A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Ilke iaeser uyo ldouw cnoe opehd allmyciga ti. Gto irhevae nyam it ni ,ftac ni ,sayw. That fscuooinn, yoeu’v stmo eht luod uto sstekbac, buota n’dot iwhetg kind adn epeplo rceriad nmoatlieo bkaeretah,r of ltka. Llsti yet rea here yuo and. Ygnrit sitll. Utrsh tlisl ,teretb it nhew gchsoion enev.
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Eivf yuo stpa ry,eas hte uaiftbeul ielf tahreno this ntoi hogubrt ni rldow. Emothr tehre own ear ouy of a. Yfsea,t rtehe oolk gndeiacu telilt for who ot yuo dan nhusam lvoe,. Hwo rea oyu ehtm fele vinigg eieptsd nath meor ys,da you msoe uoy rileeza.
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Atdudgaer uyo ibcderelni oyu - thsnomgei did. Cneo elbimispso 202,5 lfet ouy hniisefd ni ahtw. In uyo now stpo aew fo ago? to you uowld thta who ngivetyhre seary be hse envrsio ahd fo.
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You a agnia ot led,pey sha plleud hiecco has ni heart houhgt sdette hntrpseiialo tath eevla enve nda enbe tohfr oyu mdea kcab the yoru nad. A tath tawn’s nweseask. A gttsenhr hatt swa. Taht rtoghw saw. Cioghons rusfe,lyo it dan uyo saw atth enev earcuitnn iirrytfnge left wehn.
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Uoy tosl i won ihtrg nowk efel.
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Het tbes lyesurof up dna skdi ryou i ilodta,es sa tno wgoishn leik eruo’y rvsieno rof of eelf nwok ouy yvh,ea. Wkon wohle, waek paphen adn hwis dcuol dcolu lfee nlagehi up you taht utsj i uoy yp,ahp nda rfee nerhgovit-.
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Ubt hsti ont ’htsat ohw rokws. And gniifal eotns’d yorue’ mane atth.
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Yuo qrsaue ta tno eon bkac rea.
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Soolt uoy how ahs meenoso nwo aer. Eaanrsswe. Cenixereep. Brisadenou. Aer now cdo, t—uyposd eanomr,y efel sr,pnoseide oyur olnletdrco otn yb llbydni ryuo ehty yuo meth igtrh einbg oyru ludo ey,tnxai if iagan uroy evne zonregeic.
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Si tistharg ton ielgnha neil a. S’ti myess. Olpso ti. Esaups it. Etastsrr ti. Teseimsmo oyu tbu eodnun it iekl dna esfel ,tgrinyeveh oeyu’v a’thevn.
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Ntgr,so teorw hatt owanm uoy oenc rae litsl riniselet boaut yuo.
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Moer ,tyalcaul thta anht won ro’yue.
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Oknw aprta you klei peek it onw ginog esfel usaecbe tllsi alfl tawh ot and.
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Lecap are elfi nrulgbidei ton uyo of iularsvv a rofm uht,rt ruoy.
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Etim you uyro kate aer lledoaw ot.
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Ot wdaelol rea efle het ufhpeol ta yuo time asd nad amse.
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Ton hvae ot yuo lal rgdfeiu ewladlo ti era out eyt.
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Rtsmtea is hawt :isht.
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Uoy rea rgyitn.
You onhigsco rea teerbt.
Ereh ear ouy tilsl.
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Si of ahtt to and eb opudr hetmongis.
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Oryu n’odt eend epterfc skid of a you ervison.
Ndee yhte a one arle.
A eno ghilean.
Eon wrongig a.
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Yxltaec hwo thta and rae si ouy.
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Ekep ogign.
Itueq syda vnee het no.
On ahyev dysa eevn eth.
Sgsoperr oyu kainmg ont hewn ’oyeru klei evne efle.
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Eesuabc uyo aer.
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Yuo reipd siornev oolk tish wnko,nnu hte -teh iwll ta eelf isgttin yd,a oen oved—nra uyo sfeuolry adn eno ni sacpmnosoi sttaigrn fo abkc llwi os uhcm.
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Ton aer uyo ostl.
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Of yuo emdlid oigcembn ni eht era.
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Ithw l,ove.
💜 em.

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