A letter from October 26th, 2020

Time Travelled — 12 months

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

Eimpcdhea gaani swa swa (: 0422 btu eh uytnlaofeurtn deelect is tesprenid in nagai.
2. ’mi yodat gulm enlefgi. Eben uohgr been btu ihsntg vw’ee igngmnaa veah. I obrek foiebydrn my pu wiht tsla ghint. Tub ’tis to at meas lelw ti dedene to knwo ’uoeyv het tenogt imte nad eflse vhgina herta os pphean alrlye esnooem eveal bkengiar atrbelnigi to atht. Woh na sih so i ihs aehv t,tha odd makr he i to ot fmlsye eryev dan enifelg moesotin own it’s oyd,b censdait wnok setrac no wedir nad every hir,a orfm.
3. ’tis nebe sicen rsyea lstamo utb 4 s,ey ih!tee!r.
4. For wndo bit i’st euldld a but ti ltliet trtbee own gto. Uoghht cereilcr/ajywesosse ahs rtebte ongtte.
5. E!ys.
6. Kihnt duyo’ asd era ew ubt its’ i hiwt tdsatni ongtet be siltl tebtre how. W’eer ctnctoa otn yomaren on thhgou.
7. We anriacilfo !uto in ew gto now evil.
8. Lsaal,d bsff aamy, aermb rea dna ym.
9. Ew nda tog aeriispthnosl aniissiphosttu semo tnoi sruoesi wot. Stom rof teh aseyr 2 ctnree deltas vore oen.
10. No :p.
11. Mnelcyahlo nda yomgol. Voyeu’ laseerv tdyoa icedr eistm.
12. ”7’5 i i nda qtsurear nkhti etehr heigw 5-12111 dna.
31. We e!sy won ta wrko zazip dmo. Been u foefder ynerlect veha 6 and afret sothnm aoehnrt oeortdmp !noe tgo.
41. Eolylw rowbn odtn’ we nda iekl oryaenm rgene, elayrl.
/1165. Rhe!e dadde ve’ew naherot gporu are lilst my mbmree as lwel bieasb yes the to. Kewn ounj oyu yuo hre if lodev uvolw’de.
71. Ate blproaby ro etawr.
81. Dan utksc we dvome henw oems nru to ngol aaym amde mearb ew oudnar tub iedrsfn teh hvea acil ofr.
19. Por etrorocpt cersen ti hte nrekbo t’htsa i an lnyo ehponi oatub the si ehav atuob 16 tignh nda.
20. Ryase setlda eyvornee rfo it edriw aemd wot it liek dan. Nrttincieao sihw olacsi i msisde tliinyfede no so out muhc nad’th.
21. We lgreaen trhsig erhte amunh in a/tooiiaontrorctnpcbne olt adn siurdscoe in rwehe vntahe’ frincaloai yuiklcl gsthri hteso a sah ubt danneb nebe ihtngs jstu liev heyt touab fo. To ynegmra oerht anzi us itnuoresc mcrpeao.
22. Het asem snoe had ouy.
32. Rokw mhoworek dan. Onigg up ot we ecglloe ew uldow eenv ddeen thhgou dias envre ew tauyllca. A eecomb ou’yer ktcar on wrjeele ot.
24. Bosb ve’i bene ytomls slignmi cet aau,urmtf tgnciwha dnfei,rs ubgre,sr. Glniik dne ylreal yuo dtlua up moesidce.
25. Won nbeig oocl *** si. Nda 2ky heilrteusa asol.
26. A rea yebll nda a neso ri,ng ,ersa gicripesn 3 no obth grin ttonub. Uhnbc uyo a fo sattoot vaeh also.
27. Soen ttadins.
82. My yiinltedfe aupkrbe.
29. Aeeabnmlag moer awy mchu, own nto as t’is. Dptpseo lsta gntaik re!ya ncoatidiem ti we fro.
/0313. T’ond did ryameno eekp opeple ocol we in mose utb ys,e totaccn mete we. Etiwnga etwn alos to oelppe dan ttha otl oyu fomr fo a lofwlo yuo ewict. Uyo suyg klat oalilocsnyac.
32. Ta iarsp that akbna wot got i hiftrt. Eavrydye i eawr thme. Bkac felt emht weer het ihdenb dema a og htwi othel nosrep dna uoy mthe egt ouy at ot tcaylual tboh. I adn the stlo asernrgi oolk nofud ruoh ofr ot an orghuth eht rfo hetso ateidw.
33. It uatob thgouth yte i ’natehv. Aveh i to kithn miet moes.
43. Llwi :) i.
35. !no 4. R!a!f! 0 os ni colgeel agp.
36. Od i. Own itlsl a olgn tr,eeh ehgtnyivre nda otok is egt ti etterb btu teim lgrgue,st ot ew.
37. Smmieeots. Tohuhg nief luuylsa i’ts nwo. Only ylrale fi dlieat em ni oubat ti it streobh ehra i.
83. Otl inhkt otabu nt’did bem,rmeer i a uoy i ubt.
39. Ytpreah nda i ot oekwdr nwet i.
04. Rteid ew ago tub it tge hsit ents 4 rsaey essdme ttille ecins we slta utb atnhygni ekli dnorua mite idd oyu teh swa tretbe! a.
Eneb dyato ot!o i ees uoy w’uvdole su evol yphap ot uoy. Dngio ’eryou tbtere ov’uedlw some asd btu you yaw gnthsi mead aollevr. Woh moce u’voye of podur raf yuo dan.
Raitb uetrfu -.

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