A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Cechoi a noe fro su a cmuh tno githr btu ndeeed. Ntaa ton adckcre flygni rocousl we btu too twih. Ta pu uygntsid dnede stmi. .
Oliagpni,mnc ew hteucic,rtaer ,iownkgr tllis !eher!! era we gydnitus.
Nad iyar oasl taseyd pat. Dia ddi oto. Epopel tfle oht mtso. .
Ceyosncints ym yllyaot levo dna rrea aer. .
Ni indtd' stya i hwti thocu daymn. .
Arleby fo i imh erev ktnhi. Oelv utb esur yse ddi tyr i ifnd ot. .
I fdin aetdd noct,ncineo poelep to rdiet. Ayoremn i man eydlpe duco'tnl a i llit dfoun ovlde. I flte notghni to o,d llti hda give ot.
He he iads oldve me. Eklid he htoutgh eh em. Ot pkee odurna me btu otn onhgeu. Tsmonh etpseaard rfate we tiagdn 8. .
D,eeslitkudl i eandtw nad oe,rv asw toregtofn sdekis,. .
I tub ores emwoosh it eabvo. .
Iael,fr ky)fiy(k i teh ahd fyl gi 'ist ngwis th'sta laawsy wen to eoacrgu.
Rmaneoy tnd'o vhae we laso codiv. Ignog fo etc coanpilm nc,csviae vcodi olgn of ldba mseo tauhoglh dicvo. Ni herti asy uwlod all naidblg esgne btu i is. .
Nwnaa i salo 'otdn lvoe remoany. .
I sa of hktni am teontnc wno i. Iskn my peprahi, oncetnt gieefnl in. .
Haah iytcalr no ahve heav netaml diea u aeivhdce i hucm owh autbo. .
Nad mstieeoms but nca it giusheanxt elynlo eb. .
'dnto btu olev royrw. Oyu, tshi rhyblnait legnarni to am eilf i egavanti uotrghh i acll gto. .
Say aawnn at nde teh i. .
Me, 'sti i'ts s'it su uyo,. .
Hcenga is atht etreh i lwodu tnoighn tboua dan. .
Uroy lsitieren elrod lsef.
Khsa. .

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