A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Aws si was ni (: yatufenorutln gniaa tceelde ecmdphiae enierdspt 2042 tbu giaan he.
2. Mi’ mugl tdyao engelif. Hgnsti aveh igaannmg nbee tbu bene ee’vw uorgh. Boerk ltas nhtgi oridbfeyn pu i my twih. Oe’uvy ot asem eosmeno eelva eth miet tbu to dna ta beikgnra its’ ti bartinlige os enedde negtto ot konw phanep taht ahtre lsefe vhgian ewll llryae. Now revye sti’ nad revye an anitsedc odd on ,taht eh ylmsef so ot sih smnoeoit i rfom vhea i woh ot rdewi obdy, h,ari nad rsteca sih ramk wonk niefegl.
3. Ist’ tub 4 eehit!!r es,y been altmos yaesr sinec.
4. It’s tbu wno luldde ti tog tbeert bit tlliet a nodw fro. Ghutoh cescsrlsioewejr/eay trteeb hsa oetgnt.
5. Eys!.
6. Ndtstai iwth who rea eb tebret das tetgno but ew sti’ listl odyu’ i nkiht. On houtgh not e’wer nttcoca yemonar.
7. Ivle won !tuo tog in ew we lraaniciof.
8. Bfsf marbe ay,ma ym dan ear a,adlsl.
9. Noirishsaltpe otw ptasisioshitun eosm we oint gto uoesirs nda. Hte 2 otms ervo crtnee ofr noe teasld saeyr.
10. On :p.
11. Hanlcmyoel dna lmgoyo. Toyad metsi cdier esvelra o’vuey.
21. I 12-5111 kniht ”57’ dna dan gihew reuqsart tehre i.
13. Orwk ye!s izpaz we own mod at. Neeb ahve tgo dfeefor dan eon! ahntero orpmoted efrta 6 mhntos u ytrenecl.
14. ’nodt lalery gere,n rowbn eywoll ikle nmraeoy nad we.
6115/. Istll gupro eddad het w’eev ereh! wlel mbemre my ibsaeb raenhot sye as ear ot. Uoy unoj wkne wouevld’ hre vdeol fi oyu.
71. Bbroalyp or ate retaw.
81. But cktsu lcia to we teh we hvea ewhn logn adn nuardo mose dmoev aremb ymaa eamd desnfri rof nur.
19. An 61 oatbu pro and het kbnreo si ’hatst noly tgnih it vhae i hpnieo ernecs uobta eht rotpcotre.
02. And ofr eoevrnye dmae ti elik dlatse ysare it two riwed. On chmu icaols iedmss itdifeneyl ctaiteronin so ’tadnh shwi i out.
12. Ielv but we ahetvn’ ciulylk ucirodess ni neeb fo has paeinnittooorcotabrcn/ aglnree sjut a there nhaum boatu tnishg tehy wreeh rgitsh tseho lot iofircalan andben ghtsri in and. Us to otrhe aermyng nazi mcaepro rsiteuocn.
22. Yuo onse dha het sema.
32. Work and oekwrmho. Ot pu igogn hthogu udlow vnere we cuallaty ddeen we veen sdia ew llcegeo. On uoe’yr to kcatr ecbmoe rweejle a.
42. Enbe etc sef,ndir osmtly bbos iv’e ue,rrgsb igisnlm cinwatgh traau,fmu. Osmceeid pu dne uoy uladt rlaeyl iigkln.
52. Oolc eignb *** wno si. Oals leaeshtuir nda y2k.
62. Tontub eriigpcns no ylelb obht a a nrgi, 3 irgn srea, onse dna era. Eavh saol of a aotostt ouy ncbhu.
72. Antsidt eosn.
28. Dyflneieti kuprabe ym.
29. Elabmgneaa own c,mhu as not wya mroe is’t. !yaer ioedtncima ti ew fro lsta gnatik odtpesp.
3301/. Oolc ayrnmeo peek mseo es,y acctont did in btu etem we we eopepl t’nod. A fo you iwetc nwet wetinag tlo uyo ololfw eolpep htta nda ot oasl fmor. Ysgu iyoonccalsal tlak uoy.
32. Paris i ta htat tog hftirt nabka wto. Ethm i eraedvyy arwe. Ethm go teh ouy laacyult ackb hmet hoelt edma tboh etg ftel snoepr at whti beindh to nad oyu erew a. Ot sheto look eht dna ruho ofr hhgtoru slto ndufo dtweai i narsrieg na rfo eth.
33. It anev’ht tuothhg tauob eyt i. Nkhit eahv mite to esom i.
34. :) i illw.
53. 4 o!n. So gap f!!ar! in lgecelo 0.
63. I od. Te,her a si lnog btu listl ew adn grstluge, brette geivrntyhe koto ti temi to now egt.
73. Etsosemim. Allsyuu einf won st’i ohgthu. Ni oyln arhe aoutb llryea edtial stroheb ti i ti em fi.
38. Yuo a t’dndi ubtao i hiktn but i eeemmrb,r lto.
93. I tearphy i entw nad ekowrd ot.
04. Tub inhatygn ttelil we ubt a tebrt!e egt asw insec editr 4 ago yeras drunao we ti ekli isht uoy time ddi alts eedssm eth stne.
I dvol’uwe too! adyto enbe to see you su uyo yppha vloe. El’voudw way goidn sda elvoalr tbteer you utb y’erou soem ihgtns edam. Coem far fo owh v’uoey ouprd and oyu.
Ritba - euutrf.

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