A letter from Jul 15th, 2021

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, 15 July 2021 Hi! this is 16 year old Akshara. how have you been? How is life now? did you crack NATA? Are you still pursuing career in Architecture? Do you like someone right now? do they like you back? i am assuming the answer is no ;/ . are you in first year of university if i am not wrong. did you make new friends? how is your relationship with Aditi and Satakshi?Did you meet up with any of our online friends? Are you still in contact with pat,riya,mandy etc.? i hope you don't procrastinate anymore....i don't want you to waste your time. It slips away from hands like sand..... and then all that i can feel is regret. if you have some work left go and complete it asap. did you pursue career in psychology? i have considered that as an option. i just want us to be happy so choose what you want to do. Also did you get yourself checked out for ADHD and maladaptive day dreaming? Do you still think you have that? is covid still a thing? i am pretty sure it is. So you must be experiencing 9-10 th wave right? are collages still online? i have a lot of questions so take your time while answering them. Life is quite ****** rn. i hate everything. i hope things get better.... i feel like i made the wrong choice by taking pcm...ughh. covid has 4 variants, fungus has 3 variants and third wave is coming in couple months....do you still like mbti? Have you started enjoying life or is it still crappy? i guess that's enough for today. [HBD!] love you <3 ;) (even though mind says i shouldn't) your past insecure self Akshara the INFP

Epilogue

about 2 years later

My dear love.
I can't go back in time and talk to you. But here I am. Alive awake, and less tolerant to bs than ever before.
Pcm was...

Not a rghit a edened us muhc noe orf cceioh tbu. Htwi kdcearc souocrl we too otn but igylnf atan. Tgusidny tsmi ta pu ddnee. .
H!!!eer cretiecrtahu, aer we iugstdyn niowgr,k ginpcoilnma, we llsit.
Yira esatyd lsao apt nad. Idd oot iad. People tosm eltf oht. .
Ym scsietyconn ovle rea adn rrae oyaltly. .
I tsya in ohtuc nyadm 'itndd thiw. .
Of breyla ikthn mhi vree i. Ersu yrt ddi find eys ot tbu evlo i. .
Cenicotn,on irdte i dtead fdni loppee to. Neoramy uodfn a i i ltli u'notcdl dovle man leyepd. Give etfl dah o,d ot till ot i ontnghi.
Eh em dovel idas he. Idkle he uhhtogt me he. Uodarn tno nhguoe btu ekep me to. Eatedpars tnhsom atref tagnid 8 ew. .
Sk,isde ro,ev asw dan i fngtroeto danewt dute,lsdekli. .
Mowhsoe erso i ti tub aboev. .
Eht (kfikyy) ahd sit' ngisw ,ifreal i ugcaroe ylf ot 'tshta waalsy wen gi.
Oasl 'dotn hvae we eronaym doivc. Mseo i,ccvesan vcoid of cpmaloni htughoal lngo of ladb ciodv ect inogg. I tbu is rhtei in esgne ays ibnagld lowdu lla. .
Awann vleo asol i anmeoyr ot'nd. .
Nhkit onw as ma enonctt i i of. In isnk eenifgl ym phiear,p cnnotte. .
Obuta u haha nmteal cmuh arcltyi ohw avhe veiahcde eahv i no edia. .
Be nda aneuxghsti it can tub ylolen smstoeemi. .
Dnt'o olve btu yworr. Call got elfi i oruhhgt avaetngi ma ,you neglianr blhinyart to i sith. .
Say den wanan i ta het. .
Ti's em, tsi' s'ti us yuo,. .
Nda si toihgnn tehre atth i gahcen oludw baotu. .
Elfs liiertens doler yrou.
Sahk. .

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