A letter from February 16th, 2021

Time Travelled — 6 days

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I’m really scared, nervous and anxious right now. It’s currently 3 days before A’Level results release, but when you’re reading this, you already know your results. I just want you to know that we did the best that we could at that time without making extreme sacrifices, so whatever grades that we get, you don’t have to be happy with it, but please go easy on ourselves. We tried our best. I’m proud of us. From now on, I hope you figure out your path. Wherever the current takes us, we’ll make sure to go with it, keep afloat and never drown. Best wishes (like really, best wishes for us, I’m hoping to hear good news from you), PastMe

Epilogue

4 months later

Update for my PastMe!

I did - well, relatively okay, in hindsight - but the moment I got my results, I was dumbfounded. The first feeling I registered while sitting...

Clchngitu lsi,p of asw aowyd,or hte enocrr sllit of my my eslrut ta ta eth lssca eth ohbt het etas eanr hsdna kabc ttpiamnpnsioed dgee. .
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,ceytrihsm a ot d jetsbuc a fro most c l,al efuarnoutnt my c a onelsss, and relayl yhisscp toifverau tandet saw gisnee of rof e,rrateulit ghuncrsi fro. Eadgr ebettr ot od my gtouhth i btu tpecedex verne i lteas ,ieeccsns a elwl rof at od i doluc. For as utraieertl. . . And orry,w me you llwi a do dtlo hewn fnie" qi heeract ewi rbeoef ym xaem: renfid i ew til ady obht itsoolcannut clearl ym thaw etutlaeirr n"o'dt erh ntdeatde. Of rwgon c sbeceau ,a su the os yet grnow, trho,e na not adn 'sshe a one osdecr. Aderg, luteearrit idd secjtbu ivetsbuejc utb rse,u llist htaw a ese( i ot th)ree? si. . . Efel agedr teh i dnpingatspioi of tshi lla, otu tosm aws. Mylfes veah and waht? spot aanig ylesmf okwn i erpse ym ofrebe tog larely pmgcanoir to ot you estrss tuo i. Tsrmear ohw and hwo liwl ,em alyasw plpoee rae rea teehr me ahtn be hnat oeelpp ebrdum. Reew' phayp logn ogod as ughone is as argvaee enigb. Tspo ib,ath shit yhsitt pesael syse,lroui t'sle.
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Npsoti rageeva oot i eihtre tuo otn ab,d ont i fo hcwhi oogd sdecro 09, tlcualya oecr,s itsh rkna si at that tllighys alirycf lsudho 57 eovab p,noit a oto. .
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Hdokcse lfte ayd tepapreica veen segrad wot ym as as ro a ipmg,on fo i and i ,paoiiesdntdp aeftr acme mhuc to epcact. Ofr rfo i otw auglyarb ,sceor an thsee dna epp,ar clfitidfu resodc ashtm neve alrgeen dente,pxcue a rfo a sotm oto! erus ot grades eht wree vaeh ejbustc. Ouy anc crsdoe of ofr 'vei ewre elryla a ni i het t?aht otw heest rudop vere ,c lviebee su loohsc hthiges usbcsjte am. Lytur. .
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Ro etnebwe i thta in on llo guismna teh ot /c,d sola i oscer ption twan na otu reehit a tfac. At k,scu i'm lrayle i ro it rtheie gdoo. I ssuge tsh'ta hwo ,ma i.
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Wiht as isisueiretnv roct,uyn ojarm i of my ot in tihs hte rp egisgbt terhe a iochec ni istfr pleidap iucocmtmanoni 7,5 wtih a. Usn, asw teecdjre oensdc ym and ys,ooiocgl nolfrutynu,aet saw coc,eih pymcletloe yb edrefof atinsde tnu orf i. Lhmenaie,w ,usm fofreed naagnemetm ssuibens em. .
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Eayrs fo i ongl e,fli alfiyln rfo osnmimoaticucn a ton ot ot nueveisr hwit envre a supeur up dah bgi amce d,mrea eeitghen vene recs,ou nda eth i nyfun - u"yo eno i"ek,s ym egdeer a - enwh a meadr enpo dsai ni how. .
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Ned to ddeidce eht ccetpa in mmgneantae eht ssibusen i ecsrou. Be hewre ot litls em i to dlea in the ppsehar rtfuue luocd htsi awnt.
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Dcosen tsirf getont my my ei'v yawnya o,heicc but isth eb ni ecoich reevn mya my fiel. I ym ywlaas ihccoe rl,tsangye dcsone etg. Wlle oh. Hp,ta gidlnea rtfmoco i em 'sit divnei etivnnr,ointe ebtetr rahpspe ot ear epaprhs of or anos'ers' or a eeths htwi up all whta u'scxsee' mace 'its fmesly ot arspphe jtsu. .
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Ehevrrew the nuterrc esod tawh o,t to we efpauelcly ilke lwsyaa ytr 'mi ti jstu em dan t'esl tfoal ton matre?t o,n y,as htpa twerahev nrwod ercrasi. Hyppa e'tsl eb. I ts'tha ask anc all ofr. .
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E,olv.
Ufmuerte.
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P. S. Ma arlyle mi' su, udpor fo i. Orf i wokder hrda how ts,hi i otu csudtoin we fetosfr kown wno't nad. N!o soeg eilf.

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