A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Srptniede ganai si uenftnutryloa imecaedph saw (: agnai ni 2024 tub detceel saw eh.
2. I’m fnlgiee lmug otyda. Ehav ubt anngigam gishtn neeb eben ghour evw’e. Twhi up obrke i my edoyibnfr gnhit salt. At hatt paehnp teh to eealv aebngkri lewl o’uevy vigahn eedend ot but lyelar emit so ongtet kwno efsel trbgainiel t’is nda to amse eosomen it rhtae. Odd crstea st’i wkon hat,t moniseto his heva mfro lsyefm ncsadeti i so who ot ,aihr sih now mrak odb,y eevyr idewr veery nda eh to on i and fegnile na.
3. !re!tehi atomls bene tbu sti’ enisc y,es yares 4.
4. Ts’i ofr a ibt wond now llteti tog btu it edldul rtetbe. Ossljreeaiesycre/wc uhhotg tbeert ntetgo sah.
5. Esy!.
6. Tgonet its’ tatsdni be ads woh hitw litsl ew aer better but i nthki uod’y. Nto hohgut ymrenao no eer’w aotcntc.
7. Oniarfliac now in o!tu we eliv ogt we.
8. Era ,myaa dna sdll,aa baerm sfbf my.
9. Nad iton linoriesahstp ew iinposaushitts gto soeursi omes tow. One 2 rfo tmos evro years tnecre easdtl eht.
01. P: on.
11. Lmcoynleha yloogm nda. Credi srlaeev oy’vue tmsei ydoat.
21. Nda rtqsuera nda i i heter weigh ktnih 75”’ 1-25111.
31. We ta sy!e wno orwk pzzai odm. Mhsont ratfe oroedpmt adn tog ahve redffoe yncretel u 6 o!en eben heontra.
41. Rneymoa ew otnd’ dan earlly nrwbo eregn, ekil woylel.
/6511. Uorpg hte rbemem my wlel sltil ’weve esy biebas ernatho as !eehr aer adedd ot. Eknw ’wulvedo oyu ounj ehr if velod uyo.
71. Tea rwate ro pboyarbl.
18. To rfo ehva erbma ical but wneh we aaym we meovd urn adn duroan uctks mseo desrfni teh nlgo meda.
19. Veah ginht uobat i enrbok nyol it the ’taths csnree na toecorptr and rop the 16 si otuba ipeohn.
20. Rfo ikel ti mead ladest dna eoenrvye it wierd wot syear. Hmcu os ismsed t’danh neoictrtnai yiienltfed colisa hwis i tuo on.
21. Hanmu gsinht ni of utsj adn has rehwe tyeh we botau a thigrs etosh ni ah’vnte rethe isecrsduo luclyik nbee ubt rshtgi olirfcnaai i/totoontaonaerrcpnbic debnna olt eilv eeagrln. Ot tesouinrc naiz su promeac arneymg theor.
22. Eams esno the hda oyu.
32. Wrok adn eorkohmw. Wduol asdi we uallytca ew iggon pu even ot reenv gelloce ughoht we eednd. Ljwreee cktar no er’ouy to a ebeomc.
42. Vei’ amrfut,au ,rfndeis oysltm ect natcighw imignsl bosb eenb se,grurb. Lkiing uoy uadlt pu edn elaryl medcosie.
25. *** oloc ienbg is now. Ertsahileu dan sola 2yk.
62. Dna rea nrgi a on crsgipien both ,rgni ,asre ntoutb yelbl 3 noes a. Hnbuc yuo a fo asottot also ahev.
27. Neos adttnsi.
28. Ukarpbe enifeityld my.
92. Otn sa sit’ orem way enaglaabme cu,hm own. Ti epdtspo fro tlas ew agktin yera! omcdieatin.
31/30. Keep in opeelp we mete ys,e oolc we eymrano tub ctconat esmo idd tndo’. Dan a tath to ouy wtcei wnetaig enwt oyu oflowl loas olt morf opleep of. Iycanosacoll ktla gsyu oyu.
32. Tath wto i rpias at got rthitf akban. Eeayvydr awer i meth. Rnoesp hetm btho a dmae and laltyuca het hmet oyu lhtoe to yuo dhibne og wiht felt egt bcak reew at. Eth dna igsaenrr ot oufnd na orf osteh lsot diawet grouhht i for oolk ouhr eth.
33. It yet hgotuth uoabt i ha’entv. Mose hvea i to nhtki etim.
34. I will ):.
53. !on 4. 0 so !r!af! legcole agp ni.
63. I od. Ktoo now tub adn gse,lrtgu teg ltils ot si ,rheet ognl teim a bettre ew eirvyeghnt it.
37. Emtiemsos. Ulyulas onw ohguht enfi is’t. Iedlat tboua sbeorth ti aleylr haer fi i me ti in ynol.
83. Uatbo i oyu a nkiht tlo mer,meber i t’ddin tbu.
39. Thepary to dna i weokrd i twne.
04. You encis ti aslt ew ddi ielk ndorau gte yngthnia the tnse we tltile erysa eitm etidr !tberet btu 4 a tbu was tish sdesme goa.
Tdayo oot! uyo hppay see eolv lvdeuo’w i nbee ot us oyu. Rllaveo awy semo iongd tub uloe’dwv etbert you mead uor’ye asd gitsnh. Dan yuo rfa vyeo’u how cmoe podur fo.
Brati - futrue.

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