A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Tdpsiener dhmiacepe was :( he in si gaain 4022 wsa cdeeetl aagin ettluoynnaufr btu.
2. Mi’ otdya umlg fgeline. Veew’ shgint ebne utb haev gnnmiaag bene horgu. Ekrbo ym pu ithw salt nfboydeir nihgt i. Ta s’ti rheat dna os gttone wlle eeednd elsef ietm ppahen aesm ot bkrgeani ubt onkw rlelay it ot ealve thta rbgtelniia oueyv’ eth ianvgh ot eenmoos. Ervey ediwr eh na msoeonti tath, i ohw so no nwo feyslm dan eyevr i to shi tis’ elfiegn hsi ,hiar ot ddo nokw db,oy mofr armk veah dan dsienact sterca.
3. Herei!!t s,ye tbu s’ti bene taomsl 4 ysare iencs.
4. Eertbt telilt fro ubt dnow a tib si’t edllud onw it got. Eettrb gtoetn ash elscoeyarwee/csisrj hothgu.
5. Ye!s.
6. Tsdiatn oetngt ebttre btu i eb das ilstl ew rea tknhi tis’ ithw ud’yo ohw. Taoctcn nto ghutho eewr’ on nermayo.
7. Ni live oricflania tou! ew otg we nwo.
8. Rabme fsbf ym a,yma dan ds,aall ear.
9. Some lroipsihtnesa ew adn wot rsoeisu got ansiotitihsspu itno. Ecrnte ofr one osmt easyr eorv 2 taesdl eth.
01. On :p.
11. Dna mgoylo lmanlyehco. Vuey’o istme tadyo svreael idrec.
12. Aqertsur ”’75 i and hnkti i eetrh nad 1-25111 eigwh.
31. Ta rkow yse! izpza nwo dmo we. U nsomth rtafe ltreycen rdeoffe adn ogt eon! eebn heav 6 rmtopdoe otrnaeh.
14. Nere,g owbrn olewyl rnymoea t’odn adn klei ew yaller.
1165/. Ear esy oprgu lelw as ebiabs sitll beemrm ym onather hte vewe’ daedd to re!eh. Knew oujn you ew’odvlu rhe fi uyo vdelo.
71. Trwae eta yblaopbr or.
81. To irfneds ubt wehn ofr dna aicl rnu meovd ongl ktucs aodrnu we edma ew omes yama ahev aebrm eth.
91. Lnoy 16 si the heav het gihtn ubato nkrbeo aoubt an prtoeorct hpineo rpo i it ath’st encres dna.
20. Ridwe eadm ernoevey it teldsa it lkei dna ersya wto rfo. Tiiencntroa so i uot on whsi hcmu ietdyfnlie iaclso n’dtha dmeiss.
21. A shgtni nebe etreh ni and icdoseusr in sah wereh ohtse eivl icntbitrcoaorep/onotna just adnbne itsgrh ubt iciaralofn otl fo htey nh’vate kcilyul rtshig taoub ew nhamu egaenrl. Paercom nrgeyma ot su troeh ucrtsneio ainz.
22. Eth emsa noes dha ouy.
23. Orwk nda khromoew. We up dlouw lctauayl ew we cllgoee enve hhogut iggon rneev to isad eendd. A ot weerjle no bmceeo artck eu’ryo.
42. In,edrsf segu,brr nlsgimi itwcnhga obbs cte ei’v symtlo uaa,rtmfu nbee. Tdaul arlyel pu end mceeisod inkigl you.
25. *** oclo is gbnie won. Yk2 lsoa uaerlsehit and.
62. A no 3 eson dna obht a nrgi, irgn tutbon sear, elbyl ear gpcresnii. Hvae fo a sotttao nhbcu uyo alos.
72. Snoe idttsan.
82. Ym rkpueba ilfntydeie.
92. Nebamaaelg sa ’its yaw ton won omer hcum,. It we inoeatcidm rae!y otpdesp orf stla kanigt.
/1330. Mete loco idd ew eoms cttacno ni utb s,ey dton’ pploee ew keep ayornme. Adn aslo of nwet cwiet to otl uoy eitwnag oowlfl uoy eopelp atht fmor a. Uyo usyg takl acsclynlaioo.
23. Otg ttha siarp i rtihtf ta wot naakb. Ethm deryyaev i rawe. Llyatcua mead ouy cabk to a meht idbhne hotb go teg nad thiw erwe ta etmh oyu eht eftl epsrno tlohe. Unfdo eohst slot ot olok teh fro rohu dan touhhgr wiadte orf srarigen na het i.
33. Autbo ’nhvtea houthtg ti i tey. Eoms time vahe i nhtik to.
43. I ): iwll.
53. !no 4. Os in f!r!a! olegcle 0 pag.
36. Do i. Otko it mite si wno the,re a we olgn teg ot grgl,steu trtbee slilt hgeinvyetr btu and.
73. Tomseeism. Ti’s fine wno hoguht lusluya. Lyon if aher i me it ti bhroets alelyr leatdi ni ouabt.
38. Ouy inhkt i a utaob i ebemerm,r ’ntdid lto ubt.
93. Dwoerk adn to i tewn i phatery.
04. Tge utb hte yaers rettb!e sceni uoy did we stne 4 oag we ittlle edesms a nngyhtia aslt rdeti ubt eimt kiel aws hsit it ruodan.
Uoy u’deolwv ot i ebne yodat su uyo evlo see ahppy too!. Sda you rouy’e eosm btreet idngo ’lodvewu wya thisgn reavlol utb dema. Rodup ohw uvye’o raf uyo fo nda moce.
Raibt uefrtu -.

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