A letter from Oct 2nd, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, I am so proud of you at how far you have come in the last 10 years. From where you were at the age of 20. Having a baby, in an unhealthy relationship that was abusive, to unable to finish school because your priorities weren’t straight like you thought. To a lot of partying and living. You made a lot of great memories but hid a lot of pain. Right before turning 30 you wanted a healthier version of you. You took your mental health serious and put in work for yourself. Continuous therapy, dealing with your depression/anxiety, letting go of friendships & relationships that are not serving you. Creating an atmosphere that is healthy for you and your babies. Being more present for your babies. For your 30’s you have set the Intentions of peace, love, and happiness. To be a better version of yourself. You have left a relationship, which has been painful, but to make the Intensions you set for yourself to be true. You have realized life is too short to be Unhappy. & all through your 20’s you were Unhappy. The best version and happiest version of yourself will reflect in your boys. They too will be the best versions of themselves. I hope you have kept your goals in vision and keep knocking each one off of your list. Because you are capable of anything you set your mind too. You are strong, resilient, admirable, a leader, a loving mother, and a wonderful friend. Hold on to the people who fill up your cup when needed and don’t forget to keep filling theirs up as well. 💜 Love always, Me. You have grown so much from 20 until 30. Keep growing & glowing!

Epilogue

over 3 years later

Dear Me,

I need you to pause for a moment and really take in how far you’ve come because I know you don’t give yourself enough credit.

Life didn’t get...

Eieras uoy dpeoh nceo it ulwdo elki milaaylcg. Ti in ,fcta ogt yman a,yws rehiaev in. ,ekbetaarhr eth ktla omnlaetio nad cab,skest of idaecrr ton’d wiehgt otsm n,uoicnsof ttah yuvo’e doul lepeop atoub kndi uot. Llits adn eyt aer eher ouy. Litls ngiytr. Llsit rhtus vnee ewhn ti reb,tet igshocon.
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Aspt uyo vfei flie wdrlo iuebltfau onti in htrgoub tnahroe syrea, tshi teh. Now homret ethre you rae a of. Rhtee rof dan masnuh tleitl yuo to tyaf,se owh ,ovle kloo ncaeguid. Epdiste rea fele oyu gniigv yuo releaiz htme how oems as,dy emro tanh uoy.
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Drcbilenei idd trugadade ouy - igeontshm oyu. Ensfdhii sslpbiemoi ni htwa 22,50 econ fetl ouy. Psto o?ag eisvnro woh syrea ouy awe ot ehs that own uldow yuo ntegyrhiev ni dha of eb of.
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Nebe gaani eedstt trfho uoy nsitielphora teh htat a guhoth ni dan sha adn heatr dpey,el ecohci bkac oyru meda to neev eavel pldeul oyu hsa. Seskaenw htta a tw’nas. Was a hgnsrett htat. Swa htta whrgot. It ryuflose, that acnituenr oyu aws tfle gscihoon hwen vene yirntefrig nad.
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Nwo tslo elfe tgihr you i onkw.
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Sikd rfo you ngoswih up ikle and uoyr eth as tdisae,lo oerylfus ,vhyae i sinrevo of otn etsb konw e’uyro lfee. Duolc elef dna nda reef nehppa i nwok tjsu hnrgi-tveo siwh lduoc woehl, lnhaeig that pu ouy ouy kaew ya,pph.
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Srkwo btu iths who t’tsha ont. Dan name ryo’ue aifngil ’edtons taht.
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Era bkac one at ton esaqru oyu.
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Sootl ash wno oyu who aer seonemo. Nessewraa. Nerpeeciex. Bdnoraieus. Yrou onzeciger yhet by oldletcron t,aiyenx uyo eefl onw oc,d uroy enev are ont iagan ,rdinposees ldiylbn rihgt fi uyor rmoeyna, meth yuor d—ysoutp ludo geinb.
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Niel si a sattigrh ihnlega tno. I’ts syems. Solop it. Aeusps ti. It earsstrt. Veoy’u sefel dna dennuo yuo rehinvytg,e hvan’te lkie seoeimstm ti ubt.
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Ceon era isllt ouy rtweo eltiresni sr,ntgo hatt obuta uoy nwmao.
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Meor won that u,actlayl atnh ure’yo.
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Ilslt uoy lesef ekli hawt nokw peek ratpa ginog ceaeubs own nad it to afll.
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Of asvluvir rae pleca hurt,t lniubregid form leif royu yuo not a.
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Uyro to uoy rea emti etak dalewlo.
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Same flee sda eldwola eht adn ot uoy ofpehul meti ear at.
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It era fruidge aveh nto lal to ouy uot wlaoedl tey.
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Is wtha stih: rtsamet.
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Uoy rae igytrn.
Erettb rae uoy nosihgoc.
Era stlli rehe ouy.
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Fo be ahtt rudpo to nda is hisomgten.
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Ndee ksdi efrcept ouy ’odtn vnsorei a ouyr of.
Dene yhet a lera one.
Agelnhi a one.
Rggnwoi one a.
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You who rae aytecxl nda ttah is.
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Peek ggion.
Syda veen eht qutei no.
On dyas yhvea eth vene.
Feel ryue’o you enve maknig rgoerssp nto hewn leki.
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Rae yuo asebeuc.
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Eefl spcnaiosmo rlfyesuo eon in srttniag hte- abck hcmu teh iwll rnad—ove d,ya so nad at you tnsigti liwl epdri unonwnk, oklo eno fo soeinvr htis ouy.
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Era uyo tsol ont.
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Uyo lddemi fo rea ni ocemgnib eht.
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,vleo tiwh.
Me 💜.

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