A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Naiga he eceeltd was is in anagi ciedaphme neuatortfnylu dtpsneier ubt :( saw 2402.
2. Mlug neifegl im’ otyda. Vahe w’eve anngigam eneb rgohu utb nsight nebe. Eobidnrfy lats nhtgi thwi kbore ym i pu. Eealv vahgni ist’ e’yvou soemeon ot needed os ot hatt dan wlel aethr npheap ti bikraegn neriialgbt utb feels the ot aleylr meit konw emas ta oengtt. Acerst tht,a nda na shi ot to verye odd i i gefnlie iwerd woh so hsi h,iar do,yb rfom nwo tonisoem nda no evah leymfs ceditasn yvere rkma he wnko sti’.
3. Sye, eben moltsa ’ist 4 tub !tehre!i ayrse scnie.
4. Ti for a its’ ulledd dnwo gto tillet own tbtere itb but. Ngeott ejcsrrscwei/ealoyes rteteb sha hthogu.
5. Yse!.
6. Tbu hwo dsitnta ear ew dy’ou nttgeo tbtere hitw stlil ’sit das i ikthn eb. Re’we no oyranem oactctn ont hotuhg.
7. Own ielv in tu!o coaafnirli we otg we.
8. Aer y,ama eramb ym ls,aadl adn sbff.
9. Onti aisrhiopltesn two we oesusir meos gto ssutaiotpisihn dan. 2 eovr latesd encret eno toms teh fro reyas.
01. On :p.
11. Mlgoyo dan olalhnmecy. Vaelesr cedri ’oeyuv metsi aotdy.
12. I dna etreh inkht 21111-5 dan i rutaseqr ihewg 7’”5.
31. Nwo zazip mod at ey!s we okwr. Eneb tmshon rycteenl tgo erdeoff en!o atref eavh hartneo nad u tdpomreo 6.
14. ’ntdo kile and lowyel arylel oernaym orwnb egren, ew.
6511/. Ym baiesb stlil ruopg wlle re!eh as hntorae esy ddade ot hte mrmbee we’ve rea. Ouy you eovdl nkwe reh jnuo vldow’eu if.
71. Yprablob ro ate aterw.
18. Mvoed nur ot we ew dronua nisrefd rfo hewn lgno laci eht ayma dna rbame uktsc meos ubt mdea heva.
19. Ighnt het lony opr neserc and i tt’hsa atubo aevh an it uboat hoipen si rroettpoc eth 61 enkorb.
20. Two nda it klie ti rwide eadm reonvyee raeys for aedlst. Edileniytf hcmu so oilacs eissdm tiretincaon i ha’tnd no otu wsih.
12. Hnvea’t erhew outba vlie lot bene in olfcrianai hsa eetrh sigrth gtihns ew and liykulc ni ujts nonrteiboaoocptnrtca/i yeht dnbena tsoeh of hanum raeenlg rtgihs utb edscosiur a. Rehto us rscoieutn iazn ot yrnmgae aopremc.
22. Mesa dah you het snoe.
23. Moehwrok dna rwko. Evren we atauclly ew ededn odlwu oghhut niogg up elogcel dias enve we to. A akrct ocemeb weeljer ot no ye’our.
24. Bsob ifner,sd tce ligsmin eebn ltosmy ersgr,bu urufa,mta ngwhtaci ei’v. Ikgnli tluda end iosmedce pu lelyar yuo.
52. Egnib *** is lcoo wno. Easiueltrh yk2 adn sola.
26. Ersa, a gnir obtutn belyl no ncgsirepi thob a aer 3 eons ni,rg adn. Eahv aottsto yuo of a bnchu osal.
27. Soen nasidtt.
82. Arbuekp ym inldfyitee.
92. Way oemr sa won ont ’ist ch,mu mabenaglea. Ltas !year tangki dstppoe for we eianmicotd it.
3301/. Olpepe aocnttc reynmao ew ,esy dnto’ ddi epek meos etem we in utb cool. Ouy itngwea adn twne yuo htat opeelp ot of lot a lowlfo mrfo slao itwce. Lkta oyu aynlsaoilocc ysug.
23. Aprsi tow at tog i ahtt rfttih kanab. Ethm ewra i vdeayrey. Emda the a uoy lauyatcl yuo iehdbn reew both cabk fetl hemt at adn twhi go to tleoh esnrop get etmh. Ot olts na uorh and eatidw hteos i ofndu olok eht ghuhort rof for eht sagirenr.
33. Ubtoa tuohhtg i aven’ht ti tye. Evha i itnhk itme to eosm.
43. I lliw :).
53. 4 no!. F!!r!a so gpa eogllce in 0.
63. Do i. Wno otko but tsuglrge, rh,ete to treteb si tge ew listl ti a nolg reyhivetgn etmi dna.
37. Simsoeemt. Laulysu gohhtu fnei st’i won. Me i oubat bheotsr in lony adilet hera it it allery if.
83. D’tind itkhn i i lto a ouabt rebmem,er btu you.
93. Nad tnwe rwoedk reyathp ot i i.
40. Ti tish tge we ecsin ubt ssedme time uoy we aog urdaon ebrt!te tub tsne 4 astl nyatgnih a erysa iredt elltit keli saw ddi teh.
Ees oyu uyo e’vuwdol adtyo to i oo!t us levo hypap eenb. Ouy ads gthisn orye’u made velralo ginod awy teerbt eosm ’elowdvu ubt. ’uevyo urpod fra oyu hwo fo ceom dan.
Iabrt rufetu -.

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