A letter from Aug 26, 2022

Dear FutureMe, Oh hi. I have ten minutes to write this letter and im honestly not sure what i want to say. Lifes been pretty bad actually. I just feel like ive been going through the motions of everyday life without actually living which is hard. i still have a lot of faith in myself and there are some things that im looking forward to but i don't know. Its hard to live life when i have no idea what next year is going to bring. I have no idea where ill be or what ill be doing. I hope you're happy though, whatever you're doing, i hope it makes you happy. you deserve that after all the **** you've been through. don't let anyone make you feel like you don't deserve all the joy, happiness and love that they world has to offer. exams are coming up which im absolutely dreading but hey, only have to experience this exam time once and than im done, for good if thats what you decide that you want. I hope that you want to go to uni. Break the cycle. You are smart enough and capable enough to do this, whatever it is that your heart desires. Stop being so hard on yourself. Stop letting yourself down. Stop giving a **** what anyone else thinks and please for the love of god, START LIVING FOR YOU