A letter from October 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, Hey it’s Brita from 2020. Right now it’s October 25, 2020. You’re 14 and 5’8”. I don’t know if you’ll be reading this because I don’t know if you’ll be alive but if you are then I have some questions. 1. Who’s the president? (It’s trump for me rn) 2. How are you feeling? 3. Did you attempt suicide again or start self harming? 4. Is your fashion style better? 5. Are you out as bi yet? 6. How’s your relationship with dad? 7. Do you still live in Kanab? 8. Who are your best friends? (Veronika and scar are mine right now) 9. Did you ever get into a relationship? 10. Are you still a virgin? 11. How was your day? 12. How tall are we and how much do we weight? 13. Did you still have a job? 14. What’s your fave color? (Mine is yellow) 15. Are kasper and frøya still alive/with you? 16. Any new pets? 17. Favorite drink? 18. Do you have any new friends? 19. What type of phone do you have and is it broken? 20. What’s it like with COVID? 21. Were my rights taken away for can I still have abortions and marry a women? 22. What’s your biggest secret? 23. What are your plans for the rest of the week? 24. Any new cool shows? 25. What are some trends from your time? 26. How many piercings do we have? 27. Did any more relatives die? 28. What’s the worst thing that’s happened this month so far? 29. Are you still mentally ill and if you are, do we still take medication for it? 30. Did we get sent to a psych ward? 31. Did we meet anyone cool in the psych ward (if we went)? 32. Favorite pair of earrings? 33. What are you going to be for Halloween? 34. Please tell your friends you love them. 35. Are you failing any classes in school? 36. Do you feel better? 37. Does hearing the word “suicide” still freak you out? 38. Do you remember the day? It was September 15 incase you forgot. 39. What did you do on September 15th? 40. Please tell me it got better and that we don’t have anymore attempts in our record. Those were all my questions so ty for answering them. Love you!!!! Have a nice day :) - past Brita

Epilogue

over 4 years later

hi baby brita!! rn it’s march 6th, 2026, im about to turn 20 and im actually started rounding down and tell people im 5’7”. wow so many questions
1. trump...

:( eetrisdnp 4202 eeldtec ahempcedi aaing is saw aws he inaag uonyuttlnrafe tub ni.
2. Tyoad gfleien mulg ’mi. Eneb eebn utb wee’v ngaganim nighst oguhr haev. I twih pu ym refnydoib alst gtihn eorkb. Teh givhan but to it kgbaneir nokw eotngt levae nda mtei ta saem voy’ue llwe ot arhte ppehna sflee ’sit enigirblta so ot rayell ahtt eomesno nddeee. Wnko adn ot danciets eavh eervy ot who taht, reevy do,by nwo iar,h na mkar rmfo ieefgln i ddo shi emlysf tnoeoism ish i’st on eriwd so he i traces adn.
3. Yrase 4 neeb tbu ist’ ,sey !!iehrte nscie atloms.
4. Ti a ubt leudld otg tsi’ ofr now eltilt trteeb ondw bti. Csy/irswserejcloaee sha etrbte ttngeo gtuhoh.
5. !sye.
6. Ads tsadtin hwo betrte ’sit lsilt ubt we be ’oduy nteogt ihtw era inhkt i. E’erw cnoactt ont earnoym ohguth on.
7. We nofiaarlci ni gto tou! wno we ivle.
8. Ear sfbf m,yaa my l,slada dna meabr.
9. Tow omse irsoesu dna ew tgo saonhtuissiipt onti aeipsoiltsnrh. Yaser eno 2 rfo recnet rveo dtaesl the somt.
01. :p no.
11. Dan mgloyo lhceanolmy. Veslaer uvy’oe dceri mitse adoyt.
12. Rruaqest dan ’75” eetrh nkthi and i i gwehi 12511-1.
13. At rokw ew won e!sy omd azzpi. U heanotr nhmsto erdoffe doopmetr lecynret ebne vhae otg atfer 6 !eno adn.
41. Nad keil nowbr yremona e,erng we lwlyeo ayllre nt’do.
51/61. Wlel w’eve sye teh iaebbs eembrm ym ot aeddd slilt !heer rea opugr ahnreto as. Ewnk fi her nuoj oyu lveod wlvuoed’ ouy.
71. Rewat oypablrb tea ro.
81. Eth fro doemv rdanou nad logn ayam soem tub ot ehwn efsdrni bamre rnu edam ew kucts we ialc evha.
19. Evha ingth dna teh neobkr 61 aubto senerc eht rpo i si ’thtsa abotu ohnepi ctoerrtop olyn an it.
02. Dmae rsyae it ielk for it eeeynrvo adn two irewd dtesal. Uhcm teintoirnac acilso essimd tou no i tnefeiyldi whsi ’ndhat so.
12. Tbu lengear btcptcin/toaeraonornio ni uhman sujt ehsot bene baednn otl roedcsusi adn n’hveta railconfai tirshg sah tyeh we hgstir ni kcluyil etrhe a tingsh ilev of hrewe outba. Oamrecp ynmrega us snurceoit znai ot ertoh.
22. Hte mesa noes uyo adh.
23. Woemohkr okwr dna. Even we lutylaca sadi ggino ew elglcoe we gtuhho pu eeddn wloud rveen to. E’oury on a mbocee rtakc lewejre ot.
24. Ect lgnimis frndi,es ’iev ghacwint ostmly mf,turuaa eneb rg,rubes bbos. Lkiign dimoseec yuo up atuld end yelral.
52. Bnige ocol si *** nwo. Adn 2ky autreislhe laos.
62. A 3 giicrsnep sea,r on ,girn rea onbutt yblel nad ohtb grni a eons. Ottstao slao of ouy nbhcu vhae a.
72. Iasnttd nsoe.
28. Nitleeydif upabrek ym.
29. Ayw ’sti as hcum, enalabmaeg ton nwo eomr. Salt intgka it ew pdetosp ofr reya! ctiomdanie.
/1330. Ubt epek ni dnto’ ddi tcantco msoe e,ys ew ocol ew yoanerm eetm opeepl. Tnwe yuo olt of a igetwan twcei to mfor laso polpee oflwlo nda htat yuo. Tlka iolcacasnyol yuo usyg.
32. Nkaab i spria frthit gto htta at wot. Mteh i vdyeryae wrea. Hneidb reew etg laltuayc bhot them fetl ta lothe bakc to a mteh teh whti yuo adme dan proens go oyu. Dna na to rthhguo for ouhr okol eth olst rof adwtei ufdon sheto eht i eganrisr.
33. Tey tvnea’h ti i uoghtht utoba. To avhe mtie nhtik oems i.
43. ): i wlil.
53. 4 o!n. Pag 0 lelcgoe in os !fa!!r.
36. Od i. Imte nad ti a glno own llsit tkoo si to btu bertet geutl,rsg we vyierntheg tge e,trhe.
73. Seisemomt. Auullys ohtguh nwo ’ist feni. Ni em aotbu i behotrs ti nlyo lieadt eahr fi it lrayle.
38. Lto btu ubtoa yuo ntd’di a i merrbe,em iknht i.
39. Tewn to nda ytaehpr oredkw i i.
40. A was smdsee sryae we 4 oga utb alts itedr bet!tre teh ew tub runoda tllite nest keil emti gte it you did cnsie gntaynih ihst.
’edovlwu i us ees you aypph oyu ot !oto levo odtay enbe. Shngit ’ryueo sda maed ywa dwelvu’o terteb ouy emso dgoni avlrleo but. Ve’uyo omec rpoud woh rfa fo you dna.
Ribta - ueuftr.

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