Dear FutureMe, its november 7th and I honestly don't know how to feel right now. I hate myself and honestly i kinda want to die but i don't know. I don't even know if you'll get this letter when its 2024 and you're 20. Hopefully you figured out or at least sorta know what you want to do in life. I'm writing this cause I'm at a point in life where i feel kinda hopeless but when you read this ... I hope u smile.I hope that you're crying but because you got through it and i hope you're happy. Im crying right now but you already knew that. I know a lot of things had changed in those 4 years. Like friends,family but you mostly. You better know how to drive,traveled, and do a lot of things with your best friend and if not do one of those things right now.Anyways my relationship with our parents has been so bad this year Im not even gonna lie but when u read this maybe it got better who knows.There's so many things i want to write about today but i rather not. I don't want to ruin your mood whenever you're reading this.I just hope you're doing better then you are right now and that u make 16 year old me proud.
Epilogue
2 days later
Dear past Me, Its november 7th 2024.....tbh about a month ago u wanted to die so idk if this is like a just a repeated thing with u being depressed...
Lal ealst won itgengt hple dan ubt ta ueyro'. On igtecynolsgo saw lewl nad ot see you schayiprsitt sa and a yoru og netw a sctyooihgspl won ekwe ntxe a isegen ur. . . . Fo alto ltoa os dsocort. Dba 'ntod sa hbt sthi see tub tihng i a. Ayn pehl adh enerv alre yuo. . Tael glon tbu sit egsus a nvere i bht beetrt ti koto itme ethn. Eenb yuor ofr ton ey'our secni no dems oeebrf sa oloymg addh lelw dan selef as eipsrsneod and head nda tsi eclra orkinwg. Nlylfai yuo ddah slao degnoasid fro ogt. Ubt alatse i dmub iramdtac wayasl scordot efac u reew hye tefl it nwnok eelf bru edam htta nebig swa ti ni trmdiaca anc btu ni uyo liek u tath ive wyalsa ilek giben. Hatt bene eneeyorv by liek it iecn own em feles i evtaddanlii lfte but aawyls it audonr iev a'twns. I onwk od syaanyw staro what to want i. A usprue tsju boj pcela wnta a enht feel i chte egt ti godo in csuea wno iotn oehbisb to ertebt rohet i nmea dan fcanalnii ym eb to tihgr. Ttha so rseeht. . Aolt egdcahn oasl inhtgs of has. Etlf so ilek namy tyiff oeplpe yuo ftyfi etm enw eeolpp tub laos sit. . . . Usesg ontmh mi and hucm erivd btoh twih :) ayhpp hsa tish tihw wonk i tinkh hwo wmrnseo(do to rteteb aolt fo rghou cnsie os itwh uyo i enstrap n)swdo psu rohitaiselpn eneb royu it gto tbu ttha uyro taps. Twne nrui gtrouhh tbu lot ghohurt nath loucd mi onwk esuca i lcuod erom olpeep a so giaimen u nkthi erev i td'on oyu it got gdla ym oodm u cmh,u. Htoughr ipshasrdh i nwko nda if of ): mi' yb lla iedtpse onkw udrpo fo ogign u egvhrteiny lrusyefo tewn uopdr u owudl u utb for eht ohhgurt 'odnt gnlvii eb em i. Hriheg i lod okrw hgheri to og onw levi dna ectoiptesanx liwl 02syr up hcmu edlro to eht uroy hrgti dan tge i'm adn.
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