A letter from Aug 27, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hi, how are you? Are you tired, happy, nervous, or excited? I guess I would be feeling all of these things starting a new Tri. I guess one thing to look forward too is seeing who's going to be in your new classes. Hopefully I will have some classes with people I want too. Right!!!??? I honestly don't even know who I want to be in my classes anymore. I feel like I am doing too much stalking, I am?? During this first week of school that had just passed by I have been just keeping my head down and trying to get to my classes. I am surprised by the new things that I have found coming back to school, like Margot not wearing a mask, and the boy with colorful hair not being dead (for the last 2 weeks of last year he didn't show up for PE). Going back to Margot I wonder if we have talked to her or played a game with her by now. Will I wish you well for this coming Tri. Wait, I wonder if going to Africa if we were going to make it, if we were actually going. If we are, then I won't be in the Tri for long. Only time will tell. I secretly hope that we don't make it, but if we do, it's what it is, and I think it would be a good vacation break. As I was saying I wish you well for this coming Tri. If you don't like your new classes or classmates, just shrug it off. Keep your head down, study hard, especially in French class, and you'll do great! Take care and make me proud!!!!!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hi,

I am okay, right now. I am tired right now, nothing physical because I haven't been doing anything too physical all day long, but I guess mental and emotionally,...

It itnkh i ylefms idd ot thouhg i.
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I eyadr dear ma 2 erltte cabk aieml i akc!b! to nad ma wnko hte elpyr ag,o ,it ot i hsit eehr of nda i nwo just it btu erevn dan iperled lalrye otg bboparly areys.
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Olt 0th1 in darg,e hsa wno ahtt am egnhcda a i. A i ma elorgn esktral e,aplxme ielk won no for. Vaeh tsol fro fo lal enht cabk i otgr,ma etl go adh ndaki stlu dan teh her fo. Yb sscla uowld losa em to in ,emlai yuo ceeveir utb i hya,e nehw ouy tsis wkon thrgi be deckohs hsit ts,ih extn hes. Eiradnctte leopuc mites oot fo a ew ahve. Ilke ehwn ew avhe we if ,eagsm ro lelw katl yuo iotnmen play dha. To meag prtearn adn ayd we htiw on gslehin ypal hda s,slca ot tge a eht ew isftr aylp l,hcsoo dan iekl eaeibrkrc,se rsartpne ouy fo a erew darc in. I dasi and dtlo lypa diselm ta saw asnkht het ogdo hre and she esh rcad. Lstu hr,e i ietntrca lefe ew venrehwe eilk ghuoht i lal tpcloelyme olst od i rof siltl dha ,teitcmexne ont oruy ist' het. Btu eb her ifnrde to lltis tnwa i. Flee lkoo dba sa i i to i hre hre as dotn' ondt' trfea ddi i sa umch ofr adn usde sa. .
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Umm. . . Gngio evah, si yuo of crfaai gizmana tish oen eprenecxesi hte evre oiggn to mtso lstea 'oluyl at to be iptno ot ta twinigr me lliw of hsit. Maginaz wsa to afacir giong us for. Yuo in remo kwon oyur uyo tnah ynma yuo vloe to hwos ttha ,fraaic oeeppl aveh os ttha now ongig iwll uoy famlyi. Gveis eus yad ot the lotsma aifrca digrun rou lislt icsen nebe caeh going vleo ot i afylim 2 gohhtu syear us its' tpri the.
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Hsti wenh dan aylbpbor onw gader me, yrou rgiht i girwtni yrou wnko good haev ot 8th gsread in. Hot otn os i rtghi 01th dgear odnig ma ni tbu wno. Sinmu jstu egetyomr adn whit a rti ym b in i c a in dnede fchern sftri. Puhs aherdr yuo kaem ot krwo odpur to lmsyfe lli'.
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Embmeerr 'catn mrof slta h8t umhc de,rga up oeosnl eno i tgn,ih tub. Eb hys or edmlid tmei cta olhsoc or ont to aeclp is eth ot noeomse fteinfder. Lsitnaogi edacsr tno dna ouy ts'i is i ecpottr oyru nt'od rsoeuylf nyol adn can od, wnko lyrseofu ouy oogd tub the wokn rfo awy to hwta. You tno nad good ilsyayhpcl mtnyelal tis' rof. Kame ssflhei e,m thru 'snit tw'no neibg amke nerdsif gi,rp engbi rmof tebs of turst flroysue oivsern ouy ttha be urefsylo ro,ueylsf ifsdr,ne and ainmkg the sleaeer ,tmeh nser,fid. Dna eirtd rcy nda euor'y okwn i wnat ot erscad. Ssik on be uyo my in wsih i ehygviretn uyo nhda i hold lilw ulcod hte adn ahoeedfr yuo hagrlit ltel. .
Pkee yuo eadh i erynmao llet dont' uyo ruyo thwa ,velo ot odnw ot eavh.
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Hpyap bt,es nad eht l'li to od htta od uoy i ll'i steb ym amek urodp nca.