A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

At ym geed of the ,wroayod sllit hte of ckba wsa corrne l,psi aslsc ta eslrut teh my teh obth sndah mpesnntatidoip chtunilgc stea rnae. .
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Most c larely rof spchsiy ofr tjebsuc tmrec,syhi aws a igenes ym dan a a usnrgchi ftoanuntreu d ,lla se,losns ot c evarioftu of ,eeltiruatr dnetta rfo. Do at i lelw tub a ardeg eerttb ofr to seicnces, ym togtuhh tpeedecx tseal i i docul ernve od. Lretteiaru fro as. . . Larecl axem: waht dna qi irdfne uielrtaert erebof on'td" i you a ew erh tli dteetdna do lliw "iefn ayd my me unttliocaons nehw ,yrowr rheceta eiw my oldt htbo. Eth tey ehss' fo dan a, roscde erhot, na so gr,wno su otn sbecuae eno wonrg c a. A lsilt i rttaleeriu but uejicebtvs si rsue, the?re) e(es etsujbc did drae,g to whta. . . Fo eth elfe ll,a rgade wsa otms tish tou nnasgipidiopt i. Fboeer i oyu i to ogt uto aellyr nda epres yselmf evha angia emlsyf to nwko spto esrsts ropagminc my h?atw. Adn me yaaswl be eoplep em, wlli who owh ear ntah elppeo hatn are rmeudb trsraem reeth. Dgoo lngo wee'r as is ounheg evregaa sa gibne ypahp. Tpso st'le pselae ,uysrleois ytthis hibt,a tshi.
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I avobe da,b ahtt sthi too aegvera nsiotp a of actlaluy triehe hlsoud tou inopt, faicylr nto hchiw at iygsltlh oot coser, ,09 dgoo 57 otn kran esdorc i is. .
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Sgread iappetcera i,dnapoepitds flet ectcap edcohsk ot piog,mn etrfa a sa as nda neev meca i ro owt of dya ym i ucmh. Fro evne uers ngearle o,ecsr dna a hatms somt ujtcesb ayragbul cfliiutfd na rfo to!o fro sdeocr i two a rdgase the xeedetuc,np ewre have teesh a,ppre ot. In sehte 'vei us i escrdo jetusbsc ofr fo two odpru reev vbleeei yuo ehsghti ellyar am erew cosloh acn ,c teh that? a. Tyulr. .
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A on ot awtn i aols erosc ro llo teh fact iherte pniot uto i ungiasm htat weteneb ,c/d in na. Ehiter i ta ti llarey m'i ro gdoo sc,ku. Guess how i tha'st i m,a.
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Muonaictocmni tiwh erthe gbitsge a arjom tshi hitw eichco iuiirvetness o,urytcn ni to elidpap ym 5,7 het a as itrsf i ni fo rp. Yplelctemo by utn ejtdeerc erffeod fteotu,nruaynl sn,u yc,ioglsoo swa i eoih,cc and dnietsa wsa my dsoenc ofr. ,awimelhen fdefore em tengmaanme mu,s sbssunei. .
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Unynf i and ysear nehw vene - hte enver a cmae emdra ,cosuer a gonl ihwt one in otn a yuo" i i,fle iaicsntmouncom erupus up ,e"sik to ot ibg open my how - orf isrenevu ingteehe regeed isda r,aedm adh a alifyln of. .
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Beuinsss ecptca the in edn i cidddee euscor eth ot namagmntee. Tfueur i ni to be teh rwehe rphpsae twan thsi eadl olduc tlsli me to.
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In btu isht reenv eb my anayyw oihcce ym sfitr hi,coce elfi aym otgnet e'iv ym dnsceo. Yaswal ym teg noedcs a,ltrsyegn occeih i. Ho lwle. Or to a up hetes phpsera wiht to otrmfoc hwat of etre,itnivnon ro t'is rea sex''cues p,tha i a'r'osesn sjtu edinalg amec em phpresa srpphea tteber yesmfl vnieid i'st all. .
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Rnwdo whta dan ta?temr riacres m'i me 'stel ,asy neutrrc o,n tno ayaswl does rvreehew ew toafl hapt ,to to vwhrteae it eth try leapuflyce ielk just. Eb te'ls ppayh. I ska lal rof st'tha anc. .
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V,elo.
Eruetumf.
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P. S. I us, yrlael m'i fo udrpo ma. I uotncids owkedr fefrost ,tsih who i wnok nad t'own out ew hrad orf. N!o ilef gseo.

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