A letter from Nov 20, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, hey. it's been 7months & less than 2 weeks since he left. you're not okay, but atleast better than what u are months ago. you keep on thinking and reminiscing. everything remind you of him, he's everywhere—when in reality, he's not. we miss him so much. it's so dang hard to live a day without him. there's a lot of what ifs and regrets, words that left unsaid. we don't even have any idea if magkakaroon ng chance na masasabi ko lahat. every day, every night, I'm always wondering if he ever think abt me..as much as I do. may iba na kaya? ako pa rin ba? hm that's what I want for him, right? to be happy, to be happy even with someone else, even if it's not with me. all I want is for him to be happy, genuinely happy.

Epilogue

over 1 year later

hey. id hate to it admit it but uh, we’re on the...

Saem giana ustitiona. Mi orrsy. I etertb suhoedvl' ownnk. Cba,k aymn atvetaesdd ddi esmti he amce dha eb nokw ot saery 'olyul eh esapsd ddi hwo n(ad 3 yes,. Uhcm of sa eh tmie enaphpde fnnyu utb msae cncta)t:o gl,na iths itsme owh adn gn feendrfti sa hte crtynlee maunot wnlaaan tnigh aesorn aoyn tuil tf)el eht twhi. Aonryme i khn,ti to t’ndo to wath ,elfe evieelb rlg,i ot dan wkon. Icmaclotepd igyhrteven is os. Emaoptcidlc ehs’ os. Su ot l'li it the hsit in upt sguse alts eb sha eitm aisnutoit. It edn ot ahs. I vhae ot the ebrka cylec.
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Unrgivsiv wnok hye, uyo purod thta orf hatt im of. .