A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Dahns teh inhtugccl het bakc of teas alcss reconr het nntedaoptsipim of aenr hte at ym ta sl,ip eged was ,dooyarw tlersu tills ym thbo. .
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A all, eandtt and aws d ihcunrgs ylerla c ejtbucs cipsshy ot syh,eirtcm fro uefrotavi a a unneraouftt s,eonlss c geiens sotm fro ofr ualir,reett fo my. Utb lwle huhtotg do i rneve dgear a ta od ym ludoc ccsieens, ot rof i rteebt dcexpeet altse i. As lrtrauetei ofr. . . Hcteera athw hnwe nad qi 'dnto" detnetad idfern obrefe aeerlirutt ym r,rowy ym onloscanttiu tlod til we you arcell me otbh wlil ein"f a iwe i rhe :maxe od ady. Us sse'h os o,gwrn the one c ety t,oher a an dan worng fo tno cdsroe a, beuseca. Si cetvueijbs ddi ra,edg athw to (ese bjeucst a rs,ue i listl tbu eth)?re reettliuar. . . ,lal ostm redga aws tou i hits the flee of aionpndtipsig. Avhe ignaa fsmley otu nad i setssr epsre my yaelrl ioarmpngc efboer ospt otg uyo onwk ot syfelm wa?th to i. Than me woh epleop emrrtsa ohw aer eb uremdb adn tanh theer ,me are will plepoe lasywa. Sa ibgen rw'ee sa is aeargve nlgo ogod hnuoeg pahyp. Abit,h hiytst hsti leoyu,irss lpeesa 'tsle tosp.
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Evgaaer at tiospn 9,0 i nto ce,sor ebova edrosc ltygishl ltaalcuy of si ihst 57 ,dba hhiwc good knra i nto pit,no ehtrie a oto oto yrfiacl otu hslodu tath. .
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Ayd to dipi,otedasnp or dshoekc dan aecm cptcea mgoip,n fo as neve pteacairpe ym i much two i tefl egsdar as a rfeat. Oto! athsm rpae,p idftifucl sgdera fro heav ,pxntecedeu esutcjb nda leerang a fro osmt gybaluar enve to na ocsder erwe ec,rso the thsee i usre a for tow. Tth?a ,c a uctesjsb fo crsode you gihtseh bleeevi eth erev tow ni erew elrayl ma i heste udorp cna rof csohol 'evi us. Rtlyu. .
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A uingsma ni llo eihter i taht awnt an aols or tou catf on ,/cd hte rosec i neetweb point to. Or i gdoo eehirt usck, ta lyreal it m'i. Sgseu i at'ths ,ma i owh.
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As a wthi in erthe maroj moimunatnccoi county,r ni btggsie i a 57, pr ot ym ihtw of hte ipdpeal tfisr sith ioehcc iesiistnervu. Eyeolcmplt ffoedre ns,u and aws lfnun,attryoeu fro wsa ym soencd h,occei oooyigcl,s nistaed ntu erdeject yb i. Na,iemlweh droeeff em ,mus uesnisbs emeangnmat. .
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To a who my adsi fo m,edra in yufnn to csotmmaninciou erevn dna "oyu enve eethnige i e,is"k rdeeeg a ngol itwh ibg nto i leif, orf nhwe rsuuep a scuo,re ahd noe a eht rneeuivs alylfin pone cmae - up - asyre mader. .
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Ni uceors ssubenis the eddiecd to cpatce i dne het metgeanman. I tish ot tfueur hte atwn aled be ot udolc ewehr ni appsrhe me llsti.
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Ym e'iv eihcoc, my in vener first tengot mya ym ceihoc be ihst flei ynaayw doesnc ubt. Iocceh etg ytgsreanl, secdon i my aslayw. Ho ellw. I iedglan lla whit ot me arsppeh erettb ear esppahr flemsy ppshaer to fo ssoer'an' tsi' ro tsju i'st or xssuc''ee up thwa iievnd entoit,rnnvei a etseh fotcorm mace ,thap. .
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Em het wrnod hwat jtus we atlof not erhvewer i'm rty srrieac nrurect s'let e?matrt ti layswa epucylealf dose to, ,on rvweheta and ,say phat to klei. Eb 'slet happy. Lal sak i nca sat'th rof. .
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O,lve.
Mferteuu.
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P. S. Fo lraley ropdu ma im' i su,. I we who nwko i hi,ts tresfof dosncitu rdeokw nda hrda wton' for otu. !on leif egos.

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