A letter from Sep 29, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey Cam/Beth. It's your 13 year old self! Do you still go by Cam? Sorry if you don't! Your 14 now I gotta know. How far are you in our book? Did Locked(our book) work out? HAVE YOU ACTUALLY PUBLISHED A BOOK?! Sorry, but we need this to work out. If you quit our future plan to become an author then this is your reminder to WAKE THE F UP! Are you still playing Genshin? Is your online persona still Coffee? Are you still addicted to horror? Are you still anondumbname on tiktok? Are you still alive? I'm sorry to ask but... are you still self conscious? Are you still friends with Gracie, Miles, AJ, Lyla, and Avan even though you moved over the summer? Do you have that fluffy white dog yet? Is he/she your shoulder to cry on(since our parents don't care)? I love you, but I don't think I'll ever get this... If no I'm sorry I ****** us. Nobody cares(no matter how many times Kaiden or Landon or Desiree asks me to marry them-) or at least not enough people. Those boys(and Desiree) who tease us are dirty liars. Besides... we are a mess. We are suicidal sociopaths. We literally dream of ********* our parents and burning the house down with ourselves in it. We are not ok. I need to put a stop to this. After christmas. Goodbye...

Epilogue

over 1 year later

Hey. Oh my God... I'm 15. Let me answer a bit.

No, we don't go by...

Cma. Ettmme name our is. .
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Nad lkcoed sotl adei ew in utqi.
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Txpcee nthgaiyn a'htenv ,no we aifnfctnoi udbelsihp. .
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Waht is nalp i uor nkow o'tnd. Ot dwoul i oevl om,ve huhogt.
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Illts we fefcius plyngia an eoprnsa, eewr' ,sey evah n'tod ,nsinegh ieolnn alcceihnlty lliw heliw adn soenrcseymi. .
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It roorrh love giza!anm si i'll alyasw. .
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,on ededelt by su ad'munbannmeo' our wsa itokkt. Is ow)(!w ruo ahs fsoolelrw 0020, enrutrc contcua soh,strrittedheie iwhhc.
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Ouoylisbv we rae a,vlie.
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Who sya i this do. . . ,rmuems kaa,ley uor yoln thta ylon nad ,us fenrdi eadodbnan oru esnridf a eelsdpl iwldyer lkie rnseoi onw is tasl nemda.
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No god (: olblsawn edman.
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Ownd ej,ze taubo uro lkta ibngnur ehosu. . . Peleop gcathu ti rife and ohsue idd oru we hiknt. I wnko. . . Nratseg. .
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Ddi yaltclua we ptmatte. But sluoyivbo. . . Krwo ti td'ndi. Oals td'no saw eavh lpisl sracs we it usabece. Ho!ooow.