A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

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2. Gulm ’im tyoad eeflnig. Tsighn eebn utb been ghuor heav ee’vw iamgnagn. Whti i inhtg pu tlas my idnyefrob erobk. To eleav lelw deneed ensoeom os teh rtahe hgianv ot it’s nad htat nokw ot ttoegn mesa it ngkerabi vuoe’y but slefe raletinbig meit ahnpep ta arlyel. S’ti no woh mark i adn etcisand ,htat ybod, revye aehv his dan smeyfl eyrve omrf to ih,ra i wno wried na he so ddo nkwo eintosmo to eeilnfg hsi estcra.
3. Sti’ ecsin 4 eyars s,ey eenb slomta but tei!rhe!.
4. For but teiltl rbette onw a nwdo otg tsi’ tib ti ledldu. Ash tgnteo ebertt secwcisee/sorjraeyl ohhtug.
5. Yse!.
6. Khtin be lsitl rae i trteeb who iatstnd s’ti tub otteng we ydou’ with asd. Ont gohhtu atcctno on yornmae ew’er.
7. In elvi we won ew t!ou otg rcolafanii.
8. Al,ldas ear a,may fsfb my mbrea adn.
9. Ew phtnsasiiorel thiustoaiissnp sresuio ogt some adn niot otw. Orev oen ofr rtecen raeys the msto sldate 2.
01. On :p.
11. Ymlogo yhellmoacn dan. Itesm evuo’y edric atoyd evsaerl.
12. Nithk nad hgiew -521111 adn ”7’5 i uqtrrsae treeh i.
31. Se!y ew own zpiaz at mod wrok. Ehva otpdomre 6 fderfeo osthnm tnreylec arenhot n!eo tgo nad u eben terfa.
14. Adn ,nereg ew royamne ’ntod leki ayellr onrbw loylwe.
15/61. Beremm ot asbibe lwel sey ahoentr edadd the ym lstil uopgr are wvee’ as eher!. Fi her volde ouy ouy juon wken ’vueodwl.
17. Atwre or aet bpyrablo.
81. Dna veha dvmoe ubt amya idnefsr tscuk run brmea ew seom ew wnhe eamd ilac to long durona eth orf.
91. Ubtoa onyl otocrrept an t’ahts ti knobre evha is rpo adn nigth 16 ipohen eht i the uaobt ecenrs.
02. Dlesta syrea elki for ti vreoeyen dema eiwrd tow ti nda. Liyneidfet i hcum on td’han scloia imssde swhi encoianirtt so tuo.
12. Ehyt secuisodr ni utb eoths hanum atbou eneb nrlegea ehwre etn’vah lkcyuli ni enbnda live otl ifncarlioa hsa fo ujst ew a three inrocntoabcopatoti/enr hgtrsi dan gisnht hgtisr. Su maengyr ot orpacme nzai orhet srtniouce.
22. Ahd smea enso eth uyo.
23. Dan kemohrow rwko. Hhogut we ew veen ggnio elolgce uldwo endde enrev asdi pu we ucyalalt ot. Takrc a bemeco eelrwje u’eoyr to no.
42. ,resdnfi nghtcawi oystlm mliisng bobs faarumtu, r,rgubes iev’ tce eneb. Uoy niklgi end lyrale ceidomes up tdual.
25. Own gbein si *** ocol. Adn lrseihtaeu ky2 asol.
26. Bhot on 3 er,sa dan osne girn in,gr eblly a giepnrcsi nttbou a ear. Uchbn laso a uyo avhe fo otsaott.
72. Iatdstn eson.
82. Ym lyeeitfnid ruekbap.
29. ’tis sa ywa ucmh, not nwo agaeabenlm remo. We ti orf nkitag miiantcode last tospedp y!era.
33/01. Did we we oesm ys,e renyoam colo tbu etme eopepl in kpee ctoacnt to’dn. Tlo oeppel wtne fo wlolof tiwneag ouy dna itwce uoy morf a losa ot hatt. Ktla yuo gsuy olcaalncyiso.
23. Otg thta irpsa rtftih owt i at bakan. Rawe tmhe i edyvarey. Tehm ta mteh uoy bcak tbho cytlaula tlfe dmae eht to erosnp ouy go ewer whit etg inbedh a dna theol. Slot uohhgrt rfo and garirnse i udnfo het ot oklo tsohe ruoh na eht for edtwai.
33. Aoutb anht’ev tye i ti hgtutho. Teim to i vhea thkni emos.
34. Wlil i ):.
53. 4 on!. !f!ra! pga loegcle 0 os ni.
63. I od. Onw ue,lrstgg nda terbte okot mtie nlgo ew si to tub venhgeiyrt tre,eh a ti etg ltils.
73. Iomsestem. Nife ’tis ullyusa now hgohut. Raelyl eldati ti it uotab me yonl fi hoestrb ehra in i.
83. A hktni i you btoua tol utb id’dtn embr,erem i.
39. Etwn theprya i ot i nad erodkw.
04. 4 uoy but did bt!erte tshi we etg diert swa we erays etsn ti keil donura a hntinagy llteti ssedme slta goa miet but the icnse.
Ees ydato i to levw’uod papyh yuo su !oot evlo oyu eenb. Uoy’re sad you btu etbtre vlduowe’ omes way mead gindo leaorvl gsnthi. Yuo fo raf updro how adn ey’ovu oemc.
- ruteuf tbira.

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