A letter from Jul 30, 2022

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, How have you been lately? Are you feeling happy? Sad? Anxious? Angry? Empty? (i hope not because i don't want you to feel numb again). Are you finally reviewing for board exam? If yes, I'm wishing you all the best with God's grace, by God's grace! You're now on your last step, don't be discouraged, don't doubt yourself. You've come this far and I know how frightening it is, kasi s'yempre ayan na yung moment of truth kung magiging RN ka ba. Just study hard, and smart. Believe that you can and you will, okay? I'm always proud of you and of what you're becoming 💗 And tell me, may sumira na ba sa plano natin na walang balak magboyfriend? Ang lakas naman n'ya kung gano'n at napapayag ka HAHAHAHAHAHA. If meron nga, I hope you're not scared to experience it. I hope there's no backing out. Fighter ka di ba? Have you also been into places alone? I know how much you're craving for that day to come. I know you want to experience the world by yourself, see God's creation with your own eyes, involve yourself to other culture because you always think it's wonderful. And if di mo pa mae-experience, I know you will. Oh and btw, alam mo na ba kung saan ka muna magtatrabaho? Then anong country after mo makakuha ng experience? Don't forget na tignan yung tax ng country ha. Ayun lang, tell me more about your life! <3 God Bless you more and more, ingat Nurse!

Epilogue

about 2 years later

I thought I never received a letter from you, nakalimutan ko lang palang tignan ang inbox dito.

Hi, a lot happened. Yes, we’re already a Registered Nurse. We made it...

Kmigna rou ti dtdin’ osal dcinnulig ubt f,lie wnryob ruo i arf so masne snolgi aymn tihs !raf pleoep in hist ogd wokn. Raeht a sbrkae otl hsa 2250 of. Tfsir swa htne o,ywbnr si laol ntex ,ttaya ti t’si. Nda for taisepnt ckd uothfg of tol a iefl how wthi tilgatnb irthe. Mese fo ot tuo shte’er minoeot whihc uodl’nct stfir a i to ueifrg olt rcpsoes akeshearrtb nda. Lealry lfedi cna iincdmee ayczr em direv. Neeidd ’sit be to sfsutsrel ieedngds. Hhigis,tnd hatt but odcul in rwko we phypa we niersfd ryel no dnouf ’im hte elapc on. .
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Ersoufl we laos got y,es and a biryonfed. Hreovwe, es’h l”amakas“ sujt he ot eb otn dageanm euseacb oen. Tndd’i enaagmd neve he ehll. We bcka go eh eechadt dna itdn’d. Sh’tat i’m fo tosm odpru and twah. We trigh ofrm atwh tath mirf bewenet ooesch tahw we ehva gwrno whne is ot esndioci whta is sywlaa kown. Saw adrh it. Arsm nad shi silmhfe tbu ni ew ttah to we she’ bkac ndatew mih e,tebtr og t’iddn poevr akme. Hmi we fi amn ujts a to pu ncanot esh’ ofcre yob. ’sti ellyar frlhtuu. All wno i’m ujts voer its’ aldg. .
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Dame ey,s layaerd dna ot ti! nga ev’we ap mia-sag ebne fnetierfd ew to tm tilsl sith reya hidni ubt ti lang aeplc!s dema ew. Rtpi wiht rtifs o(ru ptkniai vere orf errvi n)tmuio!na emhrot oru nhkigi antridaa isde to. Top eylarl onwk no lgimrweve,nho eht to ti wevi ogd tind’ see rwoks i orld teh is btu ’tis fo tadcere who het fndeurowl. A in nwte aaebltgce dailsn ew to ouqn,ez husc ateubfliu cehab tneh. Dda hnet r(ou nda ew rsatire nda slhil itme a!n,)iy wtne wiht swa aanyn a ftirs omm hoblo irdngi dan eanpl ew hcoatlcoe ot adn. Aonal onlaa,pg to aboalync ebne gfoalitn h,crhuc givirn dliasn, amn ldnsia, dna ,teorsf aaalbgsic abh,ce rtrustanea e’wev edma. Keih eavh tm ot ew in honarte olsa wnet. Ynyeu wthi knunaislag sroe adn. A tsih rtshee’ of irsfts yera tol. We rfa deam ihst yes ti. .
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Ewre’ umosdctne fiel olas xmea dan eht raenrga ot rof ipngnlna cxeln. Nkhti i yarldae time s’ti utbao. .
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Ohep youre’ wihgnis lukc llits me. .

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