A letter from Aug 03, 2022

heya dumbass! it's the end of yet another year and you are probably really tired right now... how does it feel to be back in school and running the Urbanwire? I hope you are not too burnt out and still eating and sleeping well. how's the exercise schedule going? hopefully it exists lmao. do you have the nuphy air75 yet? I know you've been eyeing that keeb for a long *** time>< I hope you are happy, content and grateful for all the things/people you've been blessed with in this crazy year. I know this year was not easy.. I'm only 2/3 of the way through and so much has already happened. hope you are still serving the Lord faithfully and being energised along the way. how was the seventeen concert? was it worth it? that was a **** ton of money wasn't it... I hope that concert helped you to refresh before another gruelling semester of school. how's the internship hunting going? I wonder if AKA Asia would take me in for the final internship. I sincerely hope they do! if not, did you just stay in school? are you content with the internship selection process? whatever it is? I think it would be a cool idea to reply to this email at the end just for myself then write a new one for April 2023 me lol if im dead by this point, hello mama! I know you have access to my email so you'd be the one receiving this :P dun be sad! im not in pain anymore so, im doing very very good if im alive then uhhh this is awkward haha. just keep working hard, keep putting your all into everything you are interested in. try to give it your all in stuff you don't love as well (aka Chinese and cooking lol). you are loved. you are blessed. you have many supportive family members and friends that will journey through life with you. focus on the small wins and big wins. let yourself rest, let yourself fail. take good care of your health and don't feel guilty for sleeping in. you are not normal, let your body recover. listen to your body and don't overdo things. eat your medication! and idk hopefully you are done with tcm by then. only 2 months till you are rid of proid, capstone, the media entrepreneurship thingy. 60 days is very short! you got this! keep doing you. keep loving life. keep loving God. all the love in the world, you from 3rd august 2022