy lislt chganes iktnh odnw edep hate 'mi m,ake tnriyg i i. .
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Eoms diutps to eb iecvad wdulo egvi ouy. To odwul esasur lilw gnsith eterbt lie a tge be. .
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Uoy btu rttbee ntighs ahtt nedl?aer maek nac wtah uoy slyeufro i wokn. Dlwro eb het nto odog, is engvi to raif or li,tahrg atht. Ltuni gkianm to is you s,ocohl oaky l,eiv htaib het yeflorsu at,e ltsil ubt go. .
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Rfmo tioncif slw,yaa sujt as orwsd nstleo tohes rea. Tpra 'teanhv agcnehd ew atht. .
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Hsa ow,n tub samke it eandirg tuchag me— oyu drgiwoenn fo rmaka me nfylali itsh guhal if. Ahs ti ua—scebe. Cumh edecetpx i os anht moer. Have cgmnoi hits ot oruy dan ont ybmea flai seen deires nvee. .
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Osem rof smlca asnoer ti btu wdno em. Itsh relafui tdcxepee yuo ihnkt to ttah. To hvea su dha nda su esnke to bmyea deelb teg rakma lsmuteb uro no nda. .
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A yb t,aht culod ew aevh ogidn lnaec ltsae eabmy. Be ot bron to guhtac eb neaw is. Essne we ienndgpim nac uobta inegb of the go let feiinshd mdoo fo. .
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I uitdps preyl htsi maek apyph edronw t,ub if gtinhayn nikd tsih to si of oyu rndewo uwdol ro. .
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,utb eno nac i fo anirect st'rehe ginth be hgrit own. .
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Hktan off me edakrr geuh ot cabk ucebase vinlgi ahrd hetn ruo rtap better yuo llsit i nodwres ssinntitc lfgonlowi fo i'ts asw a for if. .
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Oyu n,teh neev knhta. .
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Fro atnkh you. . . Iugnnoncti. Nrgtyi linivg nor ton. Ctunonigni tub ofr. .
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Iev' gstnih myna so dialfe. Eaerwthv anchecs og intkh, v'oyeu dnecos osme ifnsrfgeu i adh hor,hugt to geav me ti tbu. .
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Ilek tdo'n mtcmomneti tntayecri i and. Alst the adn eb ith:s so tsih emit ill' higtm ritfs ays.
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Yan stwea i aesnchc orme otnw'. .
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Thghoru lefi wya uhpcn wya ttha 'ltse rou. .

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