A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Eth sscal ym fo sitll ndsha my aws urtesl eth tglcihcun eompadsitinpnt kbac enar eegd woado,ry tboh the ta fo eht ecrorn atse ,ipls at. .
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Llreya tnaedt ym asw ysi,mtecrh osmt rtr,iauleet adn jectsub ,lla a utotenfruna a of fro a to inseeg for d siycphs c atfevuiro srnuigch c seos,snl orf. Ewll tugothh talse my do erven bttree i dcluo eesccsni, ta i do ubt draeg fro teepecxd ot i a. As rfo irlteutera. . . We xaem: ehr efinrd iew ym a rry,wo yad od wnhe qi dan odlt ebeofr yuo ym o"'tdn wlil me llerac ahtw enddaett tluntnoascoi i i"fen tcreeha rlireettua ilt thbo. Eth an one yte ton ,a csbeaeu c w,orgn dna of ss'eh us ter,ho oscdre wgron os a. Ht)?ree (see ddi cusjteb i r,eus waht rattireuel r,gead tbu ecjbseutvi si ltils to a. . . Wsa out flee mtos hsit i dgrae het of lla, pniapgdsnotii. Argoimcnp erpes uyo oknw ylfmes tou ot hvae rssste befreo i got ?htaw ym i dan felsym to spto nagia raeyll. Owh e,m nad era plepeo who ebrdum trhee syawal eb era nhta lilw loppee ntah me rrsatme. Greavae as sa hyppa is ew're odog giebn olng neugoh. Sl'te habi,t stityh yrsli,osue hsit ealsep stpo.
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That odgo too kran i therei oto ercso, wihhc ylshitlg otn lucyatal ,bda si tuo i yalicfr at soinpt 9,0 a aaeevgr fo uodslh obvea otip,n 75 csored tno shit. .
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Dan enve as sdhceok rtaaeppcei as ptceac egsrda tow of i caem i,mpgno a yda idpodsep,nait ym ftel to ucmh tefar ro i. Enev ecorsd sdrgae heets i agenelr bsejcut ent,eepucxd hstma ures ec,ros a yrublaag heva two a sotm fro dcltiuffi rof nda o!to to were ,eappr teh an orf. Dorup ,c cujbtses otw ni htsee a ever ah?tt rof teh ebievel were thhegsi ouy ayerll su of ma i iv'e ceodsr nca cohlso. Utyrl. .
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Ro no ntwa d/c, tuo i soecr ni i sgnumai an ot eht iotpn ttah neetebw fact oll a laos heetir. 'im it doog or at i heteir csk,u ealylr. M,a ahts't i i owh guses.
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Cmcainontouim htiw uotn,cyr itsh hieocc a whti omarj heert sa fo hte apidelp 5,7 ot a i gbgtsei ym in ieissnvrietu srift in pr. Ryutlou,enfnta i u,sn nda freedfo tlmlpeceoy c,yoloosig tdiaesn aws noecds my ejdcrtee c,hoice yb rfo tun saw. Effrode em sesibsnu emneaatmgn eenwi,lamh ,mus. .
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Dem,ar neo enrev ei,ks" acme serya tiwh my gnol ereinusv hwo fo - ederge a to orf had adsi - teh in yfnnu uoy" ylnflai theeeing i tno a a even ceorus, wnhe nad big uusper ,ifel i up a dmrea soiiocnmumtcan oepn ot. .
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To eusrco the captec den gmananetme ededidc eht nusbeiss ni i. I hpprsea wtna tills tish eadl codlu erhwe ot be het ni ot em rtuefu.
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Isht ondesc heoicc ni nvree my engtot ym utb eb eilf frsti may ceoc,hi nayayw ym i've. Coneds my i wysala hceico teg nyrles,atg. Ho lwel. Aer ebtrte lfysem ro em a twha 'osn'ears rotfcmo up or fo evndii ot ithw aht,p all hstee sparhep i'st psareph aemc sprepha i'st s'xuse'ec gidelna tsju rte,vtnoineni ot i. .
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Rtteam? em ahtp hwat ew atlfo hte rcrasei fapyclluee does and eikl waaysl to ti ot, uerncrt tjus ts'le a,sy rheawevt wdrno tno ,on wehverre 'im yrt. Yhppa eb 'lets. All rof i anc tt'sah aks. .
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O,elv.
Teerumfu.
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P. S. I ,us am 'mi laelry urpdo of. Otu nad i htsi, who erowdk hadr o'nwt onkw tofsrfe doncstui for ew i. On! seog lief.

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