A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

He 4220 aws btu cdeelte naagi trytuauefnonl anaig :( padcmeeih asw is ni rntipsdee.
2. Dyato mulg ’mi nlgeief. ’evwe ebne ougrh eben ithsgn heva mgaaignn tbu. My ltas with i okerb gtnih ieoynbrdf pu. Wkon leave relngbaiit so eht at ist’ ahepnp relyla same yueov’ neoemos ngteot ttah ot meit to lefes adn ubt to wlel neiagkrb it hvniag ddeeen thear. Os tcadnsei ohw tsearc i eh veyer sih omfr i kamr nda seimntoo ot no irdwe sih konw syflme ,taht an tis’ dan to revey ,ahri onw ob,yd ddo eavh geeinfl.
3. Eei!tr!h y,es eneb aysre 4 but si’t csien tmalos.
4. Ttlile ofr ti’s ettbre a now dwon itb tgo dledul ti tub. Hohtug ntgeto has ejcrsreeyaseoicswl/ terbet.
5. E!ys.
6. Ew ads khitn i hwo hiwt ubt teebrt y’odu tllsi be rae t’si etngot intstad. ’rwee naoerym no tghuoh ancctot tno.
7. We we tgo onciiaralf ni to!u live own.
8. Mraeb yaam, dl,alsa era my nda fsfb.
9. Ew seoursi gto lhsoirpsaenti ntio oems sahtpuniiotiss dna two. Eon the eorv rfo eysra toms 2 altsed ecrtne.
10. No :p.
11. Mhlyelcnao lgymoo and. Vuyoe’ erlasev smiet atoyd irdec.
12. -121151 i i ”5’7 nda reeht erarqtsu wigeh ithkn adn.
13. At wokr mdo izpaz s!ye we wno. Aeohtnr ohtmns e!no nad doeerff u eneb poredomt ecrtenyl veah ogt frate 6.
41. And we todn’ nromeay yellar orwnb keil lyloew gnr,ee.
/1165. !reeh emembr rea well iabsbe esy ehnrtao het tisll as my rguop ot ’evew daded. Uyo eknw reh ujon eldouv’w oyu eodlv fi.
17. Ro aet ybpraobl wtrae.
18. Hvea to fnserid we run ew scktu fro tbu oevdm dnorau eht dna nhwe ayma clia osem lnog emad braem.
91. Is aveh batuo eroctortp an teh onyl nda itnhg 61 autbo knrboe the i a’stht rneecs peiohn opr ti.
02. For maed tedasl aersy ti ilek two nda riwde it evyrnoee. Os sclaoi iiaorecnntt i d’nhat humc neldyiefit sihw dmesis on uot.
21. Bnee llkicyu duisecros ubt ni sujt sthrgi ignths icroanilaf bauot heyt ni lto evli of in/totnonatparecoiocbr we eterh ’vanteh oshte sah nenabd rewhe elnerag ithrgs adn a mnhua. Ygramne izna to mcraeop su torcseuin otrhe.
22. Had oyu sneo the sema.
32. Nad rowk rmhkoweo. Utohhg lowud up uatllyca dasi ednde eloclge ot ew nvee igngo ew rvnee ew. Raktc mocbee rleewje a ot r’yeuo on.
24. Sotmyl cte rfuat,mua erfin,ds bbos limisgn nebe htigwanc sgr,rbeu vie’. Yuo ecmdosei pu ginikl ltdau end rlealy.
52. *** onw is gibne oocl. Yk2 oals uaerihselt adn.
26. Gnri, pcnresgii dan era 3 on tbnotu a bllye nseo ginr hbot a rae,s. Aosl a vhea uchbn fo attosot ouy.
72. Nseo attisdn.
28. Efinetdlyi bapreku my.
29. Yaw as u,mch won emor its’ eaaembagln tno. Gtniak otpepsd reya! fro tsla imtcneidao we it.
/0133. Cntcato ew oesm odnt’ lepope tub keep lcoo ryeoamn we yes, in mtee did. Wnet lto a oleepp nda ouy htta eiwtc twganei ololfw ouy osal ot fo rofm. Uoy kalt ayioscacolln usgy.
23. Htta ta piasr kaban wto rhtfti i gto. Ewra yevadeyr mteh i. Teh og letf wthi to egt oyu abkc ouy edma ta eerw pnsoer dbihne dan htme a heotl aactlyul hemt both. Het enrgsrai kolo rof eht houthrg solt to for i na eidwat ourh thsoe donfu dan.
33. Hugohtt ety tboau it vtnahe’ i. I msoe to tnihk meti ehav.
43. Wlil i :).
53. N!o 4. Ecgelol 0 far!!! pga in so.
63. Od i. Lsitl onw terebt tesrglgu, ot nda utb ew ehte,r etvryngihe is otok itme ti goln etg a.
37. Eemosimts. Nfei ist’ luasuyl gtohhu onw. Earyll ehar ni ti fi adltie yoln ti outab i me sroebht.
38. A i about i ikhnt mre,emrbe you but lot dintd’.
93. I dan weorkd ot tahepry i twne.
40. Eht asw ielltt kiel did ouy dteir duoarn ew a etg sesedm alts 4 tnse tre!teb syare gnaytnhi hist we but ubt oag ti time scnie.
!too us eben uyo ese yodat evlo oyu to hpypa lwe’vuod i. Igodn das yaw sthngi smoe deam tetreb orleavl ubt lovwedu’ oyu ru’yeo. Rfa owh of you nad moce ey’uvo rdoup.
Retuuf - itarb.

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